It's the same thing every February. At the same time of the month. At the same time of the day. That commercialised holiday that turns out to be a complete scam which everyone realises after the deed is done, but forgets about it as soon as the holiday is mentioned again and again. This endless loop of trails and tribulations that are supposedly meant to deliver a simple message. All these roses, chocolates, cuddly toys, poetic cards and love sick love letters… All just to show someone very special that you care… And sometimes the message isn't even true… I prayed that you wouldn't fall prey to this scandalous festival of emotion… But you did… Betraying and undermining everything you ever told me and made me believe…
And it's all because of her…
Her and her perfect figure, perfect personality, perfect hair, perfect looks… Can't you see just how superficial she is? No… You just come up every year with the same excuse to be with her. Oh, she's new to our planetary customs. She's been here for almost four years! Don't you think that she would have picked up a few occasions by now, especially having lived through them time and time again with you by her side as always! To make things worse, you turn another blind eye while our other two best friends try to lift up my spirits by saying that I'm not alone when I have them…
I know that I'm never alone… But I don't want them to comfort me… I don't want the most perfect boy in the world who will give me everything I desire without me having to mention or to ask. I do not want a guy who will read my mind and entitle me to my every fantasy. Why?
I want you…
The reason I want you so bad is because you're not perfect. And that you'll never be able to read my mind and entitle me to my every fantasy. If I got everything I wanted with than I would surely go insane and give all of what I had to a villain… I know my mirror image has…
I just want to know what happened…
What happened to that bond that we once held so dear? Were you lying when you claimed that I could come to you with any problem? You'll give the privilege to her and not question about it… But when it comes to me… You are secluded and seal yourself off to our bond. You'll gladly play the perfect role with your mask aiding you. As if you wished that I was not there… Tell me… Am I messing up your prefect plan to have the perfect relationship to the perfect creature and make perfect love while I drown in the sorrows of imperfection as perfection rejected me?
Rejection is all I'll ever gain from this world… I'll only be accepted if I learn to abide with perfection…
Those words you told me long ago… If I was to eve feel rejection of any kind… Your arms would be open wide…
But where are your strong arms now?
They're around her… It's another ply…
I'll never again see our bond through your eyes… I am rejected from its subtle link...
...And that is why I'll forever loathe Valentine's Day as you're actions always speak louder than your words...
A drabble that depicts Raven's feelings towards Robin's actions on that special time of year…
I hate Valentines Day… Please review…
Keep it real…
D-I-WaRrIa