GOING POTTY CHAPPIE 7
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I was angry. Like, totally pissed.
Who does that dumb skank think she is?
But another voice, (a very small one) wouldn't totally overlook what Chang had said.
You know, this voice cut in now, You have been with a lot of guys. I mean, a lot of guys. Even some feral ones.
That's ridiculous. Granted, some of those guys seem pretty gross now, but at the time…Look, get your facts straight. Every guy I've been with has been with me because I chose to be with him.
Or her, that other voice sniggered.
I thought we agreed we were going to forget about that. That cow is nowhere near good enough for me. I was just curious.
Uh huh, and that hundred galleons had nothing to do with it?
"SHUT UP!" I yelled. I got a few strange looks.
"Um. Shut Up Creevey!" I continued, yelling at a random person going past.
I walked on, trying desperately to shut out that other voice. The small, irritating one repeating the same word, over and over in the back of my head.
Slut, Slut, Slut, Slut…
The Chang incident, as I've icily referred to it in my head, had occurred after my last class. I crept into bed ready to sulk. But first I needed something to comfort me. For a moment I considered Draco, but changed my mind. That would make him too happy.
And we don't want that whispered that dominant voice in my head,
Oh, as if you'd care. There's only on thing you want, you dirty slu…
At this point, I decided it would be best if I ignored my brain for a while. Determined to defy myself, I decided that I would have Malfoy as comfort. I crept into his dormitory. He was still up, reading some quidditch magazine or another.
When I pulled it from his hands he looked up.
"I'm not in the mood Pans…"
His mouth fell open.
"Come here Draco," I whispered.
But all the while, that one word echoed through my head.
The next morning, I woke up, not comforted at all. I needed something new today. Well, I would bloody well have Potter. Today was going to be the day.
I saw him at breakfast. I attracted the usual glances from him, but nothing more.
All through transfiguration and divination, he barely seemed to notice me.
When I asked him if he'd finished with the roast beef at Lunch, he barely glanced in my direction before mumbling a dismissive "Yeah,"
Icouldn't understand it. What was going wrong?I would get his attention in the free period they had that afternoon.
"Hey Harry."
He looked up from his text book. "Oh, hi Lily."
She doesn't understand, he thought, she doen't understand the pain. Indeed, every time he heard her name, a pang of sadness hit him.
"Is this seat taken?"
"Huh? Oh no, it's free."
"Good."
Isat down next to him. They worked for a while in peace, then;
"Harry? Do you have a girlfriend?"
"What?"For a moment i swear i saw something like triumph flash in his eyes. But no, he was merely surprised."Oh, No, no I don't."
"Oh."i inchedmy chair closer to his. "Do you want one?"
"I, um, er." Harry was, from my perspective,obviously not accustomed to this kind of thing. "Well, you see I, erm."
"Because," I breathed,my face now inches from his own, "Because, I didn't come here to study Harry."
"Oh. Well, why did you come here then." Harry blushed.
"I would have thought that was obvious. I came here to see you Harry."
Ileaned back inmy chair, castingmy eyes down to my tight jeans, red singlet.
"Do you think I'm pretty?"
"Um…" Harry's eyes trailed overmy cleavage. He smiled. "Um, yeah. Definitely."
"That's very kind of you Harry."
We sat in silence for a while, Harry shifting uncomfortably in his seat,me watching him, a hungry expression on my face.
"Harry, would you like to go somewhere with me sometime?"
Harry looked startled. "Uh, yeah i…I guess so. Where?"
"You wanna go somewhere now?"
"Well I kinda have to…" he gestured toward his parchment. "Ok."
They set off down the corridor, and, unseen to Harry,I wasn't just wearing a singlet and jeans. I was also wearing a triumphant smile.
As we passed the kitchens Harry paused. "Lily?"
"Yes Harry?"
"Could you go in and get me a cup of hot chocolate."
"Sure." I walked over to the pear and tickled it. I emerged from the kitchens a moment later to find the Harry was gone.
"Harry?"
I passed a suit of armour and BOO! Harry jumped out from behind it. I shrieked and spilt the boiling chocolate all over myself.
"Oh shit!"
"Wow. That might be a nasty burn. You should go to the hospital wing!"
"I will." I walked off in a huff. I swear he was barely containing a grin. But he liked me. He liked me!
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The next two weeks passed in a blur. Me and Harry were dating! Well, basically. But he wasn't totally infatuated yet, so i had to stay in his good books. Even if it meant running back to the great hall from the astronomy tower because he'd left his book, only to find that he'd had it in his bag after all, or getting him little trears, or giving him shoulder rubs and foot rubs and backrubs. I swear though, i was so close. In a few more hours, i would have him. Harry Potter would be mine!
So at the first opportunityI casually said to him, "Harry, do you want to go for a walk with me?"
He shrugged. "Sure."
We walke for a while over the grounds, and i only had to jog back once! (for his favorite pen)
Westopped at a large fig tree next to the lake and sat down.
"So, Lily…" Harry began, butI cut him off.
"Shhhh."
I placed one finger to his lips, then pressed my lips to his. After a moment he pulled away. I looked at him expectantly.
He leaned forward and kissedme again.
"Oh, Harry. I think," I glanced down at my feet, as though this was hard for me to say, but also to hide the smile on my lips. "Harry, I think I'm in love with you."
I looked up at him. He didn't wait any longer. He leaned over again and kissed me passionately.
I felt his tongue begging for entry and complied, letting him push me onto my back so that he could lay down on top of me. I felt the feeling of triumph that gripped me when I knew I was about to make a conquest.
"Take me, Harry Potter," I whispered.
"No."
I struggled to sit up, but he pushed me down again.
"What? What was that Harry darling?"
"You've used too many people Lily. How did it feel to be used for once?"
I gaped at him.
He smiled. "Are you going to slap me like you slapped Chang? Because everything she said is true. You think you're in control. Maybe sometimes you are. But not this time."
My eyes narrowed. "So you've got a thing for Chang huh? Well I don't care. Anyone who would touch a thing like that doesn't deserve someone like me!"
Harry laughed at that. "Oh, you hypocrite. You would know wouldn't you, since you've tasted that particular fruit."
I gaped at him. "How did you…"
"You think you can keep anything a secret in this school Bone? Goodbye, and I pity the unfortunate boy, or girl, that you choose to toy with next."
He walked away.
I lay on the grass for a long time after that. Pondering what Chang had said, what he had said, what I myself had said. The first defeat of Lily Eve Bone. I think tomorrow is Pansy's birthday. I wonder what she wants? I'll have to ask her. And maybe i won't wear so much make-up. Maybe.
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The End.
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