In darkness he is all I see
In the darkest moments of my life, he is there. When depression rolls over me like a tidal wave and I am quickly being sucked into the riptide of despair, he is there, with me, beside me, the only one who's presence manages to make itself known in the darkness. He holds me when I cry, he listens to me while I rant, and even when it hurts so bad that I'm doing everything I can to destroy myself from the inside out, he is there, making his simple strong presence known, letting me know that I'm not alone.
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Oh, Otto, stay here with me in bed. Stay like this with me forever. Roll and tumble, kiss and twist and make love with me. I feel so close to you right now, I feel myself wanting to become one with you and you one with me. I feel that until we can become the same person, physically, mentally, emotionally, close just isn't close enough. Go inside of me, slowly, slowly, slowly. Enter me. Let me shelter you from the storm. Let me be your sanctuary. Hold me tight and don't let go, as I do the same to you.