Title- Here Without You
Author's note-This was inspired by Fated written by Leafygirl
Rating-G
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Sitting in a dark room
twiddling my thumbs
Think about
things that just seem so dumb
don't
know
What to say my world is so gray
Watching
the clouds go by
I love that rain on
my tear stained face
It makes
everything feel so clean
Not knowing
what do to but to cry for you
Why'd
you have to go and leave mehere to
die without you
I could have been by
your side
As death slowly swallowed
you whole
But you pushed me away
pushed me to live this life without
you
And now I mourn and wait for
death
Wait to see you again
But
death seems to slip right out of these fingers of mine
Never
letting me reach youI cry myself to
sleep
My body dying for your touch
that I will never feel again
I lost
my first love now I've lost you
You
were my only hope for survival in this cold, cold world here
Why
if you loved me so
Why wouldn't you
take me with you
There's nothing to
live
For nothing to love without you
here by my side
You were my last
hope
My last grasp at sanity at
normality
But here I am without you
now waiting and watching and dying here...
...without you.