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Chapter 5 : Too close to the fire , a soul within.
Do you suffer from long-term
memory loss?
'' Who are you ?'' Haruka asked as she looked at Uranus .'' You can't be me , it's impossible.''
'' Then why aren't you afraid ?'' Uranus asked.She just sounded the same as Haruka.
'' I...'' She shut her mouth again.
Uranus closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath.'' Listen Haruka , okay that sounded weird , talking to myself . Anyway i'm you. I'm from the future to help you through your memory loss.''
'' Memory loss ?'' Haruka asked.It made sence in some way.
Uranus nodded.'' Yes , if i'm correct you can't find your house , don't know what's going on or any of that , am i right ?'' Haruka just nodded and let Uranus continue.'' Remember the girl you woke up with this morning ? You two are married , she's your wife. And i...you took her for granted.I'm from the future to set things right before i lose her...again.''
'' I don't even know her , and if she really is my wife then why ain't i wearing a ring ?'' Haruka asked as she held up her hand to prove her point.To her suprise , there really was a ring on her finger.'' Oh shit.'' Haruka blurted out and nearly fainted.
Uranus just smiled at herself. She was so foolish in the past , you young and so damn naive.'' You need to go back to that house and pretend you know everything , as if nothing happened , you'll kiss her , sleep with her , love her and you'll make her feel special because she really deserves all that and not what i put her through , she didn't deserve that.'' Uranus said looking like she was almost crying.
'' But how can i ? I don't know her , i don't love her.'' Haruka said sitting on the bench again.
'' You love her like hell and i know , i am you. You just don't remember.'' Uranus whispered and sat down next to her past self.She closed her eyes and tried to recall the day she finally regained her memory and went back to her lover , who ofcourse had enough of her and thought it was all an excuse.
'' No Haruka you listen , we are through !'' Michiru yelled as she trew Haruka's clothes in the blonde's face.
'' What did i do ? Please Michi , tell me what i did wrong and i'll make it up to you .'' The blonde said frustrated. She had no idea what was going on here.Michiru stopped trowing clothes at the blonde and gazed at Haruka in suprise. Much to her dismay she saw Haruka really was confused. As if she really didn't know what she had done.
'' Listen Haruka , I don't know what you are trying to do but i won't fall for your stupid lies anymore.We are over. You hear me ? Over !'' Michiru yelled and wanted to run away but Haruka stopped her and made her lover turn back to her. They were close enough to feel eachothers breaths.michiru just gave her lover , ex-lover a cold glare before she pulled away.
'' Don't touch me , never.''
Haruka wanted to die on that moment. It seemed everything she loved was gone , just like that and she didn't know what she had done.'' But please , Michi.Tell me what did i do wrong ?''
Michiru walked towards the door and before walking out she stopped not turning around to face the blonde.'' You wanna know what you did Haruka ?'' She asked as she dropped her suitcase.'' You were never home , always racing.You missed Hotaru's birthday , you dissapeared for three weeks and now you show up pretending you don't know what is wrong.''
'' I'm guilty of the first two but i swear Michi , please give me another chance , please i promise it'll change , i swear.but please don't leave me.I love you.'' The last words almost made Michiru turn back to Haruka and kiss her and forgive her but she couldn't.'' Please.''
Michiru just shook her head before she took the suitcase in her hands again.'' I'm sorry Haruka , i'm sure you'll find someone who'll love you , who is worth your time , but not me. Not me.'' She said before she walked away leaving the broken blonde behind her.
' But you are worth my time.' Haruka now started to cry and fell down on her knees.'' I'm sorry.''
Michiru stood up from the bed.Haruka hadn't been home for hours.She started to worry.It wasn't like Haruka to stay away this long but then it occured to Michiru that maybe Haruka was at the track again , spending her hours there and forgetting all about the time. Michiru just sat down again and sighed.'' Happy birthday.''
Michiru was actually starting to get angry with the blonde.It was Michiru's birthday and she wasn't home.It was worse enough when Haruka forgot Hotaru's birthday but now she had forgotten the birthday of her own wife.Michiru fell backwards on the bed and started at the ceiling remembering her birthday from last year , the one where Haruka had asked her to marry her.' It was foolish of me to think she'd change , i gave her three chances , she blew up her second one today..One to go haruka and then i can get you out of my life.' But deep inside of her Michiru didn't want to let Haruka go.
Michi ?
Yes ruka ?
I know we've only known eachother for a few years but , i really love you.'
Ruka ?
Michi do you wanna marry me ?
Oh my god , ofcourse ! I love you so much !
Happy birthday Michi , my angel.
Those memories only pained michiru now.She closed her eyes and started to sob loudly breaking the heart of the child who lay in the room beside Michiru's room.
I don't remember...
Mhhh , i updated sooner than expected , Thanks for all the reviews so far...Okay a little thing about the next chapter , i'm going to write a few memories through the following chapters so yuo can get a feel for the characters , to know what they've been through and to know how they could possibly feel...I hope it worked so far.But don't worry i won't write a memory through every chapter.