A/n: I am so sorry for the lack of updates. My computer has and forever will be lagging. So I have been having major problems. School starts in like, three weeks or so, so I have been stressing on that, and my time has been limited online and a regular computer. So once again, sorry! Btw, my dad doesn't know when I'm on so I can't update on Thursdays or any day he's off so I am completely sorry. Also, my internet hasn't been working a lot.
Disclaimer: hey, wanna know a secret? I own Inuyasha….
Lawyer: no you don't.
Disclaimer: hey, you ARE right! I don't own Inuyasha….I own Sesshomaru x3
Lawyer: No you don't
Disclaimer: yes I do: holds up imaginary Sesshomaru plushie:
Lawyer: No you—
Disclaimer: FINE! I DON'T OWN ANY CHARACTER ON THE SHOW INUYASHA! Are you bastards happy?
Lawyer: yes
A/n: also, I got some good questions! I just edited them out, the same, but different.
Q: will Miroku find someone else, since Sango and Inuyasha are together?
A: well, I was planning on having an OC character so yeah….but I'm not yet sure
Q: How could Inuyasha and Sango do that! Or how did they fall in love?
A: Well, it was another organized thought. I'm tired of people making Kikyo looking kinda like a bitch, cause she is one of my favorite characters, and also, the whole 'Inuyasha cheating on Kagome with Kikyo' shit is just too tiring. It gets old FAST. So, why not trying something new, and outta the blue! .;
Chapter 4:
Behind these Hazel eyes
It has been a week since Sesshomaru and Kagome kissed, each avoiding each other's gaze and eyes. 'Too bad it can't be like this forever. We have to confront one another soon.' Kagome thought bitterly. She was currently in her room, listening to her Evanescence CD she had gotten from her always depressed cousin from America (A/n: Whom I made up just now).
Every song basically reminded her of sadness, love, and death. Closing her eyes, she saw Sesshomaru's face haunting her. 'Can I really fall in love with a guy who's like, our enemy?' She thought to herself.
'What about Mama, Souta, Grandpa? What about Shippo or Miroku? Inuyasha needs his Shard detector, and Sango needs a girlfriend to talk too.' Kagome thought as she felt tears brimming at the corner of her eyes.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
'Inuyasha made me go through all of that pain that night. Everything about him made me feel so…hopeful, strong, and…happy in love.' Kagome thought, making a fist, her bangs covering her eyes, salty tears forming.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
'All those times with Kikyo, after all those times with the undead miko, you said I made you happy! You let me stay by your side Inuyasha, I fell in love with you, and I still forgave you all those times you hurt me! I thought you were the one Inuyasha!' Kagome started to pound the bed, she threw off the arm warmers and let all those cuts show.
The scars of when she cut herself, but there wasn't as many as the ones upon her heart. Even though she didn't know that Sesshomaru was slowly healing her heart.
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
"I told you everything Inuyasha, how I felt about you, and I found it so right to be by your side, and you hurt me? You dare doing that to someone who loves you!"
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
"I despise you Inuyasha, hurting me for the billionth time! That selfish idiot! If I see him again, I'll give him the biggest sit in his life!" Kagome said still pounding on her bed, "And Sango, why? I trusted you, you were like my sister! And I loved him, and you knew that, I am so like, over you two!"
She stopped pounding on the bed, and listened to her own panting.
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
"I can't stand to see his sorry face anymore! I'm tired of crying, tired of being used as a shard detector, tired of being betrayed and…tired of being used." Kagome said softly to herself. She sat down on her bed, still hating herself for allowing Inuyasha betraying her. She also hated herself for being so weak back then, so defenseless.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
'I admit I was weak before, but this has made me stronger, I won't cry over the likes of him. Never again, will I cry for the likes of him.' Kagome swore in her mind.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
"Inuyasha, you won't be able to see me cry over you anymore, I'm stronger and I won't make the mistake of thinking you ever love me." She said silently. She jumped off her bed and put on her school uniform.
Soon after, she planned on going outside, but before she could, the door flew open, revealing Sesshomaru.
"Kagome, we're leaving tomorrow morning, I have some business to attend too." He said, still avoiding her eyes. She nodded, blushing. "Hai, Sesshomaru-sama." But before he left, he heard her say to him.
"I-I'm sorry I kissed you." Her voice quiet, and shy. He smirked and his eyes had a bit of warmth. "Don't worry." He said, and walked over to her, and gave her a passionate kiss.
A/n: Mou, so crappy! I suck at fluff and keeping Sesshy-kun in character. R&R!