Angels don't Cry

Yay, second chapter up! Don't know how everyone thinks of the first chapter but I sure liked it! XD. Well this chapter's going to be more on Krad's POV of things so read on!

Chapter 2: Lost Hope

I am a monster,

As they call me so,

They hate me,

I know that bit,

To them, I am a parasite,

Consuming their lives of happiness,

Taking, sucking it all,

Replacing, filling it,

With darkness and despair,

No hope to keep on living,

More than once I am the cause of their deaths

To some, I am Death itself,

But is it really my fault?

The Hikari's,

My creators,

Must they expect that much?

Must I kill my other self?

With forcefulness yet unmatched,

Pushing, shoving in a hatred that did not belong,

Taking away all I had,

All I had as an angel,

My halo I lost,

The clean aura gone,

No longer a pure radiance of light,

Left only with wings,

But do they mean that much?

For what is an angel?

Is it just the halo and wings?

Or is it more the goodness, and pureness of heart?

No longer am I that angel of past,

My innocence, that did not last,

For centuries of hatred, with more to come,

Replaced the one that did not belong,

Replaced it with fear,

Fear of all humans,

But are they really humans?

Am I the real monster in this world?

This infected world, of sins,

Avarice, a greed for something meant to be untouched,

For there is no such thing as true beauty,

All we get are fakes,

And that was all we were ever meant to have,

Had they obeyed,

Obeyed that simple law of staying behind the line,

Would I still be in heaven?

The uncontaminated place where I once belonged?

Perhaps, but this world allows no such dreams,

Hikari's are people of greed,

For reasons unknown to me,

I am forced to hunt my other half,

I did not know why,

But I had no choice,

Those ravenous ogres filled me,

With lies and tales of evil,

Turning it into real hatred for my other half,

'How dare he!' I once thought,

Must he do all these things?

But it was not him,

It was no-one,

And forever will be,

Now I know,

Yet is it too late?

Sometimes I wonder,

If I had refused,

Where would we be now?

Would we still be fighting?

Would this unnatural hatred still be there?

Or would it have grown and died?

Like a flower in the harsh winds,

Perhaps, if I had not been so foolish,

Hope, like the flower, could have blossomed again.

Heh, I'm getting real deep here. These words just fly from my mind. I just found out something. I love questioning the way things are working, it sort of asks for your opinion, like could things have been different and all.

Maybe that bit about Krad being a real angel at first wasn't true, but I liked that thought so I put it in. You have no choice, anyway, because it's already been done! But I don't mind suggestions for my next chapter though so please review!