HITSUZEN

AUTHOR: fantasylover12001

RATING: PG-13 for the yaoi part

DISCLAIMER: Sadly I do not own the characters of xxxHolic. That honor and privilege goes to the wonderful ladies of CLAMP. May they keep continuing to create wonderful series with tons of yaoi implications for us fangirls. Because you KNOW they do it on purpose.

SUMMARY: Yuko has often talked about hitsuzen around Watanuki. What he doesn't know is that there is a lot more then hitsuzen that binds him to Yuko.

PAIRING: eventually Doumeki/Watanuki, past Clow/Yuko.

AUTHOR NOTES: This fic is based on a crazy theory I got while rereading xxxHolic. While reading it I couldn't help but notice how much Yuko and Watanuki look alike and how much Watanuki resembles Clow. We don't really know how old Yuko is either, I get the feeling she's a lot older then she looks. Thus this little plot bunny was born. It's probably highly improbable but it's still fun to write up. There will be future yaoi so if you don't like that then I suggest you don't read. Don't flame me for it because I do not tolerate flames.

PROLOGUE: CLOW AND YUKO

Someone as old as I am is bound to have regrets.

It would probably surprise you to learn that I only have one. I do not regret becoming the granter of wishes. I do not regret some of the awful things I have witnessed. I most certainly do not regret falling in love with Clow Reed. Though love might be a strong word for the affection we had for each other.

No, none of that I regret.

My only regret is not seeing my son grow up. Oh, I checked in on him time to time but it's not the same. The couple who adopted him were good people, I'm sorry they died, they deserved a better a fate. I don't care for the foster family my son lives with now but there's nothing that can be done.

It was best for him to live in the real world. Growing up in this world of magic would be too dangerous for him. Clow and I had too many enemies at the time who would love nothing more then to snatch him up for revenge. Besides which, I know nothing about raising children, he was probably better off with a couple that did.

Today I finally have a chance to do something about this regret though. For today I finally get to meet my son face to face. As a matter of fact, I hear him coming now with Maru and Moro.

The two girls pull him in the room despite his loud protests.

"L-look, my legs ran me in here on their own!" he stutters out as they pull him in.

"That's proof that your coming to visit was Hitsuzen," I reply, getting his attention.

He blinks, "Huh?"

'Hello my son' I think with pride as I tell him the definition of the word.

It is finally time for the training to begin.

AUTHOR NOTES: I'm sorry if Yuko is a little out of character here. This is my first dive into the xxxHolic fandom. I'm not sure how long this will be or how long it'll take for the next update. If you're confused about the training part, that will be explained in the fic (it's another part of a theory I have).