I'm sure vidfics are supposed to be different. Like a music video. But I said "Screw that shit" so I'm doing this instead. It's 4:33 am now….I need help fast.

Yusuke/Kuwabara

I Am

I am Kazuma Kuwabara. And I am dying.

(Zoom in on a tall fiery haired teen. Standing alone, Kuwabara stares at the camera. Obvious pain written all over his face)

I am Kazuma Kuwabara. And I have friends.

(Distant yelling can be heard outside a dojo. Fade out, then fade back to inside the dwelling. Kuwabara and a smaller red eyed man are yelling at each other. Everyone around is drinking and having a good time. The smaller man sneers and Kuwabara flushes. Close-up on Kazuma and his red face. Zoom out to a group scene. A green eyed red head calmly says a few words that leaves the small demon embarrassed and the room laughter. Fade out)

I am Kazuma Kuwabara. I am part of a team.

(Kuwabara and Yusuke are back to back. Yusuke has his arm cocked, ready to fire his famous spirit gun. A few bruises decorated his naked chest. Kuwabara was no better. A long gash ran from his collar and twisted across his chest to his back. Charging forward Kuwabara cuts down the low class demons in his way, Yusuke backing him up. Cue a green vine whip coming from nowhere and clearing the way. Dark fire erupted from the left and half the demons burned in its power. Kurama and Hiei walked from the forest. Yusuke breathed a sigh of relief while the taller smiled. Flash to black)

I am Kazuma Kuwabara. And I am in love.

(Fade in to Yusuke and Kuwabara. From first glance it seems as if its homework. But as the camera zooms in they are actually looking at romance books. Scrawled across one of the covers is the name "Keiko" Yusuke stares at the ceiling and voices his opinions.)

(Flash to Kuwabara's face. Which is red. He stutters something. Camera backs up so you can see both teens. Yusuke is sitting up now, a small blush on his cheeks. He shrugs and crawls from the bed to sit in front of Kuwabara. Kuwabara leans forward and kisses him gently. Yusuke pulls away. Zoom in on Kuwabara's hurt face. Yusuke grabs him and kisses him fiercely, pulling him to the floor. Fade out)

I am Kazuma Kuwabara. And I am loved back.

(A huge red heart takes up the screen, till it breaks in half and you see Kuwabara leaning against the lockers in school. The camera moves all around, catching all the decorations of red, white and pink hearts, cupids and arrows. Valentines Day banners are everywhere. Camera is behind Kuwabara but focuses on what's before him only a few feet away. A red faced Keiko is thrusting a candy box into Yusuke's arms. Focus back on Kuwabara, his head is down, face turned away. Focus back on Yusuke, staring at Kuwabara's retreating figure. Flash-forward to Kuwabara answering the door to his house, a surprised look on his face. Yusuke is there. Thrusting a box of chocolates at him. Kuwabara look from the box to Yusuke's blushing face. He drops the box and pulls the detective in for a kiss, shutting the door behind them. Fade out)

I am Kazuma Kuwabara. And something is wrong.

(Black. A wine glass falls from nowhere and breaks. The sound echoes as the glass breaks in slow motion. Fade in to Kuwabara and Yusuke yelling at each other. Kuwabara waves his arms as he shouts. Yusuke shoves his lover and screams something particularly nasty. A fight ensues. Kurama leads Kuwabara away. Zoom in on his bruised face and dripping nose. Fade out, and then back in to Hiei holding his sword to Yusuke's throat. Zoom in on Hiei. He is close to Yusuke's ear, whispering. Cut to black)

I am Kazuma Kuwabara. And I am dying.

(High in the air the camera zooms in on a lone figure atop of a tall building, teetering close to the edge. The camera faces downward, focusing on 3 running figures)

I am dying

(Cut to flashback. Kuwabara is standing next to an almost closed door. His ear close to the opening. Camera peers through the crack and finds Yusuke whispering furiously at Kurama, Hiei and Koenma about something. The camera pulls back and turns to focus on Kuwabara's tear stained face.)

I am hurting.

(A side view of Kuwabara. He is the lone figure atop the building. His eyes widen slightly and he turns to face Yusuke, Kurama and Hiei. They are staring at him with worried faces. Focus on Yusuke, the camera follows a tear as it slips from his brown eyes, down his cheek and wets the ground)

I am…I am…

(Flashback sequence. A messy room. Adorned with old comic books strange non human items and cat toys. The body of Kuwabara can clearly be seen on the bed, sleep.)

(Flash to the door as it opens. A mischievous Yusuke slips through and jumps on the bed, rousing the red head from his slumber. They laugh and Kuwabara steals a kiss. One…two…camera zooms in on their joined lips. They fall off the bed lip-locked)

Who am I?

(Flashback sequence. Kuwabara is falling to the ground. His cheek red and bruising from Yusuke's punch. A stunned Yusuke bends down to comfort him, his eyes filled with sorrow. Zooms out from Kuwabara's POV as he pushes his lover away. Not ready to forgive)

I don't know who I am!

(Focus on Kuwabara's smiling face as he takes a step over the edge, falling. Cut to the others. Yusuke running to the edge yelling, screaming. Hiei and Kurama right behind him. Cut to Kurama, whipping his hand back he flung his rose whip down the side of the building. Intent of catching his friend)

Kazuma…Kuwabara…

(The whip is successfully around Kuwabara's waist. Cut to the relieved and teary faces of his team mates. Back to Kuwabara. Summoning his spirit sword, he breaks the whip and continues to plummet)

I am...hurting…

(Yusuke Kurama and Hiei all have identical horrified faces. Watching as Kuwabara falls to his death. Flash to Kuwabara, his face is calm and serene. The camera focuses on the tears.)

I am dying…on the…inside…

(Hiei and Kurama struggle to keep Yusuke from going after his lover. Cut to Yusuke's face, red and crying, screaming. Cue black. Cue glass breaking. Echo fades)

It no longer matters

Normal POV

Kurama patted Yusuke on the back. "There was nothing you could have done."

Yusuke continued to cry. "Kurama, he ripped your whip like string. He was determined to die. I hurt him so bad. So bad."

End

Um. I think I did bad. I think I made this a WEE bit long…or maybe not….ah…..who flipping cares! its 5:04 am now…was it sad? It made me feel like cheese.

Um. Read and review and stuff…and whatever….

Im counting on you Kailyhaley!

I'm thinkin about a keiko/yukina fic now…