Chapter 4

What Is Happening?

Authors POV

Tomoyo was shocked, did he like her the way she was before, or was he bluffing? What if he was saying he really LIKED her, and what if he didn't and just liked her as a friend? Whatever it was, she would try to change, just for him, even if it meant ignoring her broken heart that would eventually make her kill herself. She had tried to commit suicide before but Sakura came into her room at just the right time and she dropped the knife she was holding to her wrist. What if no one was there this time, would it happen, or would she fail? On her way home, Eriol asked her again, while Sakura and Syaoran kept walking.

"What is it Tomoyo, you can tell me, I'm your friend, you can trust me." Eriol asked.

"I can't say…not to anyone else…"

"ELSE, who did you tell?"

"No one…"

"Then why did you say ELSE?"

"Because I felt like it!" Tomoyo snapped and ran home, crying. Sakura and Syaoran tried to run after her, but couldn't keep up. As soon as they got into their apartment, they called Eriol

"What did you say to her?" Sakura snapped.

"I just asked her something and she bitched and ran off before I could say anything…"

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY TO HER ERIOL!"

"I asked her why she has been acting so weird lately, HAPPY!"

"Oh…that's why…"

"Why what is it? Do you know why?"

"Ano…"

"Sakura…why is she acting that way, tell me, I'm worried about her…" At that moment Tomoyo ran in with tears streaming down her face, heard Eriol's voice on the phone said "DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING TELL HIM ANYTHING!" and slammed the phone down.

"I wasn't going to…Tomoyo, what's going on between you and him, you're so sad, why? Sit down for a while…"

"I was talking to him on the way home, as you know and he asked me why I was acting so weird."

"Yea, I know that already, go on."

"He said I could trust him and I told him I couldn't tell anyone else. He asked who I told and I said no one, then he just had to ask why I said ELSE and I snapped at him saying I wanted to and ran off, I don't know why, I just couldn't say it…"

"Tomoyo-chan… that's not like you, even if you didn't want to say that, you wouldn't do that…"

"I don't know what's gotten into." Tomoyo tried to finish.

"LOVE." Syaoran intruded walking in from the bedroom.

"What? Love, but…" Tomoyo stammered.

"It's love, believe me." Syaoran finished and went into the kitchen to make some tea.

Tomoyo went back to her room, got in the nice hot tub and started talking to herself, trying to get all the pain out of her heart and the tenseness out of her head.

"Who the fuck does that bastard Eriol think he fucking is, trying to get me to say something I don't want to fucking say!" as soon as she finished saying that, the phone rang, it was Eriol.

"Tomoyo, please don't hang up, all I want to know is why you're acting like this?"

"BECAUSE OF YOU!" she screamed and slammed the phone. It rang again.

"Tomoyo, please…stop hanging up! Tell me please…"

"Figure it out yourself, think about it really hard, you should figure it out, you're smart." Tomoyo said calmly. "Now I'm going, I'm trying to get a bath here."

"Ba." He was cut off by Tomoyo hanging up.