First chapter

He woke up in the middle of the night wondering if he will ever see his child.The thought crossed his mind wondering if he could make up for lost time.his son was 5 years old and did not even know he was alive.
Shot of that he had no job and no money.

"What did i do god"he said

No one knew what his deepest thoughts where only the face he shows was what they knew.

His girlfriend did not know of his past and she still wonders what he is all about.
Jack sits all alone in his new york loft with only his thoughts.

Well i know now what is life he said.

The one thing i cannot forget is my son but i do have to move on,why do i feel so bad for wanting to move on.

The thoughts of a desperat man will drive someone to do whatever needs to be done.