Kaiyuku: Konnichiwa! Watashi wa Kaiyuku desu!
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Sakura: (sigh) oh well, well it's Sakura with another Kingdom Hearts fan Fic that's under Kaiyuku's name! Let me see… this is a Shonen Ai between Riku and Sora.
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No One Knows ThemselvesSummery: (AU) Sora's family abuse him and everyone at school hates him. His best friend is Riku. What else can you ask for? Rated for suicide, and language. (Shonen Ai) RikuSora (CloudSquall) All characters are OOC.
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Chapter One"You think you know me? I don't even know myself."
(Sora POV)
Again I was kicked…fucking Ansem…he calls himself my Nii-sama but the ass hits me all the time. Even when my parents are around. My family sucks ass… I wish I could just die… that sounds like a plan…but then…it's not like they'll just let me die.
My name is Aoi, Sora… I'm sixteen and my only friend is Kai, Riku he's seventeen… I've know him for a long time. I don't remember how me met too well, but I do know that he's stop me from killing myself for a while now. Demo…its starting to have a less effect on me now… I guess its because its been going on for so long.
I fell roughly to the floor after I had stood up again to face my Ansem-nii. He'd kicked me in the shin and punched my face. When I looked up at him I glared needles. Only to receive another kick," Don't you dare look at me like that you ingrate."
I didn't say anything, I'd be hit. Scratch that, I'd be hit either way. Well I'd have new make-up for Riku to see in the morning. I inwardly smirked thinking about how he'd act. He wanted me to tell CPS but I know if I left Riku that Ansem would begin to pick on him and that he wouldn't be there to stop the blood spilling for my wrists after I sliced them.
I've cut myself so many times…if I didn't wear sweatbands on my wrists all the time people would know how nuts I am. Demo…if they lived the way I did they'd be doing the same thing.
"Okay," Ansem said," I think that's enough for today." I looked up at him slowly, not wanting to get hit again. Then he kicked me hard in my ribs and said," Now that's enough. O-yasumi nasai, Ototo-san."
Damn prick. I hate him so much I could kill him. Killing…hah…that was my last thought before I curled into a ball and went asleep.
It was the morning after Ansem-nii had kicked the living shit out of me. I got up form my spot on the floor, every bone in my back cracking. It didn't hurt though I was used to it. Used to sleeping on the floor. I had a bed, and I only have slept in it once. My Kaa-san…she came in the room when I was sleeping in it she hit me over and over again saying that," Animals are not allowed to sleep on the bed!"
That same day I went to Riku's house and hung out. He said I shouldn't go home but I did anyway and I got the shit beat out of me by my Too-san. I don't know what I did to deserve this but it must have been bad. Maybe being born. My life is just one big spiral of melancholy anguish.
I walked into the bathroom and washed my face in the sink. I went to the laundry and dried my face then grabbed a new shirt and pants. I changed in the large hallway closet and then stepped out. It was beginning to become light, I sighed as I quickly ate a piece of plain bread and drank some water. I then grabbed my backpack. It was given to me by Riku at the start of the school year, it wasn't anything astonishing, just a plain blood red pack. But when I got home and Ansem-nii saw it…he tried to take it form me, now that's just about the only time I'll do something about him taking my things. If Riku gave it to me it's mine and its staying mine, and if I catch you touching it without my sanction I'll kick your ass now matter who you are or how big you may be. Ansem-nii saw this quickly so the only thing he respects about me is the stuff Riku gives me.
I opened the door to the huge lawn. You see I don't live in poverty if that's what you thought. Actually its quiet the opposite. We the richest family in the whole inner Isles. Its slightly amusing that when my family has a big party they force me to look nice and do what normal humans do. Like taking full showers brushing my hair, eating properly, and my least favorite, being social. I hate being around people. Riku was only my friend by a chance.
I'd met him one day after I ran away form home, when they just started to hit me. I think if I remember correctly I was seven and he was eight…it was raining and…I'm not going to go into detail…doesn't concern you anyway…yet.
I walked down the street toward Riku's place. You see I get up in the morning and do all that crap so my family knows I got ready for school. Then I go to Ri's and clean up more effectively. In other words, taking a real shower, brushing my teeth, normal things to take care of your health. His Kaa-san is also nice enough to treat me to a real breakfast.
I knocked on the door to Riku's, I heard an "I'll get it" then the door swung open and standing before me was an older teen with long silver hair. This guy had ocean green eyes and was the nicest person I've ever met, he seems more like my Nii-sama then that ass hole Ansem.
"Ohayo gozaimasu, Sora-chan! Daijobu?" Sephiroth said as he let me inside.
"Ohayo, daijobu." I mumble in response," Is Rei up yet?"
"Ah, iie," Sephiroth said," You want me to go get him or are you?"
"I'll get him, domo." I said as I left the older teen and climbed the stairs to Riku's room. I have three things I call him, Ri, Rei, and Riku. Demo…Riku and his family have a number of things they call me, I'll list them off for you: Sora-chan, So-kun, kohai, Sora-toto, So, and my favorite, Rara-chan. Kami-sama knows how they came up with some of these names. I think that every night they all site around a table and think of new things to call me.
I push open the door to Rei's room to find him sleeping like a baby. His clothes are stung out all over, his computer desk covered with crap, and him sprawled out on his bed like a kid. I walk over to him at a normal pace making rather a lot of noise, kicking clothing articles around and so on. I was going to wake him up if he didn't wake up from the sound anyways. Why waste time?
When I got to his bed he was still out like a light. I looked at him with a annoyed, dumb look. Shoulder length, silver hair spilled all over his pillow, and the now risen sun was casting a pale gold on his pasty skin. He never really goes out side. He's afraid to be attacked by violent fan girls. Kai, Riku is the most popular person in school, even among the sensei.
"Ri!" I said loudly shaking his shoulder roughly.
"Just a little while longer Kaa-san…" he mumble in his sleep then turned over facing the wall.
"Kuso…Riku wake up!" I shouted, but this time he didn't say anything instead he turned and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me into the bed with him. Is it safe to say this has happen so many times before now that it doesn't surprise me anymore?
You see I know a big secret about our popular-san. He's got the biggest crush on a guy, and not just any guy…me. I've known for a long time, but I don't let on that I do, because I don't care for love. Never had it before so why would I want it now?
"Mmm…" Riku said hugging me closer, I just sat there with a board look plastering my face. 'Baka, Riku! You know what? I'm just gonna play along.' I thought as I turned and hugged him back putting my face in his chest. 'And this will make the fifteen times this year I've make Riku scream.'
He started to stir as the sun crept in more fully now. I really buried my face when I remembered Riku's "special" alarm. Then a little bell could be heard from the side for his room, followed by overhead curtains being flung open. Spilling in an unnatural amount of light on the bad causing heat and irritation from the brightness. I heard Riku moan as an arm left my waist to pull up the blanket covering our heads.
His hand returned to my side and sat there, it didn't wrap around me again," Mmm…Sora…I didn't know you were like that?"
"Only for you baby." I played. 'Damn I was really hoping he'd freak out.'
He let go of me but I didn't let go. I've only done this on three other occasions. Each was when Ansem-nii did an unbelievably horrid job of pounding my face in.
I could feel the look, I didn't need to meet his eyes I knew what expression he had pity and sorrow," Sora…let me see." He knew…he always did.
"Iie." I said I really didn't want him so see me this time. I haven't told you what my face looked like have I? Well, both of my eyes are black, my lip is fat and has a cut on it, my arm has a deep cut and if my chest was visible you'd see huge black and violet marks were I think I have broken ribs…no actually…know I have them. Ansem-nii was wearing his steel-toed boots when he started to hit and kick me and he shoved me into a wall where there was a sharp stop so that's what cut my arm. Sure Sephiroth saw me but not clearly, he needs glasses most the time and I had a hood drawn to cover most of my face.
"Sora…" Riku said, I hugged him closer," Dozo…let me take a look at you."
"I won't go to a hospital." I told him, I had broken ribs I knew it and if I went to a hospital they ask how I'd gotten them and then…I don't want to leave the Islands. I don't want to leave Riku and the rest of the Kai family.
"Kaa-san will deal with anything broken…she's been trying to become a better doctor so she can care for you…so who was it this time?" Riku asked.
"Ansem-nii." I said. There was only one person I'd really call Nii-sama and that was Sephiroth. Why? He was more of a brother to me then anyone. Its pretty sad when they need to ask who did it. I came here when my Too-san did a number on me, my Kaa-san is the only one who hasn't beaten me to a pulp, I think its because she lacks not only the willpower but the strength.
"O-ne…o-negai…" he pleaded. I slowly let go, as he put either of his hands on my shoulder and helped me to sit up," Kami-sama…" he was scared he pulled down my hood to get a real good look at the marks and cuts," Sora… what else did he do?" I looked away guiltily, then pulled up my shirt showing him my massive bruises," Sora…" he slowly touched them then drew away quickly when I cringed in pain," Gomen… come on… Kaa-san will take care of you."
When we got down stairs I could smell good food cooking and could hear Nii-sama talking to Ri's Kaa-san. I prefer to call this my family more then the one I live with," Kaa-san…" Riku said," Could you look at Sora…Ansem-sempai did another number on him…" he said. When she looked at me her face began to pale so badly I thought she was going to drop dead of fright.
"Sora-chan." She said walking over to me. She had dark brown hair with honey highlights, here eyes were a soft green and her entire appearance was of a nice and loving person. Sephiroth now had his contacts in now because he stared at me wide eyed.
"Sora-chan!" he almost shouted," Why didn't you tell me?"
"Boku…boku wa…" I couldn't say it, I couldn't say because I didn't feel like it," I didn't want you to see me first."
"Riku go get your Otoo-san and tell him to bring bandages and antibiotics." Kaa-san said kneeling down with a wet cloth and wiping my face a bit.
"He looks like he may have some broken ribs." Riku said before leaving.
Kaa-san looked at me then asked me to take off my shirt. I did but real slowly, it hurt to raise my arms above my head. When I let my shirt fall to the floor Sephiroth stood up and said," I'm going to school."
"No you're not!" Kaa-san said," I know what you're going to do when you go to school. You're going to pick another fight with Ansem again! Sit!"
"Hai…Kaa-san." He sat down still liking madder then hell, last time Ansem-nii did this bad of a job Sephiroth went to school and started a huge fight with him. A lot of the school got involved and I guess the final result was a good half the school was suspended for a few days, and all because of me…how stupid.
"What is it dear?" Too-san asked coming in," Riku said that Sora was here and that you told him to…" he looked at me. I felt ashamed that the only man that I'd really call Too-san was looking at me with so much fear," The boys are staying home." I almost sorted with laughter, Riku would start a fight too.
Now Otoo-san was another story, he had silver hair just like Riku and Sephiroth, his eyes were a pale blue and he was a weary looking man. He wasn't too old but he looked way beyond his years. His job was the main cause of it, i…was the other. I'd sometimes keep the man up for days on end worrying about me and how I was being treated.
"I know," Kaa-san said," Sora…" I looked at her she was going to say something I didn't want to hear," We have to tell someone… this has gotten worse and worse over the past few years and I don't think its fair to yourself that your making your body go though all the pain…"
"Dozo…" I said hoarsely," Dozo…I don't want to hear it."
"Sora-chan…" Too-san said," Please…if we tell someone you can go to a better home… somewhere you'll be loved."
"Iie." I said, I don't and will never want to leave.
"Sora-chan…" Kaa-san said," Onegai shimasu!" she started to cry," Onigai…let us tell someone…" her voice went into a whisper.
The family here is a little on the weird side, they won't tell anyone anything unless they're given some kind of permission.
I looked at Riku, he met my eyes for a second then looked to the floor.
"Kaa-san…" Nii-sama said," What if…what if we take Sora in? We can more the afford it and we have enough space…why don't we?"
Riku looked at Nii-sama the same way I was, in disbelief.
"Sephiroth…" Kaa-san said.
"Perfect idea son!" Too-san said.
"NANI?" everyone but Too-san shouted.
"Sephiroth is right…Sora…the only reason you don't want anyone to know is because you're afraid of leaving Riku correct?" Otoo-san asked.
"H…hai…" I said looking at him a faint blush on my face.
"The if you live with us, you'll be closer to Riku and safe from your own family." Too-san said.
"Really Too-san?" Riku asked making sure he wasn't dreaming.
My mind was in a scramble. 'Me live with Riku, and the Kai family?…I can get away form mine this way…' I looked Too-san in the eye and nodded.
"Alright!" Sephiroth whooped," I'd hug you but…" he indicated my ribs.
"Honey," Too-san said," Fix up Sora and well head to the court house."
"Alright."
I was getting away…this is the first time in my life I'd ever been happy.
If only…. it would have lasted…
—Chapter End—
Ok some notes before I let you go! the little things are to tell you there will be more info about it at the bottom.
Aoi, Sora- (last name first) this is a last name I made up. Aoi is Japanese for blue, and we all know Sora has awesome blue eyes.
Kai, Riku- again a last name I made up. Kai, is japanese for Sea or ocean, he like Sora is an Islander so why not sea?
Popular-san- basically means Mr. Popular…yah…just in case you didn't catch that.
boku wa- the male's way of saying "I" in japanese…can I just say everything's Japanese in a sense.
Sephiroth needing glasses- about that…I just wanted to make it that way so it didn't seem weird that he didn't see Sora all beat up first. I needed Riku to see it first.
Ototo-san, Nii-sama, (O)Kaa-san, (O)Too-san- all of these in order mean, little brother, older brother (sama means great respect for a person) mother (it can be either Okaa-san or Kaa-san means the same thing) Father (same ditto as Kaa-san)
Daijobu/daijobu- Daijobu can be used as a question meaning, Are you alright? And as an answer meaning, I'm alright.
Domo- means like thanks and stuff short way, the longer more polite way is Domo Arigatou gozaimasu. Which means thank you very much.
Kuso- can mean shit or damn…another way of saying damn is Narou.
Dozo/onegai- both mean please
If you have more questions about the Japanese used in this Fic just say so in the review or e-mail me at okay? Oh and the chapter title that you read says rescue me, in japanese…. Well Sakura is writing next so I hope your ready for Riku Point Of View writing. As you can tell I do Sora, because I'm the one with the idea for the Fic in the first place, and because I wanted to make Sora into this like….depression stated person. I know. As for the Summary that's not the best I could do but the damn thing is limited so I have to stick with it. So yah…if I can come up with a better one I'll do it. Well I'm done now.
Ja Ne!
Sakura