A/N- Okay I am not a doctor so just excuse all medical info. I don't even know if it can happen. But anyways on with the story.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Whoa breathe, just breathe

"Sam…" He murmurs but she shakes her head 'no' and turns away from him because she doesn't want to hear his explanation.

"Mom! Luka! Are you home?"

Alex. She takes a deep breath and leaves him standing out on the balcony lost for words.

"Come on Alex," she tells him barely above a whisper. She is still stunned. Stunned that he would ever keep this from her.

"Where are we going?" Alex asks her defiantly.

She doesn't say anything. All she does is grab her car keys and her bag from the couch and head towards to the door. Alex looks back to Luka out on the balcony, he looks defeated and distraught. Alex looks to his mother and he knows she did this to him, but he still follows her out the door and out of the apartment.

--

As they pull into the hospital parking lot, he turns to his mother with a raised eyebrow.

"What are we doing here?"

"I need to do something."

"Why couldn't I stay home with Luka?"

"Alex, please!" He shuts up and turns away from her as she turns off the engine. They get out of the car at the same time and head to the hospital, ten meters separating them.

--

"Abby can I speak to you?" She asks the brown haired doctor who had become one of her friends.

"Sure, Sam."

They leave Alex sitting in the doctor's lounge and stand outside of the door together.

"Why didn't you tell me about…?" She bites her lip instead of continuing.

"What? I…Luka promised me he would."

"Oh, he did. But not until this afternoon."

"Sam I am so sorry. He promised me he would."

Sam sighs and brushes a piece of hair away from her face, before scrubbing her hand down her left cheek.

"Can you…can you set me up an appointment with OB?" Abby nods and leaves Sam standing by herself with nothing but her thoughts for company.

"Mom what's going on?" Her head whips around and she looks at her son, not so alone as she thought.

"Alex…there's…I'm just getting the baby checked out. Make sure he or she is healthy."

"Then what did Luka keep from you?"

"Sam, you can go up now."

--

"Hello Sam. I'm Doctor Colburn. Let's check you out." She nods her head and lies back on the table. "So you've been spotting?"

"Yes. I was in a car accident this morning and when I came to the hospital I was spotting."

"Okay."

--
"Sam…we need to talk."

--

Alex walks through the door, his eyes wet. Sam follows him but she refuses to look at Alex or him. She leaves him and Alex standing in the living room and she heads to the bedroom. All she wants to be is alone. Away from him and away from Alex. Hell, she wants to be away from herself.

"Sam?" He says knocking on the door.

"Go away Luka. Please just go away."

But he doesn't. She knows he can't. He opens the door and walks into the room, slowly moving towards her.

"Sam what happened? What's wrong?"

"I…I…it's gone."