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Parings: Naruto and Sasuke

"You aren't here are you? Sasu?" Naruto just poked a blanket on the bed that was a big heap. It moved slightly with a giggle. The blond smiled evilly and pounce on lump and wrestled through the blanket to find what was inside.

He finally reached the center and there he saw the raven haired boy still slightly giggling like a little girl that had just found a bag of candy. Naruto reached his hand out to lightly graze the pale boy's cheek that soon began to blush. Naruto moved over to tap Sauske's little nose, "I found you. Now do I get a kiss?"

Sasuke nodded timidly but smiled and gave Naruto a kiss on the boy's cheek and started to scramble to escape the maze of sheets and blankets.

Naruto sighed and crawled out of the fabric oven. Once he saw Sasuke sitting next to the side of Naruto's bed smiling, Naruto grinned and asked, "Why are you so giggly? I've hardly ever seen you smile before."

Sasuke shrugged and replied, "I've never felt like this before. I feel so happy!" Sasuke looked over to Naruto with a joyful expression plastered on his face.

Naruto looked at his shirtless friend and said "if I had known that all you needed was a few kisses to get your morbid ass this perky I would have done this, months ago."

"You mean that you've liked me that way for a while?" Sasuke became slightly teary eyed at the thought of another person caring for him.

"Yeah," Naruto confessed, "well I guess I've really liked you ever since we started seeing each other," Naruto smiled as he saw Sasuke blush.

Sasuke looked at the ground as he began to unintentionally bite at his thumb, and mumble nervously, "well what 'bout Sakura?"

Naruto frowned and crawled up next to the worried boy and to calm him, he wrapped his arms around the raven haired boy and pulled him close to his own chest, where Sasuke could feel the warmth from the boy's tan skin up against his cold face Naruto spoke quietly into Sasuke's hair saying, "I use to like her, I hated being rejected every time and being replaced in her heart by you. You, the one person I couldn't ever hope to understand or want to understand," Sasuke held on tighter at these painful words, "but then there was one day where I couldn't help but wonder what made you so, attractable to every one around you. Then I found it"

"What was it?" Sasuke turned to look up at the blond to hear the answer that he had waited for so long to know.

"You have the most adorable nose I have ever seen" Naruto smiled as he teased his friend.

Sasuke looked down disappointed. He had always longed to know the mystery of his sex appeal to those around him.

"Aww shu, I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you upset. I guess I still don't know for sure," Naruto gave him a tight squeeze to remind Sasuke that he was still loved. Which incidentally worked, the raven haired boy took Naruto's hand off of his own pale chest and placed it on his equally un-tanned cheek.

"your so warm…"

Naruto sat there letting his friend enjoy his touch and the blond taking pleasure in his. Sasuke sat for a long while thinking-think, think, thinking. Although Naruto couldn't see the pained look on his friend's face as he came to a tough decision on his feelings.

"I think that I love you, Naruto…" Sasuke said softly

The blond was shocked that Sasuke had actually said that, the boy had always been to shy or nervous… or giddy to return his feelings.

The blond looked over at his face and saw that he wasn't blushing… at all. Sasuke's eyes were tearing up, a lot though. He spun around to look at Naruto again his words slightly choked.

"but you ha-ve to promise me you'll never leave me! Pl-please Naruto-kun"

This was a day of firsts. But in Naruto's eyes change was good. Ever since their Sensei died a year ago, team seven has changed; Sakura had become anti-social and spent a great amount of time practicing by her self, learning new and dangerous ninjutsu and less time on her looks so that she could avenge her favorite Sensei, Kakashi.

Sasuke had gone through an extreme depression, he had looked up to their sensei for his emotional solitude, from losing all his friends and still he was able to fight with such determination to protect. Sasuke had refused to leave his house or see any of the other members of cell 7. This is why Naruto had brought it upon him self to at least try to visit his rival/friend by bringing some groceries because Naruto had the impression that Sasuke was trying to starve away his guilt.

For the longest time Sasuke would just shun away Naruto just like everyone else and he would ignore his shouts for him to get on with his life. Sasuke would watch from a window high above the ground as the stubborn blond would come every day and try to find a way to sneak in the thoroughly locked down house but he would never succeeded. Naruto's stubbornness and kindness towards Sasuke finally got to him, and then one day, just as Naruto was about to leave for the night when Sasuke called out for him to stay. And Naruto did.

Staying the night, the blond saw how emotionally stresses he was.

He cried and Naruto stayed with him to comfort his closest friend the entire night.

"I promise Sasu-kun," Naruto now held the bawling Sasuke in his arms, if the tears were from happiness or loneliness he didn't know as he said, "I swear I won't leave you…"

Holding each other it was sweet in a way it was safe. Once Sasuke had regained some of his composure, Naruto had to wonder would it be safe to try and get Sasuke off of him so he could take a piss. He was just worried Sasuke would go and think that all the things that he had just said had been a lie. Sometimes the boy had a tendency of over reacting like that.

He tried to slowly squirm out of the tangle of lithe limbs of Sasuke. Half way out of the bed the raven haired pale boy grabbed at the cloth around Naruto's waist.

"don't go…"

"Sasu-kun," he said in a half whiny and half reasoning voice, "let me up for a minute, just let me go and take a leak, I swear I'll be right back." He ended in a hopeful voice.

"hn, no no nonoono," he buried his face deeper into Naruto's arm, showing now signs of letting go.

The blond looked down at the lump attached to his arm, his face scrunched up in frustration but soon he let his muscles relax into a sweet smile. Sasuke was so adorable damn it! But Naruto had a different kind of need that kept reminding him of where he should be. Naruto started to pull his arm out of Sasuke grasp and bending over to whisper "I'll be right back."

The pale boy loosened his grip and let Naruto up. His footsteps gradually began quicken as he rushed to the bathroom. But in his haste he ran right into the desk leg, he cursed at the pain that was now in his left foot. Naruto limped his way to the bathroom and slammed the door behind him. He un-buttoned his shorts and let out a moan as he relived himself.

In the other room Sasuke was whimpering quietly holding a fluffy bleached white pillow. Holding it while sobbing, he stood up to look out the side window, not concerned of his current attire or what window he was looking out of. It was a pretty basic day: dank and cool, but besides of the cold from out side, there were a large number of people walking around on the dirt roads of Konoha.

Sasuke looked down at the people with a jealous glare. While they laughed and socialized the remained oblivious of the un-approved relationship that was occurring only a few stories above their heads.

The bathroom door flung open, Sasuke looked up to see Naruto grinning like always and also coming at him with a full fledged glomp. The pale boy let out a small squeak of surprise as the blond tackled him to the floor in till Naruto was on top of a blushing Sasuke.

"'m back" Naruto said simply planting a kiss on Sasuke's thin lips. Naruto liked kissing Sasuke. It made him feel like he had someone to trust.

The older teen let his eyes relax and began to participate in the leisure kiss. There was something amazing about how their lips would meet and move in an almost perfect cycle. Naruto moved away to look at Sasuke, lying on the floor. The way his lips were tinted with a light pink along with his cheeks, the way his cool dark eyes looked glazed over as they slowly opened to see why their kiss had suddenly been cut short.

"What?" Sasuke asked quietly.

Eyes locked, Naruto knew he was going to hate himself for asking, but he knew that he couldn't keep playing sweat and innocent 'Naru-kun' either.

"Sasuke"

He received two blinks and eyebrows raised in a questioning expression as a response. Which made it somewhat harder to continue the question without Sasuke's voice to reassure him...

"I wanted ta' ask you… hmm… if you wanted to try something other than k-kissing?"

Sasuke's body tensed up a considerable amount compared to the loose way he lying a second ago. His eyes weren't filled with curiosity but instead they were replaced with mild fear.

Damn it.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that I just-"

"thought I'd be a good fuck ne?" he didn't raise his voice. Or start to cry. It was almost like he expected this to happen. That's what hurt Naruto the most.

"no that's not what I meant." Naruto turned his head ashamed to look at Sasuke, he climbed off of the pale teen, looking at the ground

"I know i-it's ok… I'm actually getting use to being a sex toy…" he gave Naruto a pained smile.

"I won't make love to you if you think that all I want is your body," Naruto said seriously but still looking at the ground. "I do love you Sasuke," which was true but suddenly the blonde's stomach fell as he realized what Sasuke had said, 'I'm actually getting use to being a sex toy…' did that mean something? Sasuke had never said anything about another lover…

What was he going to do?