Missing

Rated R

Summary: It was the greatest love of their time. Then he went missing. Now she wants to tell what happened. Will he ever return?

A/N Mostly in Hermione's POV. Sorry for the long wait. I've had very bad writers block lately. I've rewritten this chapter more than twenty times now. Well here it is . . .

I want to take you back to the middle of seventh year when Harry and I had gotten into a huge blowout over our relationship and the upcoming. This memory tends to bring tears to my eyes.

7th Year

Every night after Harry had gotten done with his training, he was usually very distant. Ron and I weren't allowed to know anything and yet I always found myself asking the same old question except tonight was the worst time to ever ask.

"Hermione I've been over this! I'm not to tell anyone what goes on in there!"

"I know Harry. I just thought maybe you might have wanted to say something about it."

"HERMIONE! Dammit you know not to ask about it, you know I cannot fill you in on anything that is going on! Why sit here and ask?"

"HARRY JAMES! I'm not going to sit here and have you talk to me like this! All I did was ask a simple question. You have no right yell and scream at me for asking you question. Why don't you get your head out your arse and realize how many people are worried about you and why after every session with Dumbledore you sit there and mope around? I'm tired of you acting like a bloody prat all the time!"

Usually after every fight we had in the common room I would run up to my dormitory, but this time I didn't. Something in Harry's eyes was confusing me. Like he was processing every thing I had just said over and over again. So I stayed put waiting for him to say anything, but that never came and so I headed off to my head room to sleep. That in fact had been a very bad idea. Seeing as how we were both made heads of our house he would be joining me at some point.

Hermione's Room 4:00 a.m.

"Mione?"

"Mhmm?"

"Mione wake up. I need to talk to you."

"What is it Harry? It's four in the morning!"

"Mione don't, be made its just that I've been thinking about me needing to get my head out my arse. Well . . . "

"You've been thinking about that for four hours?"

"Yes well you kinda just left me there to think about it."

"Listen. Harry it's four in the morning. Just go to sleep and we'll talk then."

"No, I need to tell you this! I know you want to know what's going on, but I can't tell in you detail. There's things Dumbledore has been telling me that has gotten me preoccupied and I'm sorry for being such a prat lately. You know I love you right?"

"Of course I do Harry!"

"Good. Well then I ought to get off to bed."

"Harry?"

"Yea?"

"Stay with me tonight? Please."

"Yea Mione of course."

"Harry, I love you so much. Please know that will never change."

"I know mione."

End Flashback

That night was probably one of the worst, yet best nights of my life. Knowing that Harry loved me and that he knew I loved him as well. If only I would've known how much time I had left with him.

A/N Hopefully Chapter 3 will be done in a couple fo days. Sorry for the very long wait.