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JesFriendMagnet Yes, the bold was the song. And I don't know why you can't shut up.
JackdawYeah, I know. I can be very depressing, can't I?
darkest nightYou will have to wait and find out.
And now, SRQOTC: el puello con queso! (the chicken with cheese)
Raven put her head down and sobbed. She was the one least able to take Beastboy's death. Then again, there had been a letter to her. It explained his death everything. Raven took Beastboy's letter out of the pocket of her black jeans (A/N: I will explain) and read it again.
Dear Raven,
I know it's a little late, especially if you're reading this, but I love you. I always have. Ever since you became a Titan. Even during that time with... Terra. You helped me get over her and... well, thanks. I guess I always acted dumb around you to get your attention. But now I see that I shall never have it. So instead of suffering, I shall end my pain now. Goodbye, dearest Raven.
With ever lasting love,
Beastboy
You didn't need to kill yourself, Beastboy. I would have listened to you. No need to die over me. Just come back. Raven burst into tears and ran to her room, ignoring all the lights that were breaking as she passed them.
After about an hour of crying, Raven calmed down and listened to the music that was playing throughout the hall. How Do You Get That Lonely? Yes, how appropriate. It described Beastboy's death perfectly. Raven got up and smoothed out her black shirt that said "I don't care. Don't come back." on it. Yet, she did care and Beastboy should come back. A contradicting outfit in honor of her contradicting friend. And different clothes, too. How much Beastboy affected Raven, no one would ever know.
She went downstairs and grabbed the first book she saw. Yet her mind wasn't in the book as usual. It was upstairs, in the weapons room. With the gun Beastboy had killed himself with. The perfect way to die. It must have been quick and painless. No hurting. Just... death. 'And I shall go that way, too.' Raven thought.
Everybody was in their rooms. No one cared that Raven wasn't. No one noticed as she went into the weapons room and stole Beastboy's gun. Easy as taking candy from a baby. She went to her room and wrote two notes, one to the other Titans, saying that she'd left and wouldn't be coming back, the other to Beastboy, even though he couldn't have it. It said how much she loved him and how she would do anything for him.
She put both letters on her pillow. Then she went to her bathroom and cut her wrists with the knife that had been in there for the longest time, relishing the pain. Unfortunately, someone knocked before Raven could use the gun. She quickly hid the gun and opened the door. It was Robin. "What?" Raven managed to ask in her usual monotone.
"I was just wondering if you were OK. You've been even quieter than usual." Robin asked, concerned.
Raven managed a small smile. "I'm OK. Better than ever. Just check on Starfire, she might not understand suicide." Raven went to touch Robin's shoulder, but then stopped, remembering her still bleeding cuts.
"You sure you're OK? Your voice sounds a little different. Almost sad, angry, and confused at the same time." Robin said.
"I'm Fine! I just don't know why Beastboy, of all people, would commit suicide." Raven covered.
"Okay, if you want to talk, or anything. Remember, we share a bond." Robin said.
That's right, we do. "Well, don't worry about me. I'm almost happy that Beastboy's gone. Almost." Raven replied. she forgot about the cuts and put her arm on Robin's shoulder. "Now, go make sure Starfire isn't trying this 'killing of myself'."
"Okay..." Robin said. Then he caught Raven's hand and examined her wrist. "Aha! I thought so. You were going to try to kill yourself as well. I saw you go into the weapons room and come out with the gun. Where is it?"
"I don't have it! And if I did, it could be a momento of Beastboy!" Raven yelled, upset.
Robin pushed past her anyway and searched her room around her bed. Then he finally came to the bed and pulled back the covers. He took the gun that she had hidden there, then searched the bathroom and found the knife. "Good grief Raven! This knife is old! It's a wonder you haven't died already! Cyborg!" Robin yelled while Raven sat in the middle of the room, crying that her plans had failed.
Cyborg ran to the doorway and halted, unsure of whether to come in or not. "Come on! She cut her wrists about ten minutes ago with an old knife! We have to treat it now!" Robin yelled.
At that Cyborg ran into the room and pulled Raven onto the bed. Starfire came in to an odd sight. "Please, friends, why are you not... Friend Raven! Did you try this killing of oneself! It must have been very painful!"
"Star, can you help me calm Raven down? She won't stop struggling!" Cyborg asked. Starfire ran over and punched Raven light enough so that so would not die, but hard enough to knock her out. "Well, that works, too."
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