If it wasn't so, I would be there for you.

If I wasn't here, I will hold you now more then ever.

If I could kiss you again, it would be more then the world of love that I can give.

I only wish I could see you again, even though I see you.

You still seem so far away, farther then what my arms and hands can reach to you.

I want to see your deep, golden eyes once more, to see the love you have for me in them.

I want to hold tight to your red, fire coat kimono when I ride in your arms.

I want to touch those furry ears you have, just to hear you purr for me.

I want to feel you within my soul, by just a deep, meaning full kiss.

This is my wish.

It is the wish of what I keep withing my own soul.

I watch you from height of the place that I sit, and wait.

I see you act touch, yet I feel your feelings within me.

I hear you cry without seeing a single tear on your cheek.

You acted all brave, yet I know, deep inside, you are breaking.

Your heart is breaking, knowing you couldn't do anything to keep this from happening.

You cry in your soul, as it causes you pain.

You kill to calm your pain, yet show your anger.

Why does the world have to be so cruel for you.

For you have lost three loves.

You believe you were weak for each death that happened.

But it is not your fault.

For I want you to know,

I see them and they don't blame you.

Hold tight to your life.

It is but so little.

I want you to know, I'll wait up here for you.

So I can touch you again, and make your pain go away…

Forever.

Kagome