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Chapter 9 : Like her

Is it all
Lost and gone
Could you give
Me some room
Room to be
Room to heal
Worth as much
You will be

A few minutes ago...

'' Who the hell are you !'' Michiru yelled as she pointed at Neptune with an accusing finger.

'' You don't have to...'' Neptune started but she couldn't finish because before she could say anything else Michiru had taken her own henshin in her hand and transformed into Sailor Neptune herself.The two Senshi gazed at eachother. One with a cold glare and the other with a suprised and shocked look on her face.'' No you don't un...'' Again the future Neptune was cut off.

'' I don't care , i don't know who you are but you dropping in into my house i do care about !'' On that moment Haruka , Hotaru and Setsuna walked into the room with concerned looks on their faces.

But when the future Haruka saw the two neptunes she knew exactly what was going on.'' N-neptune , what...'' She started.

'' Doing here ?'' The future Neptune asked. Michiru transformed back and looked at Haruka and then back at Neptune.

'' You two know eachother , what's going on ?'' Michiru asked annoyed.

Neptune gazed at her past self with a smile.'' Michiru , could you please excuse me and Haruka for a moment ?'' She then asked. Michiru just shook her head.Letting her double know she wasn't going anywhere until she got some answers.'' Okay , you wanna know what's going on ?'' Neptune finally gave in. Michiru just nodded.

'' Please don't.'' Haruka begged causing Hotaru to gave her Haruka-pappa a cold glare.'' So you are cheating on mommy with her evil twin ? How cruel even for you that is !'' The child yelled as she run out of the room Crying.

'' Hime-chan !'' Haruka wanted to follow the child but Setsuna held her back , letting her know she would take care of it. The blonde just smiled at that. Setsuna nodded and walked out of the room following Hotaru leaving Haruka , Neptune and Michiru behind.

'' Don't do what ?'' Michiru asked angry.'' Haruka what's going on ?''

'' Let me explain..'' Neptune started but Michiru cut her off by shaking her head. Then she pointed at Haruka.

'' No i want her to explain !'' She was on the verge of crying both future woman could tell.

'' Okay , i tell..'' The blonde whispered.'' I'm not Haruka , well i'm not the Haruka from this time , i'm from the future , i kind of fucked it up and lost you , i wanted to set things right again , i'm sorry.'' Michiru just gazed at her wife in disbelieve.

'' You are lying , you can't fuck up with me. I swore i'd never break up with you.'' Michiru said quietly.

'' No Michiru , you did break up with her , well I did. As you probably figured out by now , I'm you.The future you.'' Neptune explained.

'' That's a lie !'' Michiru cried.Both Neptune and Haruka just shook their head.

Now...
Haruka and Neptune now stood there in the livingroom gazing at eachother without doing anything. It had been awhile since both Haruka and Neptune had stand in a room together without yelling at eachother. Michiru had left the room after they explained everything to her , she seemed to understand.At least Haruka thought.

'' So...'' Haruka started.(AN:Remember Haruka is still the one from the future , the Haruka from this time line is still out there with some girl ! )Neptune didn't look at the blonde , instead she stared at the ceiling with blue eyes which showed no emotions.'' What are you doing here ? If you wanna yell at me , i don't care. Go ahead scold me , i know i messed it up big time.''

Neptune finally looked up to the blonde. Still she showed no emotions , not that Haruka had expected her to.'' I'm not here to yell at you Ruka.'' Haruka shivered at that name. Okay there could be only two explainations , one : Neptune was playing a trick on her or two : Neptune was drunk. The second couldn't be it , Neptune looked sober to Haruka.

'' Don't call me that .'' The blonde said , no longer looking at the senshi in front of her.

'' Sorry...'' Neptune apologized causing the tomboy to look at her with such a suprise in her eyes it looked like Neptune just said sonething weird.'' It's a long time since we...you know...talked.'' Neptune asked insecure.

'' Yeah.'' Was all the other could say , or wanted to say.'' So then what are you doing here ? Are you here to ruin my chances , because if you won't let me fix things i can't make it up to you.''

Neptune just smiled weakly at that statement. Haruka never had been good with words , through the years that had past she hadn't changed a bit.'' I don't want to ruin your plan Haruka , but i came here to tell you , no to beg you , please come back home.''

Haruka was suprised and shocked. Home ? There wasn't a place she could actually call home.What did she mean by that ?

When the blonde didn't say anything Neptune continued.'' Pluto explained to me what really happened and when i couldn't find you in the palace , and after your goodbye to me i finally realised...I still love you Ruka , i never stopped loving you in the first place.I know you still love me too , or else you wouldn't go through all this trouble to get me back , but you don't have to Ruka...Please come home...with me...''

'' I said you shouldn't call me Ruka remember ?'' The blonde asked.Neptune nodded and apologized again.'' Neptune , i know i'm doing this because i love you but as i already told Setsuna , i mean Pluto , i only love your memory. Do you know what you put me through the last few years ? I tried to explain but you didn't listen.I'm here to change that , to change your way of looking at me.I do love you though , but it's not enough...''

Tears were now falling down Neptune's face. Her emotionless glare turned into a hurt look.'' Please , don't say that...'' She begged.Now it was Haruka's turn to look up at the aqua haired senshi.

'' Why not ? You said it to me ! You broke up with me remember ! And now i can't do the same to you !'' Haruka yelled sounding very angry at this point.She didn't understand why though. Because here Neptune was , right in front of her , saying she was sorry and all Haruka could do was yell at the smaller girl she loved so dearly.

'' I know...'' Neptune sobbed.'' Please give me another chance to prove to you , i'm worth your time.''

'' You've always been worth my time.'' Haruka whispered , calming down a little. Neptune just walked over to Haruka and hugged the blonde.After all those years.When Haruka's arms encircled her waist she felt so save again.She hadn't felt this way in a long while.

'' D-do you still love me , i mean ...can you love me again ?'' The smaller girl then asked.Haruka pulled back and looked straight into Neptune's blue eyes and answered truthfully.

'' I don't know , i guess i need some time to think, okay ?'' Michiru didn't want to agree on this but nodded instead of telling the blonde what was on her mind.' Once we held hands and swore life together but now i feel like you have to go away , i don't want to be taken away from you again , don't destroy my world , please Ruka don't punish me for loving you.' Neptune begged silently wishing she had said it out loud.

It looks like
You won't be staying round
Given the time
And your mood
You look a lot like her
And you look so like
You won't be staying around
Here in this half light
You look a lot like her

O0h-o0h ! Yep this is the end of this chapter , so what ya'll think is going to happen next ? What will come of Michiru and Haruka once their Future selfs go home again ? And will Neptune ever win Uranus back ?

Thanxx for all the reviews people , i'm really glad you like it and Sorry for all of you who think it's confussing , i promise to make things clear again !

In the next chapter , Uranus tells Neptune wheter she wants to give their relationship a try or not. And the original Michiru finds Haruka somewhere in a bar kissing another girl , will she accept it and wait 5 more days til she gets her love back or will this be the end. Review and i'll let you know...

Amnesia Nymph