All You Wanted

A/N: Oh and this is about Shinji noticing how much Asuka was in pain sometimes, all she wanted was someone who cares, but will she open herself to him?

Disclaimer: I don't own this song, or Evangelion…

Asuka watched as Misato told Shinji how well of a score he got, even better than hers. Even though it hurt her pride, something stopped her from being angry, she smiled and was happy for Shinji

Inside her locker, a part of her made her angry, "I must do better next time," she said.

"It's ok Asuka, you do not have to always succeed over Ikari."

With that she left. Asuka just looked at the door, then slammed her fist into the locker, "Damn that wondergirl, damn that Shinji."

As she walked home, Shinji caught up with her and they talked for a while. After talking for a while, Shinji noticed that Asuka was feeling a bit down, "What's wrong Asuka?"

She placed a fake smile, "Nothing Baka, just leave me alone," and she ran off ahead.

Shinji frowned a bit, "Asuka…" he whispered into the passing breeze.

When she arrived home she sat down in the kitchen. She placed her head down, 'I won't let that Baka win. But, it's nice to see that spineless wimp smile once in a while. Sometimes I envy his quietness, he can always absorb everything around him, he may seem like a spineless wimp, but on the battle field, he can surely kick some serious ass.'

Her thoughts were paused at the sound of the door opening. She raised her head at the sound of Shinji's quiet voice, "Hello?"

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

He entered the room, apparently it had rained after she reached home, the baka was wet.

She stared at him, when he noticed this he blushed, "Don't look at me like that. Sorry if I'm wet. I'll go change."

She stared as he left the room. She sighed and slumped into the chair, "Baka Shinji," she sighed again, 'Although he did look pretty cute,' she blushed at her thought and quickly sat up when she heard Shinji again.

He was wearing a loose short sleeved t shirt. He smiled at her and told her that Misato was to be late.

"Ok then Baka, I guess we should go to bed," she stood up and walked up to him. He nodded and they walked towards their rooms, but something made her trip and she fell on top of Shinji.

They both turned red as their faces were just inches away from each other. Her body was on his and they lay down looking into each others eyes.

Shinji quickly got up, "Gomen nasai!" and he rushed to his room.

Asuka sat there as he rushed away, 'Baka, I was enjoying your warmth for a moment there…' she blushed again at her thought.


I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the time comes
I'd take you away

Later that night she woke up to her nightmares again, "Stupid nightmares," she said panting over it, "They're so freaking scary…"

She got out of her room and went out to the balcony. She sat and looked up at the stars and reflected on her dream.

"Mother…Why'd you do that? Am I, am I a bad girl…" flashbacks ran through her head. She saw her yelling at Shinji a lot and yelling at others too. She quietly wept as she saw them. A vision happened, she saw them all of them turning to her and glaring.

"You ungrateful bitch," Misato started.

Misato then pointed at a sad Shinji, "He wanted to help the world, and even you, but you shoved it, you yelled and abused him, and everyone else to. You should go die in a hole!"

The vision disappeared as she felt something warm touch her shoulder.

"Asuka? Why are you crying?" Shinji said sitting next to her.

"N-nothing," she turned her head, but immediately turned red when she felt Shinji touch her face.

"You face feels so cold and wet from your tears, please tell me whats wrong?"


If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

She turned to him, and she hugged him tightly, "Shinji-kun, please don't ever leave me!"

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

"What?"

"I'm sorry for everything! I've been such and ungrateful bitch!" she wept into his chest, he rubbed her back.

"No Asuka, you're not. I know that you're insecure like me, but you just hide it in a different way."

She sniffed, "Then I'll change, I'll be really nice, and I won't call you a baka anymore…"

"But Asuka," he held her tighter, "Don't change the way you are, because, that person that you were, was the one I fell in love with."

She stopped crying and looked him in the eyes, "Shinji-kun…"

"Shh….Rest, your getting cold, stay inside my embrace, I'll keep you warm…"

She snuggled with him as they looked up at the stars.

"Shinji, I love you too…" she blushed and he turned to her with loving eyes and smile.

"I care about you Asuka, I love you a lot, please be happy, don't bring yourself down. You're a really nice person you know…"


If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares


All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

They're faces approached each other. And their lips met and they kissed with all the love they had. After she stayed in his embrace and they watched the stars heating each other with their warmth. And as the wind quietly blew, he whispered again, "I love you."

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

A/n: Ok there ya go…pls vote on my alternate universe so I can continue with my story…