Why Can't You See!

Hey! Sorry I took so long I was really busy and a writers block too and working on my Naruto fanfic and all that well here I am finishing my chapter. School has been so busy again sorry!

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own anything at all except the plot, Megumi, and Tai. I DO NOT own the Christmas part. The Blue Nunne does. On going

'lalalalala' is thoughts

"lalalalal" is speaking

' LALALALALA' flashback

(AN) is authors notes

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"Sora, throughout those years I have always loved you," " Matt... I... I... I can't," " Is that how you really feel?"

" I'm sorry Matt I, Don't Love you..." " I know that you love Tai... but at least it was worth a shot," With that last comment

Matt walked away. Nearby In The bushes was a certain perky strawberry blonde hair girl was watching them with a frown.

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" Hey Matt is Tk There?" asked Kari. " Yeah hold on a second Kari," answered Matt. "TK! KARI IS HERE!" With that last remark TK ran down the stairs.

" I'll be out for a while Matt, be back soon okay?" "Yeah sure whatever," Was the blondes remark. By the time TK walked out Kari said " Is Matt in a bad mood?"

" I think so he never said anything yesterday," "oh"

Matt sighed as he sat back down at the couch. Then the doorbell rang. Matt groaned as he got up and got the door. There stood Mimi. " Hi Matt! I haven't

seen you in a while and I decided to come and see you!" " Thanks Mimi," Matt said. " so how have you been?" Mimi asked. " Fine you?" "I'm okay for now that is,"

"what are you talking about?" "Nothing Matt don't mind me," " Your in my Kitchen How can I not?" "er... I dunno I just met you again don't bomb all these questions on me!"

Yelled Mimi. " Sorry Mimi You didn't have to yell you yell really loud you know that?" " Sorry Matt," " Whatever you say Mimi," Mimi turned away and walked to the living room

"sit down Matt," asked Mimi although it sounded more of a demand. Matt sat down like a good puppy. " Good boy," said Mimi. Matt Growled slightly.

" Do you Love me Matt?" Mimi blurted it out. " HUH?" Matt stood looking dumbfounded. Mimi ran out of there too fast to see Matt follow her. 'Where did she go?'

Matt thought. 'Do I like her? Or do I like Sora?' Matt shook his head ' I think I'm crazy…..'

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Tai sighed as he got out of bed and looked at the time. It read '5:30 AM' He shook his head 'since when did I get up late?' Megumi walked in his room " already up?" she questioned. " yeah surprisingly," he answered with a yawn. Megumi rolled her eyes. " get up breakfast is ready," she said behind her back. "yeah, yeah," as he got ready he looked at the picture next to his bed. There stood a picture frame Sora gave him and inside was a picture of all the digidestined. Tai walked out heaving a sigh.

Megumi sighed as she put the plates on the table. " you've been like that for the past couple days, what's wrong?" asked Rika. " it's nothing," he said. " sure whatever you say," said Rika. Megumi rolled her eyes. Rika sighed as she got up. " I'm going to that job interview at that one place I'll see you guys later," " Bye Rika,"

"se ya,"

Megumi got up and took the plate from Tai who was done. " now lets go down to the mall," she said. "sure I've been dying to get that one CD," said Tai. Megumi flashed a smile and walked out. Tai followed and walked behind her. Megumi locked the door and walked towards the mall.

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Sora was at the counter of her flower shop. She was tapping the table with her fingers. Mimi walked in " Hey Sora!" " MIMI!" They laughed as they exchanged hugs. " So how was America?" " pretty nice I mean it's not like I never been there before," Mimi said. Sora laughed "I guess that's true," Mimi flashed a smile. " How's the flower shop?" she asked. " pretty good," answered Sora. "that's good," said Mimi. "yeah it is,"

" so," said Sora trying to think of a new topic. " yeah so…." Said Mimi, " how's it going with Matt?" she asked. " Oh I don't now anymore I mean he said he loved me but….. I don't know if I love him back or I love Tai. It's so confusing I really don't know Mimi. I mean all of us were friends and then we grew apart and then Tai…. He, he left us. What am I supposed to think of him now, he was the leader of our group but he's gone… Can we count on him now?" Sora said her voice cracking at every word. Mimi looked at Sora. " I don't know if you love Matt or Tai but I'll have to say you have got to pick one. The person you liked and now likes you back or the person that now loves you. For me I couldn't pick I would just give it a go on fate. We can trust Tai I mean if we didn't then would he have been our leader to start with?"

" All these feelings are because of Tai our leader. What to do now? Just sit and carry on with your life. There is nothing you can do about it but play along. Life's cruel and everyone knows that but you have to wait and see the damage and what you will do and what you can do. These things are part of life. Those things you have to keep inside and remember the good times," said Mimi with one big smile. " Wow Meems that has got to be the most intelligent thing you've ever said," Sora said laughing.

" Gee, Thanks Sora," said Mimi sarcastically. " I know aren't I great?" They laughed. "Hey you know I wrote a book right?" asked Sora. " No," said Mimi. " Oh well I wrote a book about my life with Matt and Tai and everyone that's been there for me And yeas including you Mimi," she said. Mimi smiled. ' That's nice," Mimi looked at the time. " Crud I'm going to be late. I'll see you later Sora!" yelled Mimi running out. " BYE!" yelled Sora. Sora watched Mimi go farther and farther away. She looked down at the picture of all the digidestineds. Sora remembered giving one to Tai on his birthday. She smiled as she looked at Tai's face. 'I really miss you Tai. Please come back soon,' Sora looked up and arranged some flowers and took out a white rose and started playing with the petals.

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Tai and Megumi were at the mall looking at random things. " Hey look at this!" Megumi shouted. She took out a book. " I remember reading this one Tai it's about a girl's past," she said. " really now," said Tai. " Yeah, her name is Sora Takenouchi ,"( AN: as you can tell I dunno how to spell is.) Tai looked up " what?" he asked. " Sora Takenouchi," Megumi repeated. Tai grabbed the book and bought it. He opened the paged the minute he got home.

'Hi my name is Sora Takenouchi. I am one of those digidestineds you've heard about. All my life I've never imagined something like writing a book. I guess the reason why was because my best friend left. He was the leader, but he left us all. I feel lost am I supposed to hate him for that? What am I supposed to do?

I'll start with my past. I lived with my mom because my dad left me with my mom when I was young. I always loved to play soccer and I played with my best friend Tai. One day when I was young I had hurt my ankle. I can recall the words now.

" Sora you can't play in the soccer game," my mother had told me. " What? I can't go it's the championships my team needs me!" I had shouted back. " Hush Sora the plants need quiet. You can't play with that ankle," my mother told me, " Besides you have to do the family business now," " But I DON'T want to stay in all day with stinky flowers!" I had shouted. Before my mom could say anymore I had ran out. It seemed like I had been running for hours just thinking. I ended up at the soccer field just as the game was ending. We had lost because I didn't make it. It was 3 to 11. (AN: I don't know the exact score or anything) The team passed right by me not even noticing me because they had been too depressed. I stood there tears blurring my eyes.

Well there you go they reason why for about 5 years I hated my mom. I thought that she didn't think about me and only the plants. But I found out different. My mom did truly love me and it was all thanks to my best friend Tai. Soccer had been my life but as I grew older and I was in High School I got involved with tennis. I don't know why. Tai stuck with soccer and Matt had band. Who's Matt you ask?

Well he was my crush in High School after I got over Tai. Matt was in a band and his concert was playing on Christmas. I had baked him cookies. I baked extra ones for Tai but I didn't bring it to the concert.

"Sora! Wait up!" Tai called, running towards me.

"Oh ... hi Tai," I said, blushing a little when I saw who it was.

'What's he doing here?' I thought. 'Oh no the cookies!'

I did my best for him not to see them but with Agumon there it was really futile.

"Mmm, I smell cookies!" Agumon exclaimed. I giggled at the little digimon whose nose were even better then biyomon's.

"So um...Sora?" he finally asked. "Are you going to the concert with anyone? I mean, not that I care or anything, just wondering..."

I was shocked to say the least, the very least.

'Oh no!' I thought Feeling awkward I had decided to tell him the truth and be fair to him.

"No, I want to be available just in case Matt is free afterwards." I said feeling nervous and embarrassed. A blush fell on my face that very minute. I felt cruel for saying that to him. Of all days he was going ask me about going out it had to be this day. Tai certainly had a knack for timing.

"Oh!" he said shocked as could be.


I didn't feel any better about this situation I could see the hurt in his eyes. I just wanted to break down and cry right there and then. I didn't want to hurt Tai he was the greatest thing that happened to me. That's what confused me about my crush on Matt. However I pushed that thought out of my mind again.

'I waited for this day a long time ago,' I thought 'Now it's time to move on.'

Still part of me didn't want that. I knew Tai was gonna be mad with me.

"Oh you and Matt huh?" he said his voice was quiet and held that same hurt tone his eyes did. I closed her eyes to somehow block all this out. As this was a dream and as soon as I would open I eyes and wake up from it.

"It's ok," he finally told me with a small smile

"You.. Your not mad?" I half whispered half gasped.

"No," he said trying to force that smile to convince her.
"Thanks Tai," I said finally showing a smile believing him. Still that part of me still felt sad or empty in a way. I couldn't explain it.

"Now go in there and say hi to Matt for me," he said lightly pushing me to the door. There I was in her blue coat my auburn hair glowing in all the white and gray of winter. My crimson eyes showing happiness, and my smile "The least you could do was leave us the cookies!" he exclaimed.

I giggled again at the little dino.

"Tell you what I'll make you both special ones," I said. Then turned around opened the door and walked in.

"I'll be waiting," he said.

Tai closed the clock and looked at the time. It read 3:00 AM. ' Wow it's late I better get to sleep.' He thought and closed the light and tucked himself to bed. He shut his eyes as he saw pictures of Sora and that Christmas day.

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I will tell you I Do not own the Christmas part I took it off of ' Right Here Waiting' By The Blue Nunne. Please review and again I'm sorry for not updating sooner.