Me: yay chapter 10! How cool! I'm gonna give a party for this ;D

Yoh: a party? Can we come?

Horo: is there food?

Ryu: are there lovely ladies?

Me: yes, yes and…ehm I guess so?

All: cool! I'll be there!

Me: okeydokie! Chappie 10 and I don't own Shaman King but still I'm gonna give a parteeeeeeeeeeeeey!

Losing Yourself

"Almost there, almost there!"

"Tory stop freaking out and just relax!"

"I never thought I'd heard the word 'relax' coming from your mouth Anna."

"…"

"Heheh, you're changing! Anna is changing just like everybody else! Hahaha!" I teased.

SLAP!

"TORY! What's wrong with you! You're freaking out!" Anna looked worried at me and again I started to cry.

"I-I-I… I don't know! Everything is so different from what I've seen. Sniff. I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't help!" I cried. My tears felt so warm yet my soul was so cold and damaged.

The rest of our way to Izumo was quiet, none of us said something.

Hao…AAARG why do I keep thinking of HIM? He kidnapped me…and he…reminds me of Jessica. Hmmmm…why me…

"We're here...TAMAO what are you doing?" Anna shouted at the pink haired girl.

She was holding a bow in oversoul and the raccoon was strangling Manta! I really hate those spirits! And I already was in a bad mood so let the punishment begin!

"Leave him alone Raccoon!" I yelled wile throwing my Star beads around its neck. Anna looked surprised at me and started to laugh.

"Ugh who are you!" Ponchi yelled. "SHUT UP AND GO TO TAMAO!" I ordered.

"And why should we obey you!"

"Because I'm in a bad mood and then…I'M YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE!" I threw an energy ball at both of them and gave them a death glare.

"Okay Tory that's enough. You don't wanna kill her spirits…again." Anna said calmly and looking to Tamao who was doing the crying face. I felt guilty now.

Well to save you a long story, I met Tamao and became friends, beat up Ryu for asking me to be his wife, and now I was on my way to go in the Tunnel of Tartarus with Yoh.

"This is it! On the TV it looks much more impressive!" I really was disappointed.

"Everything is more impressive on TV…" Yoh said.

"Well then see on the other side in a few days!" I cheered, jumping in the air and storming towards the enter rice.

I entered the darkness and felt it swallowing my body, but still I moved on, this was nothing compared to how I've felt since I've been here…empty.

"Tory can you hear me?"

"Destiny! How can you talk in here?" I thought every sense vanished in here, probably another thing that changed.

"You hear me in your head. I just don't want you to lose yourself in here, heheh, I do need to protect ya!"

"Thanks, you're a real friend Dessi!" I thought laughing.

It felt like I didn't walk anymore, but then again I couldn't tell since I couldn't feel my legs anymore. I felt a warm breeze and then I heard…JESSICA!

"What the heck! Jessica! Where are you?" I yelled in my thoughts, but I didn't got a response.

"Tory, save him, please, Tory, save him!"

"Who…who do I have to save…Hao. Do I have to save Hao!" I asked concerned.

"Yes Tory save him, please you can change it I know you can!"

"But how he doesn't trust me…I ran away when I met him!"

"Make him trust you; you have to change the end if you want to return Tory! You have to change the end!"

And with that Jessica was gone, I felt the warmed go away and I was left alone in the cold…again.

Jessica…I'll do my best I promise!

I don't know for how long I've been here now, time didn't matter anymore, though. I asked Destiny to let me do this on my own and after a little argument she agreed. It was so silent, so peaceful and yet so disturbing.

Then I saw a light point, it was the end of the tunnel! And I started to feel my legs again and I noticed I was running. At the exit I stopped and turned around to face the darkness one more time…

"Thanks, Jessica, thanks for telling me how to get home." I whispered and I stepped in the daylight sun.

"Toryyyyyy! We're here!" I heard Yoh yelling.

He also was back. "Yoh when did you got out?"

"Uhm, about five minutes before you, heheh." He laughed like he always did.

"Young girl, what kind of shaman are you?" an old man, who I recognized as Yoh's grandpa Yohmei.

"I don't know sir. I think the same as Yoh?" I wondered if he had his answer.

"No, Mistress is Shaman Acolyte!" Emerald suddenly said and after looking at our confused looks continued; "Mistress Tory is one who can control the elements and can summon spirits like an itako AND can intergrate them as a normal shaman." My serpent spirit explained.

"Cool I didn't know I could do that!" I nervously laughed.

"Well then we should be heading back to Funbari." Anna announced after a long silence.

"What already!" Yoh screeched.

"You have an important fight with Ren, remember?" I grinned at Yoh.

"…Oh, yea, totally forgot…" Yoh sheepishly laughed.

That made us all do an anime drop and then we just all laughed.

A little further from the scene.

"I see you've become stronger Tory, hmmm. Next time we meet I won't let you escape that easily."

"Is master planning to kidnap that girl again?"

"Yes, Opacho, her strength will come in handy."

"Is it only for her strength master?"

"…"

"Master?"

"Yes, her strength is all that counts…and soon it will be mine!"

As soon as we left I knew our adventures will be even more exiting, but what I didn't knew was that soon I had a complete role in this event, a role were I wasn't certain of my life anymore…

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Me: 10 chapters yes! (Music on the background)

To Hope Usui: sometimes I write 2 to 3 chapters and update them. It depends on my writers block :D

To Papaya: Faust comes in chapter 8, I really want to add him but in my country I only saw him once so I don't know how he is after the fight against yoh.

Me: okay please review again, Ja Ne! (Starts to party with the rest)