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Me and Dave got released.
We arrived at home at around 10:00pm
"Dave honey I'm exhausted can we go to bed"
"sure" Dave nodded we made our way upstairs and I changed into my nightgown and settled into bed I closed my eye's and almost immediately I saw Chris tying me to the bench again he was laughing manically and then Chris changed to Adam who was glaring evily at me he then began to attack me again it was all being replayed he was taking advantage of me I tried moving and screaming but nothing happened and then Adam changed to Dave and my mind rested but then Dave began punching me and shouting and throwing me around like a rag doll.
I awoke covered in a cold sweat the covers wrapped around me like a straight jacket I walked into the bathroom and splashed cold water onto my face
"get a grip of yourself Trish" I muttered. I walked down the stairs and sat on the sofa and sat in the darkness I stared thinking of what a mess my life had become thinking of all the horrible dreams and visions but there is one thing that stood out in my mind the most Dave beating me I couldn't shake it off or think it was only a dream this felt more than a dream but Dave wouldn't hurt me would he? I mean I had only known him a month or so and in that time he hasn't got drunk or gotten angry but what if he does? What will I do who will save me or help me.
My thoughts were interrupted by a light tap on my shoulder I looked up to see Dave I smiled.he moved around and sat next to me
"Hey what are you doing down here?"
"nothing just thinking"
"about what"
"about everything"
"like what"
"never mind" I looked towards the floor.
"Trish I know something's been bothering you"
"it's nothing on honestly" I smiled.
Dave obviously decided not to question and went to bed.
RAW
My music hit and I pointed towards the sky and walked down to the ring. I picked up the microphone and put it to my lips
The crowd began chanting "slut" like always
"yeah, yeah I don't care what any of you think, now Lita honey come on down."
Lita's music hit and she made her way to the ring she picked up her mic and put it to her lips
"Trish I am sick of the newbie's always getting the spotlight so I decided to step in and give you a hand because when were done with her she won't have anything left to be in the spotlight"
I smirked and pulled Lita in for a hug as we made our way backstage I walked into Dave
"oh hey Trish I am going out with the guys I'll be back later okay?"
I nodded but then I remembered the dream I swallowed hard and continued walking I arrived at the women's locker room and walked in I sat down and raked my hair out of my eye's I placed my head in my palms for what seemed like a second but was obviously longer.
"Trish it's time to go now"
I looked up to see Lita
"oh okay see ya later Ames"
"ok bye"
I walked past her and got into my car and drove back to the hotel. As soon as I arrived I sat on the sofa and began to watch the tv flicking endlessly through random channels I Must have been doing this all night because when I looked at the clock it was 12am I rubbed my eye's and stood up and began to stretch. I heard the door open and quickly looked towards it, it was Dave he came stumbling over to me and pulled in to kiss me he had, had a lot of alcohol I could smell it on his breath I pushed him away
"I'm going to bed"
"okay let me join you"
We got undressed and changed and got into bed my body was tired but my mind would not rest I laid awake thinking incase Dave hurt me I looked at the clock it was now 3:00am deciding to give up my battle to rest I walked in and sat on the sofa and lounged at about 4:30 I heard rushed footsteps leading into the bathroom I decided to wait and listen I then heard Dave violently retching I decided to go and make sure he was okay I walked into the bathroom and I saw Dave with his head in the toilet still getting sick I walked over to him and rubbed his back gently he looked up at me
"You okay honey?"
He shook his head and began getting sick again I sighed and sat on the side rubbing his back when he had finally finished he looked up at me.
"sorry about that"
"hey honey I understand everyone gets sick at some point"
"oh and thank you"
"for what"
"being there" he stood and hugged me close
"feel better now?" he nodded
"but I have a feeling I won't be keeping solid foods down for a while"
"awww honey it's okay I'll take care of you I guess you had a little to much to drink"
"yeah I guess" he went back to bed and slept through the night without anymore incidents I even got some rest. I awoke to a phone ringing as I saw Dave stumbling out of bed shuffling through his bag.
"hello" Dave's voice sounded rough he cleared his throat and listened
"what? No it can't happen John please tell me your lieing" Dave sank to his knee's as I saw his eye's begin to sparkle he attempted to blink the tears away but it was no good.
"okay thanks man bye" Dave looked towards me and put on a fake smile but almost all at once he broke down and sobbed into his hands I rushed over to him and rubbed his shoulder
"baby what happened"
"randy he's dead he was stabbed and you know what the last words he said were?"
"what?" I whispered
"tell Trish I said Hi love Chris"
Tears formed in my eye's
"oh my gosh Dave I am so sorry"
"yeah well sorry isn't going to bring him back"
I touched his shoulder but he brushed it off
"Dave I truly am sorry"
"just go" I couldn't believe what I was hearing
"no Dave I love you and your hurting"
"yes and it's your fault"
"Dave please let me help you through this"
"NO! now get out!"
"no I won't" as if by magic Dave had me up against the wall he drove a clenched fist into my ribs and then into my jaw.
"YOUR JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS I HATE YOU I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT BUT NO YOU JUST PATHETIC LIKE ALL THE REST"
I picked up my phone and heard the familiar voice say hello
"Ames it's me Trish can I come and stay with you please"
"why whats happened"
"Dave hit me and I can't stand to be with a man who does that to women I hate his guts" I knew Dave was listening to all of this
"oh my gosh you want me to come and pick you up?"
"yes please Ames hurry I am really scared"
I put the phone down and slumped against the wall my ribs hurt so much I sent Dave an evil glare as he stared at me in shock from across the room
"what? You want to hit me again?"
He stayed silent
"come on talk you were all mouth when you were beating me"
I tried to stand up to make it seem more intimidating but clutched my ribs and fell back down he stood and walked over to me and pulled me up by my arm his face keeping emotionless I looked at the wall and saw it covered in blood I looked at my skin it was pale and I was shaking terribly.
"help" I whimpered I don't know why I did it but I did I actually asked the man who did this to me to help me.
He gave me a confused look it was obvious he didn't know what to do so he did the only thing he knew he picked me up and placed me on the bed he then began stroking my face
"Dave please I can't accept a man who would do that to me"
"fine bitch"
I then snapped awake to the sound of an alarm I saw Dave sleeping next to me I realised it was all a dream but I awoke Dave and sat on the bed still shaking from the dream
"Dave promise you won't hurt me?"
"whats brought this on?"
"well I have been having horrible dreams of you coming home drunk and beating me or somebody you love getting hurt because of Chris"
"I promise"
I looked deep into my eye's I could see his concern for me.
I began to sob he picked me up and cradled me in his arms.
"Dave I need to tell you something I never intended on killing myself the gun was plastic I just wanted you back"
Dave pushed me off his lap and looked at me shocked
"Trish I have been having the worst time of my life after that how could you do that to me?"
"I just wanted you back"
"get out!"
"WHAT! NO"
He stood and the dreams came rushing back I ran into the corner and crouched repeating it over and over "please don't hurt me"
Dave's expression softened and he pulled me up by my arm.
"Trish it's gonna take a while to trust you and love you again I just don't know….."Dave words were cut short as he ran into the bathroom I rushed in behind him to see him hunched over the toilet heaving horrendously I walked over to him and began to rub his back gently but he still continued to heave I hated seeing him so much pain I continued rubbing his back until he finally began to vomit I then began patting his back hoping it would help when he had finished he turned to me and said
"you know Trish forget what I was saying I love you and I want to be with you see even after I told you I didn't love you, you came and helped me when I was sick"
"of course I love you"