Haha, I feel so evil I left you on a MAJOR cliffie huh ;-) I can be so cruel, lol. Anyways, my bday is coming up! Next update will be on the 13th of October because that's when my bday is :-D
This took longer then expected to upload, that's because I had a major trauma with the last bit and what I should write because I could've changed the plot a lot.
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Don'tmesswithbec: Didn't take as long as last time! I hate cliffies too, lol.
Clare: You hate me:'( I'm so sad. But I did get them to kiss. I wasn't planning to but I'm glad I did it.
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Chapter 11: Kiss and Run
There was a fraction of a second where I could still remember what was happening before I was swept away by the feeling of his lips on mine. My mouth was alive with fire, the sensation of him so close sent shivers down my skin, I opened my mouth in shock only to find his tongue entering the walls of my mouth, exploring the inside. Not knowing what I was doing, my own tongue starting dancing too, everything was a blur and our tongues and teeth were scraping each other, each of us determined to win the game of tonsil hockey that had been challenged.
This… isn't right… it was… wasn't… supposed to be happening…
His hands were roaming around my middle and during the heat of the kiss my own were thrown around his neck, running through his smooth blue hair. His tongue flicked over the cut that Tala had made on my mouth, I could taste the blood that was still there and before I gasped sharply.
This couldn't happen, it could! I tore myself away from him, slamming my fist in his jaw. I heard him groan as I backed away against the door. Slowly he turned his eyes to look at me, the eyes that were burning with such strong emotions. What was it? Anger? Was he angry at me but why would he be? He had just kissed me so fiercely! And like hell could he kiss! It could be love… he doesn't know how to feel but it was something. There was definitely something that burned in his eyes so strongly.
Not able to look at him any further I ripped my gaze from his, my eyes still wide with shock, before shoving the door open and tearing down the corridor.
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The first half of the day past as a blur, I didn't know what was going on in class. All that was going round in my head has that burning sensation that I felt when me and Kai kissed early today. I shouldn't have felt it, he was my worst enemy, and he's not even worth the effort. But why did it feel so good when I kissed him?
Moodily I stabbed my cheesy-shit-lunch with my pencil. I blinked. Why did I have my pencil out instead of the fork! Miriam seemed to have noticed my weird cutlery too for she whipped me around to face her and placed her hand on my forehead, her eyes etched with worry. 'What are you doing?' I growled at her.
'I was gonna ask you that. Well, something like anyways. What the hell is wrong with you today?'
'What do you mean?' I asked, averting my gaze.
'Well, for one you just tried to eat with your pencil, you didn't frown and bang your bag on the table when Miss Watiara gave you a detention for being late, you looked oddly frustration, your lips were all puckered up as if you've been snogging the hell out of someone, your face was flushed, you didn't shout something rude and stupid when Kai walked in late as well, you said to the teacher 'tongue' when he asked you a question in maths, you-'
'Shut up now Miriam.' I interrupted her.
She shrugged. 'I was just saying.'
'Well I'm saying there's nothing wrong with me. And I haven't been snogging either, and I'm fine. Rea- Oh fuck! Hide me.' I panicked, turned around and hide my face with my and as Kai and Tala walked up to our table. Jo wasn't here, luckily. She had spent the day mooching about in the sick room, thanks to that plonker Tala. I would visit her once I finished my lunch.
'Oh look who it is. Tala has decided to grace us with his presence.' I heard Ray say sarcastically. He was angry at Tala for what he did to Jo, like a lot of us were.
'Where Jo?' He asked. I fumed, still not looking at him. Unable to contain my anger anymore I turned to look at him.
'What's it to you? Why would you care about another one of those girls you… just tossed… aside…' my voice trailed off as I saw Kai looking at me coolly. I could feel my face burn as I thought back to our kiss but his stayed as pale as ever. How could he do that! Stand there acting as though nothing happened?
'Cryssie, I know your angry at me but for god sake stop acting like a kid.' Tala growled at me.
'I hope you break your neck falling down the stairs.' I shot at him.
'Look, I just wanna know where she is.'
Tyson raised his eyebrow at him. 'We don't want you to know.' I guess most people were pretty angry at Tala but Miriam explained it would die down. It always does in the end.
Tala glared at us. 'I wanna know where she is, I don't want her to be too sad.'
'Like she's not gonna be sad.' I spat at him, 'she's in the nurses' office like she has been all day. I'm surprised you even noticed she was missing, with that brain of yours.' Truthfully he must've been looking very hard because me and Jo had the same lessons for the first half of the day while he and Kai had different. That meant I hadn't seen Kai at all since registration.
And it wasn't a moment too soon either. I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss, it just wasn't right but it felt so right. He's a fucking great kisser though. Ack, oh my GOD he is.
'I want to see her.'
'You even look at her again and I will punch your head in.' I threatened him. I was seriously pissed off; Jo was my first friend, the first person who was nice to me when I got here. I wasn't gonna show any sympathy for someone who stamped over her heart.
He growled something incoherent and walked away. It sounds a lot like 'I can do whatever I want to you bitch.'
The next morning I ran up to Jon and flung my arms around him the moment I saw him. I couldn't take it anymore, only the sight of him with his dark hair being blown about in the wind and his shocking blue eyes was enough to stop me from replaying The Kiss over and over again in my head. I knew he'd be shocked by my actions; it wasn't as we were actually going out or anything and the times that we almost kissed never happened. I knew he was a shy guy, not really pushy in anything.
'Whoa Cryssie, control yourself,' He said laughing, hugging me back. I could tell he was blushing.
'Where have you been?' I asked, pulling back and looking up at him, 'you've been of school for days!'
'I was ill.' He said. True, he didn't look that great, there were some darkish circles under his eyes, but he looked just as hot. 'When am I picking you up on Saturday?' he asked.
My heart fluttered slightly as I realised that he was taking me, this Saturday. It seemed so soon.
As we planned, Miriam came running up. 'Its about time you got back, Cryssie was driving me insane.' I gave her the evil eye. I didn't drive her insane! Not at all! 'She's been mad at Kai all week. You have to do something about it.'
I snorted. If only they knew why I was mad at Kai.
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I stood in front of the mirror in the toilets, looking at myself. I had just came from Jo's house with Miriam, where we were preparing, to the dance. When I say preparing I didn't mean makeup and stuff but the shaving cream, wax, a few stink bombs as well as a surprise that I was planning myself. Right now I was looking at myself though, scrutinizing myself in the mirror. I was wearing a black dress, the front was laced with bright(ish) pink ribbon. The skirt was veil at the top underneath was black.
My eyes were outlined in black and dusted with pink eyeshadow, to match the ribbon. I didn't put anything else on apart from some dark coloured lip gloss. I turned around to look at Jo who was on the sink (yes, on the sink) waiting for me. She had been pretty down since the break up but me and Miriam managed to persuade her into thinking it was his fault, not hers. Which was totally true anyways.
She was laughing at the moment though. I scowled, 'what you laughing at?'
'You.' She replied. 'You so insecure about stuff that you don't even need to worry about. Jon likes you a lot but I still think you'd look cute with Kai.' She winked as I glared as her before walking out of the door.
I followed her out. It was a normal Christmas dance; some people had extravagant white snow dresses whilst others wore black and looked somehow odd with the white snow décor. I spotted Tala sitting down on a table with his hand stretched over Maya's bare shoulders so I carefully steered Jo away. Better safe then sorry. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Kai making out with another slut. How could he do that! Kiss me and then go kiss another girl? I wasn't something just to be toss around.
He needed to know that. When Jo ran over to Tyson and the other, I walked up to Kai, grabbed his hair and then dragged him away from the brunette slut. 'Ah, fucking hell! What do you think you're doing!' He growled at me, trying to get his hair out of my grip.
'Getting you here idiot.' I blushed, struggling with the right words before plunging right in. 'Why did you kiss me? Why? Why are you kissing Jennifer? Do you think I'm just something to be tossed about?' Didn't you like the kiss? I asked in my head.
He raised an away at me in his cool and unbothered way. 'Does it really bother you?'
'Yes! You can't go around kissing someone and then turn around like nothing happened!'
He looked at me straight in my eyes. I could feel his eyes penetrating through me, seeing everything. 'You mean something happened? You felt something when I kissed you? It wasn't just some retard sticking his tongue in your mouth?' He asked me. He sounded calm and cool but really it seemed harsh and serious.
I blinked at him. What was I to say? Yes I didn't feel something but he was also a retard who sticks his tongue in my mouth. Everything was so confusing these days, and I blame the guy who screws up my life every single time.
My dad.
Ok, you might be confused by this chapter but all will be made clear v. shortly. If you wanna ask questions, review and I'll be happy to answer them.
Cryssie is open to new ideas; she isn't one of those girls who won't budge from hating their enemy even if they loved the kiss. She's questioning why she loved it (with no good answers) and is confused over what she really feels about him. But God she's stubborn XD.
I will be putting more Tala/Jo drama in. Tala's such a fun person to mess with! lol
Please R and R.
Xaien