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Rklovergurl is change to tenshi hoshiko!
Tenshi: STUPID COMPUTER! Sorry! I did type this but it kind of got disconnected and I lost half of my stuff, you know… it was raining and there was those lighten up here in kali, so the computer was disconnect without a warning… well I'm so sorrie I took forever, I was also doing chap 1,2,3 and 4 for 'changing for you' plus for 'truth or dare'… I almost forgot about this one lol…hope you enjoy the rest… THIS IS MY LONGEST ONE IN HARD TO GET and one I enjoyed a lot!
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Hard to get 6
She stared at him. Why? She didn't know why. It doesn't matter if he stains her innocence. All she had to do is tell him, but she couldn't. Was she scared? It didn't matter if she was. The words have to come out before he walks out. Kenshin turn to leave again and stop when Kaoru spoke to him.
"I don't care." She whispered. "I don't care Kenshin. It doesn't matter if my innocent is stain by your sorrows. It doesn't matter does it?" she asked quietly in a hoarse voice. I had the sorrows too, once. She said quietly inside her mind.
"It matters. It matters for you." He replied and walked out.
She dropped her hand from him as he slip out of the tent. Kaoru sat on her sleeping bag; she can hear herself still crying. Why? She asked himself. Why was she crying for him? What was the reason? There was no bond between them. But she felt it, that's why she tried. Still…
"Kaoru?" a voice asked from outside. "Are you in there? It's me." Misao asked her again. "May I come in?"
Kaoru raised her head and wiped her tears with her blanket as she told Misao to come in.
Misao can see that she had been crying. Kaoru was smiling toward her but her eyes weren't, she can see it. "What happen!" she asked as though she was horrified.
"Nothing Misao…we…just had a little argument." She looked at her friend, trying to smile like she always does.
"Himura…he hurt you right?"
"No, he didn't."
"Then what is it?"
"I already told you Misao…could I stay…"
"No! Tell me what really happen Kaoru." She interrupted. "Please Kaoru, Himura isn't himself now everyone want him back."
"What do you mean "Isn't himself"?"
"Ever since she left him, he won't…"
"Accept anyone?" she laughed. "He told me himself. He told me the story of her. Tomoe was it? That was her name wasn't it Misao. Yukishiro Tomoe…" and then she cried.
Misao looked at Kaoru. Shocked was filled inside of her. Himura wouldn't even dare to tell us what happen. He kept everything to himself. Everything. Even from Sano, his best friend, even from his own sister. Misao searched for the answer in Kaoru. The answer has to be Kaoru. She was the only one he trusted enough to reveal his story that was hidden with him for so long. Still, she stared at the girl that was crying before her eyes. "Kaoru… he trusted you." She told her with deep interest.
"Then why won't he accept me Misao?"
"Perhaps he searched the answer inside you already."
"What?"
"Did you do anything to surprise him in any kind?" The cheerful Misao asked.
"No…I mean…yes I did, I kissed him before he noticed."
"That's why he won't trust you in being with him forever." Misao told Kaoru, trying to find the answer with Kaoru again. "Girls who kiss him so fast is consider a player for him."
"No one can be with each other forever Misao. No one can. Only spirits. How am I supposed to be alive with him all the time huh? True love only last a lifetime and I gave it to Kenshin, which he won't accept it…my first and true one was given to someone who rejected me. Why did I even think of it?" Kaoru sobbed, covering her face with both of her hands.
Misao smiled. She had a recorder all along and this was the right time to ask Kaoru everything, which she did and was going to again. "You love him right Kaoru? First I thought you were playing with him, I guess he thought the same but you want to know what, tell me why you love him the way he is now." Misao asked.
"Why?"
"Cheer yourself up, get yourself a better voice cause we're going back tomorrow. Mrs. Kimoshi told us that, you don't want everyone to see you like that and talk like that right?" Misao asked, trying to make her friend talk. About the part that they were going she weren't lying…but people seeing her…she was…but she giggled to herself.
"Yes. Thank you Misao."
"Your welcome. Planning to tell me?" she twisted her head a little to the side and sat next to Kaoru, with her recorder hidden at her back.
"Yea. Well, it was when Kenshin first asked me to join you guys. I start developing feelings for him. Then again it was how he asked me in the bus and when he smell my perfume. Inside, I was breaking out to kill him for doing that but really I wanted him to do that. The more I looked at him, the more my concentration is about him. I never thought Kenshin was cute before. I always ignored guys. I just knew he was nice. I never fall for Kenshin like that. It was his personality that I fall for and it was his heart that's making me endure him more. Today when I kiss him, I didn't even want to stop but he broke away. I feel so foolish now, making the first move but being rejected too."
Misao listened to her friend. She weren't the only one listening; the recorder was also listening to Kaoru and her words. She stopped a while and listen but she weren't continuing on.
"That's it?" Misao asked sadly.
"No" Kaoru shook her head slightly. "I don't care about his past. I like it that way. Everyone have their own past and if they were forced to forget it and moved on, it's up to them. I do, I have mine too but still Kenshin think I'm innocent. Forced words wanted to get out of my mouth and tell him but it couldn't, I was still to scare and afraid of losing him."
"Losing him? Why?" Misao asked being annoyed, wanting to get the answer she waited.
"Because I love him Misao. It hasn't been a week yet but my feelings are developing each second we meet, talk, or shared the time together, but the thing is I…my past Misao. He should know too, about me."
"You have a past?" Misao questioned in silence, no wonder she ignore guys.
"Yes, of course, everyone have a past that needs to be told, but mine and Kenshin is so different but sounds so similar…I don't want to discuss anymore Misao, thank you listening. I really appreciated it." Kaoru pushed her out and thanked her again.
Misao thought about her past but smirked when she realized she got everything on tape. She chuckle to herself. This might help Himura. She walked over to Sano, Megumi, Aoshi, Soujiro and Shumi and played the tape once.
"Kaoru-san said all of that?" Shumi and Soujiro asked with there mouth wide open.
"I didn't know someone would love my nii-san as much as her…" Shumi add in.
"I didn't either" Now the one to talk was Megumi. "Should we tell ken-san about this…well let him listen to it?"
"We should." Sano suggested. "Who second this?" (Tenshi:chuckled this is what we do in student government…"I moved…" "I second…" and you guys probably know the rest…)
Everyone raised his or her hand to second. They all manage a giggle because everyone thought of the exact plans.
"Do you think it's better to stick this in Kenshin's bag and let him listen later?" ask Soujiro. "It might be better, you know…"
"Yea…I agree with Soujiro but what if…um…Kenshin threw it away?" Kenshin's sister spoke up.
"Well…" Misao tap her hand to the recorder and thought for a moment. "We could put a title here."
"Such as…" Sano examine her. "Come on weasel girl think of something quick. We have to put this in their tent before they guess what we're trying to do."
"I'm going to say that it's from YOU if you call me that again, you heard me?" Misao threaten back and Sano quiet down, not because of what she said but because Aoshi spoke up.
"Misao…" Aoshi stricken his face, he didn't want to be involved but it seems that he wanted to because he needed his friend, Kenshin, to be happy again too.
"Alright Aoshi, Sorry chicken head." She apologized rudely to Sano.
"That was rude!"
"At least I apologize, right Aoshi?"
"Yes Misao."
Sano glare at both of them and kept thinking of a title.
Shumi clapped her hand and jumped, which surprised everyone, as she thought of an excellent title for the tape that was record in Kaoru's voice.
"What is Shumi?" They asked her.
"I don't know if it's good but the title I think we should put there should be call "Two past, one future"." She cheered herself. "And if you guys want to know why, it's because both of them each have a past, right? But one future will only awaken them together…my nii-san definitely need someone like Kaoru-san." She laughed.
"Why would that attract Himura?" Misao asked. "Sounds too formal."
"Yes why?" asked Aoshi next.
"Nii-san don't like informal stuff, beside it's because at home, my nii-san always said he liked the past of everything but ever since what happen to him he barely talk about it."
"Won't that make him throw it away?" Sano ask scratching his head.
"No it won't. The second part will attract him. 'One Future' might be his answer and I believe it lies in Kaoru-san. He will never throw anything away now that have the word 'One' and 'Future'. He told me last time that he actually believe he'll get one one-day, this might interest him in a lot." Shumi giggled.
"GREAT!" Misao clamber back cheerfully, she couldn't stop jumping at the wonderful description Shumi told them that would make Kenshin listen to the tape.
Tenshi: Whew! This chapter is long but I hope you enjoyed all of it…I know what I'm planning next but still this might take a while… I still have many things to do, there's a coming up test for me on Thursday, I'm planning to do well on it…no studying though…cause I don't like studying for math…now truth or dare might be hold longer…I told you guys the reason so please don't get mad at me for not updating like usual…Mostly everyone here might have a question right? REVIEW ME AND ASK! Please review…click the button on the left and review! See you guys in the next chapie...I thank my entire reviewer again.
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