(This a short one-shot set just after Tara was killed and after willow has gone evil but before she tries to end the world. I own nothing Joss dose and Emin3m's words are not mine)
Gone.
Walking down the path Willow let the tears flow down her face in a soft river. She knew that Tara was gone but still every time she turned a corner she couldn't but hope that her baby was waiting with a knowing smile on her face to hold her just one last time. A car drove past and she hard the Chorus of the song playing.
'And
when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you
hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you
smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just
smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice
every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm
looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby
don't feel my pain
Just smile back...'
Oh god the pain she felt hearing those words that echoed in her mind. Her baby girl was gone she would never come back. She walked past a shop window and saw her hair as black as night and her cloths to match. Her face was pale white and her veins stood out black. She saw her lips were a deep black with hints of red. She looked evil and for the first time after Tara's death she started to cry at what she had become. After a moment she wiped away the tears and shock her self mentally angry at her self for being so weak. Again the words echoed in her head 'And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn' She was dieing inside know she would never see her Tara's face again or feel the soft touch of her hand. She kept walking down the street and laugher drifted across the road. She looked over and saw a young couple laughing together and she felt yet another jerk in her heart and she had the sudden temptation to kill anyone happy. It passed and she let a few more tears fall before hse finally relised it her baby, her Tara was gone.