Note: The Tokimeki timeline is slightly shifted in this story from the 90s to the 2000s (the storyline begins in 2001, which was the year Nick, Brad, Olivier, and I actually entered high school.)
The
next morning, I met the others at a subway station a short walk from
Kirameki.
"You
guys ready to get this last obstacle out of the way?" I asked them.
"You
bet." Olivier said.
"You
got that right." Brad said as we slapped hands.
"Let's
rock and roll." Nick finished.
With
that, we walked purposefully ahead side by side onto the grounds and
past the Legend Tree, turning our fair share of heads with our
entrance.
It
wasn't hard for people to see that we were American, because not
only did we look different (with the exception of me, since both of
my parents are from the Philippines and I therefore have the "yellow"
skin color), but we also sported backpacks from such Stateside brands
as Jansport and The North Face.
We waved at a few people that we knew as we went through the door. The first thing we did upon getting in was to check the class rosters. Over in Japan, you're placed in a class that you have all your courses with based on your record to date. Luckily for us, the names were posted in both Japanese and English so we knew just who we were up against—or alongside.
"Hey,
guys, look at this!" I called. "We're all in Class A!"
"What?"
Olivier asked. Seeing the list with our names on it, he high-fived
me. "Oh, yeah! That's cool! Check it out!"
"Yeah—we
really are going to go through all this together!" Brad said.
"Yeah,
Brad, and we're with the big boys—and girls." Nick said, as he
was apparently surveying the list in greater detail.
I bent
over again to take in the full picture, and I found my insides
feeling as if I'd hit a speed bump on a bike without slowing down.
"Hey,
Shiori's in our class!" I yelled, spotting her name and quickly
pointing it out.
"What?"
Nick asked. "Oh, man, what a coincidence!"
"I
agree, man." Olivier said. "How must you be feeling being
reunited with the only girl you've been friends with?"
Before I
could answer, Brad said, "Hey, someone's drawing a crowd. Who is
that girl?"
"What?"
I asked, turning to see what the commotion was about. What I saw
ended up temporarily striking me dumb.
A
familiar-looking girl was being surrounded by eight, ten, or maybe
even twelve guys all trying to talk to her in Japanese. She had a
slender figure, a pretty face, long, straight red hair held in place
by a hairband, bright brown eyes, and a smile that put me on the
edge.
"Oh, my God, that's
Shiori." I only managed to say it faintly to the others.
"Oh, my
God." Olivier said. "That's her?" He sounded as if he
couldn't believe it.
"Yeah."
I said faintly with what voice I could muster, which wasn't much,
while nodding as much as I could, which wasn't much either. Not
only was Shiori's beauty riveting my eyes to her, but something
inside that I had never felt before had been awakened. It was a funny
fluttering, stirring sensation that made it impossible for me to
suppress a smile at her. Looking to my right, I saw Nick with his mouth hanging open slightly. Soon, though, a businesslike demeanor
overtook me again.
"Okay,
guys." I said once she had gone inside the classroom. "Time to go to work."
Well, you know how it goes the first day—not much getting covered except perhaps some math review material. At lunch, just before I sat down, I saw Shiori help up a guy who had slipped before getting a drink that a guy had paid for and left at the cashier by accident and returning it to him.
During
lunch, I also found out something even more startling.
"I
heard Shiori moved back here." Brad said. "I've even heard that
she's in your neighborhood, Carlo."
"No
way!" I exclaimed.
"I'm
serious! I got the address and house number, and if I'm not
mistaken, she moved into the house across the street from you."
"Oh,
boy." Olivier said. "Man, I wish I could have a girl like her
living across the street from me."
At the
end of the day, I waited for her outside the classroom.
"Hey.
Shiori, could I talk to you for a second?" I asked, crossing my
fingers.
She
turned to see who was trying to speak to her in English, and she
promptly smiled. "Oh, hello, Carlo!" She said, waving and
approaching me with almost no errors in her English. "I can't
believe we're in the same class again!"
"Neither
can I." I said earnestly, relieved and glad that her English was
terrific.
"I see
you've got some fellow Americans in the class. Are they your
friends?" Shiori asked.
"Oh,
yeah." I said, still using that earnest, energetic tone. "They're
fellow North Carolinians, too, so we end up covering each other a
lot."
"I'm
glad to see it." Shiori said.
"That
certainly doesn't mean I'm not glad to see you again." I said,
quickly but carefully choosing my words and grinning.
"Why,
thanks a lot! What a nice thing to say!" Shiori replied.
The same
fluttering, stirring feeling that had gotten into me when I had first
seen Shiori—a sensation that I had managed to stow away during the
day—now came back in full force and then some.
What
is going on with me? I thought almost furiously as I got home. I
had managed to hold my feelings in during the school day, but I was
now bursting at the seams to let them out, which frightened me
because I feared falling victim to some temptation or infatuation.
Once my
homework was done, I flipped on ESPN Pacific, which broadcasted in
English, hoping to take my mind off Shiori with some sports, which I
really liked to follow, talk about with my friends, and write about.
As a matter of fact, I had even earned a place as a sportswriter for
the Kirameki school paper. It worked—for about five minutes. After
that, I found that all I wanted to do was either sit down or pace in
silence to think about her.
I had
wanted to abstain from dating until the second year, when I would be
the equivalent of a high school junior back in America, so that I
didn't get sidetracked too much. The amazing and almost scary
thing, though, was that I was thinking about Shiori so much in terms
of quantity and quality that I was ready to break that
rule—and that meant that there was something about this feeling
that let me know that this was no crush. This was no infatuation.
This was not a case of me just being some groupie. The other
thought that was making me ready to break that rule was a horrifying
one. That was because another image I couldn't get out of my head
was the one with Shiori being surrounded by a flock of guys. I didn't
need to be an honors student to know that that meant time was running
out.
If
nothing else, if there ever was an exception to that rule, this is
it. I thought fervently. I want her with me that bad.
The
next day, after an uneasy rest but some good classes, I managed to
find Shiori alone and start to try to make something work.
"Do you
need a walk home?" I asked once we'd said hello and talked about
the day's events.
Shiori
grinned back, and I was hopeful for a minute, but then she said, "I
don't think that would work today. I've got to meet with Megumi
to talk about that social studies assignment."
"It's
okay. I understand." I answered, grinning back. "Good luck."
"Thanks."
She replied.
Thus
began a stretch in which I would ask if I could somehow walk her home
or otherwise get some time alone with her outside of class every three to four days. Every
time, though, I found out that the time was not quite right, and
every successive time I heard it was a no-can-do, it was more and
more disheartening.
Days
turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. Still nothing.
By
the end of July, the four of us had settled in nicely as we were often getting
good and rave reviews from our teachers due to our intelligence, and
Olivier, Nick, and Brad had started successfully mingling with our
Japanese classmates. Those two factors assured that nobody was trying
to pick on us just because of nationality, something I was happy
about. The only blip on my social radar other than the guys, though,
was Shiori, and it was getting farther away.
One day,
we were crowding around outside our room to see the scores from our
first term (Japanese schools run on a trimester system) math exam. As math had
seemed to come to me extremely easy at Kirameki, it had become my
favorite subject and my strongest one as well. The test hadn't
seemed too hard, but I knew that overconfidence could lead to getting
a bad grade and seeing everyone else find out about it. My fears,
though, were thankfully allayed quickly that day.
"Hey,
Carlo, you won!" Brad pointed out.
"What?"
I asked. I looked over to the right where the top scores were and
recognized my name with a 100 beneath it. Directly to the left was
Shiori's name with a 97 under it, with Olivier, Nick, and Brad all
in the top quarter (Brad was actually third with a 94.)
"Oh,
yeah!" I said, high-fiving the others, taking some congratulations from them and from a couple of Japanese classmates, and forgetting about
Shiori—for about ten seconds. I found her stopping briefly beside
us and saying, "Congratulations, Carlo! I can't believe you managed to work out that last question!"
"Thanks." I said, going red slightly. "It wasn't that much, though-just putting it all together and thinking straight."
"I hope you get to show us how you did that today!" She said.
"Thanks for the vote of confidence-I just hope I don't mess up!" I said.
When she
left and headed into the room after a last smile, though, I let out a depressed sigh that was too loud to escape
my friends' ears.
"What's
going on?" Nick asked in a concerned tone. "Something bothering
you, Carlo?"
"Not
exactly." I said. Because I was the smartest of the four of us, I
was the closest thing our little quartet had to a leader, so I didn't
want it to look like I was demoralized for fear of us all getting
distracted. I managed to add, "Hey, we're all in the top 25 percent!
Congratulations!"
Inside,
though, I felt like I was on the ropes and as if so much as a flurry
of jabs or one good hook would drop me for the count. Even though our
crew, if you could call it that at the moment, was riding high with
good academic performances, I felt like I was about to crash and
burn.
The clock
was almost mercilessly ticking, and I was scared to death of the
buzzer sounding on me before all was said and done.
In the
next chapter—"Silent Explosions":
With his
hopes of so much as dating Shiori running low, Carlo makes last-ditch
efforts to garner an outing with her. Will it work? And if so, how
will the evening go? And how will Carlo let the others know what
really has been happening to him? And also, who else in his American
delegation has taken to a Japanese girl?
And as the second trimester begins, an event rocks Kirameki and the four Americans...
