'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in you hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

She wants to go back. Back to before she even suspected that she was pregnant. Back to before that thought even crossed her mind - although throwing those towels at Luka was fun. She heard Alex talking meaning that Luka is home. She quickly wraps the test up in toilet paper and drops it into the trashcan. She flattens the box the test came in and shoves it into the cabinet, making sure she places it behind the box of tampons. She takes a deep breath and leaves the bathroom. Alex and Luka were already eating when she sat down at the table.

"Has your headache gone away?" He asks her. She nods her head and puts a French fry in her mouth hoping that he will stop asking questions. But it doesn't. "What's wrong?" He asks.

"Nothing!" She screams back at him.

Alex stops eating and stares at her. Luka looks taken back by her response. She feels horrible now and she gathers her burger and fries. She heads to the fridge and grabs a bottle of water before leaving the room with her food, leaving her highly caffeinated soda behind.

She shut and locked the bedroom door behind her as tears threatened to fall from her eyes and she closed her eyes to keep them from doing so. She was defiantly pregnant and she felt horrible. She placed her food and water bottle on the bedside table before crawling into bed. There was a knock at the door and she knew it was him.

"Go away Luka."

"Sam…"

"Please Luka. Just go away." She hears his footsteps and him talking to Alex.

He's walked away from the door. She pulls her legs up to her chest and wraps her arms around them. She rests her forehead on her knees and cries.

She can't change things and she knows she'll never be able to go through with her other options. She can't change the way her life is going. She can't back things up. The only thing she can do is breathe.

He wants to go in but yet he doesn't want to upset her. She seems so lost in her own little world. He turns around and heads back to the couch where he plans to spend the night without her by his side. He scratches his five o'clock shadow as he strips down to his boxers and white undershirt. His clothes are in a pile on the floor and even though he normally cares, now he doesn't. He pulls the blanket up to his armpits and sighs as he closes his eyes. He wants to go fix this, whatever is bothering her.

"Are you sure she didn't say anything to you when she got home?" He questions the child. Alex nods his head and Luka rubs his forehead at his response. "What did she do when she came home?"

"She went to your bedroom and changed. She helped me with my math homework. Then she went into the bathroom. Then you came home." Alex was obviously petrified by how his mother had acted. She hadn't acted that way in as long as he could remember.

"Okay. Finish your dinner and then go to bed." Alex walked away from him and Luka turned back to the door.

Sleep overcame him and he closed his eyes. But before he allowed himself to doze off, he silently hoped he could figure out what was bothering her.

She walked like a ghost down the hallway towards the kitchen. Trapped in her own little world she didn't response to Alex's greeting, instead she keeps walking. Her stomach was tied in knots and she didn't know how she was going to undo them. As she was pouring herself a glass of orange juice she hears Luka yell out to her:

"Sam I'm out of shaving cream."

She rolls her eyes. Men are so helpless.

"So?" She yells back at him.

"Where will I get some?" He asks her.

"Cabinet!" She tells him and takes a final swig of her juice. He must have found some because he doesn't say anything more.

He reaches over to place his empty shaving cream bottle in the trash can but when he drops it he misses. As he bends down to pick it up off the floor his free hand knocks some of her 'girly' things off the counter and onto the either the floor or into the waste basket. Groaning he bends down even further to pick the things off the floor and out of the wastebasket.

As he reaches to grab the last thing out of the trash can, he notices something wrapped in toilet paper lying on the floor behind the trash can. With two fingers he picked the corner of it up causing something that is long and white to fall out. The moment he looks at it he knows what it is. And he didn't need to be a doctor to do so. It was laying face down so with a trembling hand he reached out and picked it up. He didn't need to be a doctor to know what the blue plus meant.

"Hey are you almost done? I need to use it." Sam's voice came traveling over to him causing his thoughts to start to swirl. There is only person in this house that could be using one of these and it was her. "Luka?"

He stands up and reaches his full height. After taking a deep breath he turns around and faces her. "Luka are you okay?" She asks him, her voice full of worry.

He opens his palm and shows her what he found. Her faces falls and all you can hear is the sound of their heavy breathing.