Note: I am not now, nor have I ever been a HIM fan. I just know a few things about the band and I have a great imagination.
Prologue
"Are you fucking serious?" Bam asked, his voice cracking
"That's right baby. I can't believe you didn't know all ready."
Bam's mouth dropped open and he stared at the floor of the car. He was in a state of complete shock and felt utterly betrayed. He didn't look up once a kind hand was placed on his shoulder.
"Bam Bam relax. I really thought that you knew. I'm terribly sorry."
Bam tried to speak but nothing came out…
Secrets.
Dirty secrets.
Dirty secrets… and lies.
That had become the basis of Bam's adult life. He knew that no one would ever understand this one side of him, which is why he never brought any one into this part of his world. He would give them subtle clues to this whole other persona of his, but he never dared to come out and tell any one the truth.