A/N: We only had a half day of school today because of "emergency preparedness day" which is the biggest load of crap, but hey, I'm not about to complain. So I've decided to update. Again, I haven't been getting many reviews, so I want 15 again before an update. And more "Jesse's Secret" ideas.
Next order of business; everyone has to go read this new story out by Alicia (chicas) called Unbroken. It's GQ with Jexie and Blu thrown in. And it's so good. And I help edit it! Which means you all need to read it! (please please please)
This is another chapter with a song. I highly reccomend lsitening to the song as you do, the chapter really doesn't work without it. It's called The Freshmen by the Verve, and I am sure everyone has heard it.
Also, this chapter is rated PG-16. It's not quite up to the NC-17 level, but it's a little higher then PG-13 as well. I guess you can say it has an R rating, but I really don't understand that one (what is having a parent with you gonna do, other then make you feel embarassed during any sexual scenes, or when they ask questions to the strangers sitting next to you all throughout the movie, but then again, my mother may be the only one who does that).
middiegurl08- very interesting ideas. You may be right. Of course, you may be wrong also. Hmm... I love being secretive!
AnAngelofAStar- Yes, it was about time. Now, they just need to admit their love for each other on the show, but I'm thinking it may happen today.
MelindaM- I like your ideas too. And I am so glad that I was able to put you in a better mood. And as for Tom Cruise, I am so scared of that guy. He is just too weird. But it's a good line, so I love to use it.
aida- Thanks for reviewing! I think you reviewed on the Jexie board when I recently posted, or am I mixing you up with someone else?
Heidi- Of course it's ok! Thanks for taking the time to email and everything. Another person does that also. I love that you took the time to actually email me instead of just not leaving me anything. And you had some interesting ideas as well.
emmalee05- I do love my twists and turns. Glad you thought the kisses were intense.
Sam- Maxie just doesn't want to get her heart stepped on again. She's being cautious...er. Also known as more cautious by those who actually speak the English language, not my own language, lol.
Jen- Aww, I wouldn't necessarily call it the best reunion ever, but if you want to give me compliments... I am sooooo not going to disagree. Lol. : )
tania- That's because everything is so right when they're together! They're just so perfect together. The birthday stuff yesterday was too sweet. Thanks for the website by the way.
Spoiledtink- I'm glad you like it. Secret relationships can be very fun to read though! And I loved some of your secret ideas.
Tina- I'm glad you liked the reunionion too. And I figured Sonny and Jason yelling at Maxie for too long would get old, so I'm glad that you liked that we got to the good stuff.
Vicki316- I'm glad you liked my movie references. I'm a Dillon when it comes to movies, I absolutely love them and I love dissecting them. As for your story idea, if you need help, just ask. Sometimes it helps to get another person's opinion. Besides, I'd really love to read another of your Jexie stories soon! I would also like to take a minute to tell everyone right now what Jesse's secret is (according to Vicki at least) "Jesse is a drug dealer named Juan who is evading the cops". I'll let you all know right now, his name is not Juan. But Vicki has some very, very, creative ideas, lol.
Christine- I love "I love you's". They're always so sweet, lol.
Alicia, or LiLi as I think I'd like to start calling you- See, I pimped your story, lol. And sweetie, you are far too southern for me. "It's also a country song" geeze, you Alabamians. Maybe I'm just too New Yorkish.
anon14- Ah yes, the art of procrastination. I'm a master at it. I'm actually glad that I was able to stump you, lol.
Chapter 14- We'd Ever Die For These Sins
There was a sense of foreboding hanging in the air that night on the docks, but Maxie ignored it, and Jesse tried very hard to. His secret was burning a hole in him. His secret would destroy Maxie and her whole entire family. He couldn't help but think about it all as she clung to him that night.
"Jesse, let's go back to your place" she said seductively as she pulled back from the embrace to look into his eyes.
"Maxie, I dunno"
"Jesse, I'm not a little kid, and I'm not a virgin, so don't worry. I love you, and I want this"
"Are you sure?" he asked her, the doubt still hanging over his head.
She kissed him in response, another hungry and passionate kiss.
When I was young I knew everything
She a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm guilt stricken,
Sobbing with my head on the floor
Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
The two continued to kiss and stumble back to Kelly's.
"Go through the back way" he told her as he kissed her once more on her neck.
She nodded at him, all out of breath, but did as he said. She snuck up the stairs and felt Jesse grab her hand once she reached the top landing.
"Come on" he whispered to her as he pulled her into a room to his right.
It was sparsely furnished, with just a bed, two nightstands, and a dresser. But Maxie wasn't thinking about interior design at that moment. She immediately started kissing Jesse again, and the kisses got more passionate as time went on. He picked her up and threw her against the wall in his passion, holding her there as he kissed her. Both were moaning in appreciation. Jesse ran his hands up her tank top, cupping her breasts with his hands. She tugged on his t-shirt and he removed his hands from her breasts and held them above his head so that she could take his shirt off of him. She threw the shirt behind him, and it landed haphazardly on the floor. She kissed him passionately as he untied the shrug she was wearing, letting it hang on her for a moment before he pulled it off of her arms, kissing the newly exposed skin as he did, nipping at it with his teeth. She lifted her arms and he pulled off her tank top. He kissed her stomach as he did so, letting his tongue slide delicately into her bellybutton as he did. She moaned as she felt his tongue on her hot skin. She hadn't worn a bra that day, and her breasts were just out in the open, her nipples hard from his touch.
I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place
Maxie pounced on him, throwing him down with her weight on to the bed. She lied on top of him, her hands reaching down to his crotch. His jeans were already looking too tight and Maxie undid the button before opening up the fly. He kicked his shoes off and the two tugged down the jeans, moving them past his strong hips as they continued to kiss. He tucked his fingers into the waist band of her skirt and he gently pulled it down, revealing her tiny, lacey black thong. Her flip-flops had long since been kicked off. He kissed her breasts, working his way around her nipples, teasing her as he did. She moaned and arched herself backwards, feeling his strong touch. She fingered the top of his boxers and smiled at him. Those were the next things to be removed, basically ripped off of him by eager, hungry hands. He bent his head down and kissed her stomach again before kissing her thighs as well. Finally, he made it to the top of the band of the thong. Grasping at the material with his teeth, he flicked her skin with his tongue before pulling the panties off of her using only his mouth.
For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen
The two stared at one another for a moment with hungry eyes before Maxie pounced again, kissing him over and over again, anywhere she could get her mouth on. She licked his chest, feeling the hard muscles beneath. The need for him was insatiable. She lowered her head down, and got to work. He moaned as he felt himself being awakened as her mouth played wonders with him. She was kneeling on the floor, and he was half-standing, half-sitting on the bed.
My best friend took a week's
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a week's worth of
Valium and slept
And now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says
A few minutes later, he pulled her up and threw her roughly on the bed, the kissing resuming as his body assaulted hers. He rolled on top of her and positioned himself. She moaned as he teased her, his hands reaching down and touching and feeling everything.
"Jesse" she cried out, moaning his name, willing him to stop teasing her.
She needed him right now, and nothing was going to stop her from getting him. She continued to moan as she felt him on her. The begging and pleading tone in her voice laced with want and desire.
I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place
Jesse entered her finally, the two grunting and moaning as their bodies fell into rhythm, the thrusts in time and pace. The kissing continued, and Maxie felt like she couldn't even breathe. She closed her eyes, crying out in pleasure.
"Keep your eyes open" he commanded her.
Obeying his order, she opened them and came face to face with Jesse's deep blue orbs, staring at her with the same loving and desire that she was feeling.
"Oh god Jesse!" she cried out again as he thrust deep into her.
For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen
The lovemaking continued well into the late hours. Finally, Jesse rolled off of Maxie, the two sighing and breathing deeply.
hey yeah
hey yeah
hey yeah
They held each other for a while, their arms wrapped strongly around one another, their kisses continuing. After about a half an hour of holding one another, Maxie let out a little giggle.
"What?" he asked her.
"I was just thinking about all of the fat I burned. And how hungry I am now" she said with a devious smile.
"Are you serious?" he asked her in disbelief.
"Dead" she told him.
He sighed and she giggled again as he detangled himself from her arms and pulled on his jeans and t-shirt.
"I'll be right back" he said in a mock annoyed voice, and she just giggled again as she watched him go, finally yelling "I love you" as he walked away, not knowing that this may be the last time she said that in the present tense.
We've tried to wash our hands of all this
We never talk of our lacking relationships
And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our
Heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to
Slip, we'd say
Jesse ordered them some food to go at the counter downstairs, and as he waited he decided to take a walk. He needed to clear his mind before he went back upstairs to the beauty waiting in his bed. He kept imagining Maxie naked. He loved her, and he wanted her. But there was too much at stake, whether he wanted to admit it or not. He had a secret to protect. He could cause a lot of damage if that secret got out.
I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
And I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place
Jesse walked out of the diner, the cool air feeling good on his hot skin. Walking around the building, he gasped and pulled back. Jason was there, and what he was waiting for, Jesse was unsure of. All he knew was that Jason couldn't see him, no matter what. He was about to sneak away when something caught his eye.
For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen
Another man emerged from the shadows and he and Jason engaged in a tense conversation. Everything suddenly got heated as Jason reached for his gun, pulling it out and pointing it at the man. He was about to pull the trigger when another man emerged from the shadows, his gun pointed at Jason's back. Jason didn't see the man as he kept his gun trained on the first man whom he was having the conversation with. Jason kept yelling, and the other man yelled back, his hands up in a surrender position. Jason's finger was dangerously close to pulling the trigger. Jesse squinted and realized he recognized the man in the shadows. It was a member of the PCPD. And Jason was out of control. And the officer was going to shoot him. And he was going to shoot to kill.
For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen
We were merely freshmen
"Wait! Don't shoot!" Jesse cried out as he emerged from the shadows and pulled out his badge. "I'm a cop!"
A/N: And there it is. The moment you had all been waiting for. I tricked you when I asked for more emails about the secret in the begining. I know you all weren't expecting that! So, tell me honestly, how many people did I actually get? Or, how many people knew he was a cop all along? Lemme know, I love reviews!