Phoenix: heya. Nothing much to say except enjoy.
A week later both Kai and I were allowed out of hospital. Apparently Kai had suffered slight hypothermia; how he managed to get it I have no idea. We left Russia and headed back to Australia and resumed our fake names again. We still had the key to the hotel room so we didn't have to worry about going back to my parents' house. I started to frequently get morning sickness. God I hate morning sickness, especially the after taste of it. For now we let Voltaire and my 2 clones go, Kai and I had other, more important things to worry about, like the unborn child. Seriously why do females have to get pregnant, if you ask me; guys should get pregnant instead of women. I mean we have to put up with period pain and nagging boyfriends, so why shouldn't they put up with pain? (AN: No offence guys).
Well I just hope that Voltaire, Boris and the 2 clones think that we are dead and not come after us until the child is born.
I had told my parents about the pregnancy and to my surprise they were really supportive. Something was up with them, but hey that's their business, not mine.
I sat down on the bed after throwing up what felt like the millionth time that morning. Kai handed me a cup of tea and sat down next to me with his own cup.
"I'm giving up being an assassin," I said. Kai gave me a puzzling look.
"Well after I get revenge on Voltaire," I continued.
"Why give that up?" asked Kai curiously.
"Because I'm sick of being an assassin. Everywhere I go people run from me. I hate it," I yelled, "besides I don't want the child to be involved."
"Its alright," Kai said, somewhat sympathetically as he took the cup from my hands and placed both his and me down before he hugged me. I pushed him away and ran out the door, tears streaming down my face.
I stopped at a small lake and looked at my reflection. The first thing I saw was the tears. I haven't cried since I was young. I slapped at the surface, distorting my reflection. I ran, crying harder. Why, why does this seem hard? To give up my job. You'd think that I'd be happy, but I not. Why did I have to become an assassin? Why did I have to get pregnant? Why?
"Tell me why," I yelled up at the clouded sky. The heavens answered with rain. We at least no one would be able to see my tears. I slowly walked around in the rain. My hair and clothes slowly getting soaked. I heard footsteps behind me. Someone came up and grabbed me. I struggled out of the person's embrace. I looked to find Kai standing behind me and I ran. I didn't want to be around him. Not just yet. I hid in an abandoned alleyway. The one that I used to hide in when I was younger. I sat down and tried to calm down. Kai ran past the alleyway. He didn't bother looking in it. As soon as I saw him run past, I got up and went the opposite direction to what he went. The rain came down even harder. Lightning flashed across the sky. I walked into the hotel and up to the room. I went for a shower and climbed into bed. The rain soothing me, and I fell asleep without having anything to eat.
Kai to Kara: god you're emotional
Kara: How would you like it if you got pregnant?
Kai: -mumbles under his breath-
Phoenix: Ok. Well R&R peoples. Luv Phoenix.