I feel utterly retarded. My wonderful friend Kutari just informed me that I had an Anonymous Review button.

Kutari: Did you allow guests to review?

Me: You can do that! I thought it was like…automatic

Kutari: Um…no its not. You gotta click the button

Me: Where's the button?

Kutari: I dunno

Me: Holy shit! (frantically looks for button on profile thingy, finds and clicks) I DID IT! >

Kutari: Cooly!

So there u have it…proof that morons…really DO exist…GO KUTARI-CHAN!

Surprise Couple

Love

Standing alone in the rain on a supposedly romantic day was really no fun. At all.

Valentines Day. Saint Valentines Day.

What a bunch of shit.

All those times he told me that he loved me. And it all turned out to be a lie. A big fat ass lie. He 'supposedly' fell out of love. Damn you Kuwabara. How dare you blame me for the path of your emotions? Now I'm stuck here in the rain, with a broken heart. All because you lied to me. Because you never cared.

No one ever cared.

The rain stopped abruptly. At least it seemed so. I vaguely heard someone calling my name frantically. Turning slightly I saw a dear friend. Shizuru Kuwabara, holding an umbrella over me. Did I really wanna see her right now? After her brother dumped me like rotten eggs?

It didn't matter anyway; she was taking my hand and leading me away. I slipped on a puddle and landed on my back, vision fading fast. She was leaning over me, brown hair spilling over her shoulders, calling my name loudly and worriedly.

I blacked out

XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

I woke to the smell of cigarettes and cat litter. Kuwabara's apartment. A hand was placed on my shoulder. I turned to see her again, cigarette firmly between her pink lips, staring at me with questioning eyes.

"What the hell were you doing out there in the rain? You coulda gotten a cold! Or mugged or worse! Jesus Christ! The hell is wrong with you?"

She pressed a mug of tea into my hands and sat on the sofa across from me. She gave me an aggravated look, looked away and took a long drag from the cigarette.

"So you gonna tell me what happened or what?"

Staring down at the mug I ran a hand through my hair and straightened my sleeve.

"Kuwabara rejected me" Shizuru's eyes got wide and she choked, and coughed. The cigarette dropped from her fingers and she stomped on it as she coughed.

Placing the mug on the coffee table I walked over and thumped her on the back and she breathed normal again.

"What do you mean he rejected you! You're…YOU!" she wheezed.

"Yes," I said bitterly "I'm me and Kuwabara didn't like it" It was silent for a few minutes.

Then Shizuru wrapped an arm around me and rocked me gently, telling me not to cry. It was then that I noticed that I was crying. Then I looked at the floor. Oh Wow. I'm crying so much…look at my tears. I cried even more and told Shizuru everything.

How I had finally figured out that emotion called 'Love' and the many different forms it took on. How I spent hours trying to get the chocolate just right. The way Kuwabara looked at me when I shoved it at him, red faced and hopeful.

I broke down into hysterics as I voiced how he had gently refused me, telling me how he loved Botan. The girl who had become like a sister to me.

Shizuru held me so tight I thought my ribcage would break. Finally…I whispered to her, how I screamed at him, screamed my life away and cried a million rivers. How lovely he looked…even as he walked away from me, saddened at my reaction to his love for another.

"No one," She started "No one should experience this pain. It's my not brother's fault or your's or any one's but fates. Please forgive him and yourself" And she rocked me.

And I kissed her and she kissed back. And like that scene in the rain, she took my hand and led me away. I closed the bedroom door behind us.

XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx (12 yrs later)

I got a light smack on my back when I fiddled with my ring.

I stared at the grave and couldn't cry anymore. I cried so much. And I will continue to cry. But not today.

She was gone. My only pillar of light was gone. Kuwabara laid a hand on my shoulder and I almost broke down. Shizuru did that to me. She calmed me down with that gesture.

Kuwabara must've sense it because he quickly removed his hand and smiled at me, silent tears flowing.

Everyone was leaving now. But I couldn't stop staring at it. A simple granite stone that marked where my beloved's body lay. I looked at the spot next to her, my reserved spot for when I die, which, considering my bloodline, won't be for a while.

I fiddle with the ring again. I miss her so much. 11 years of love and happiness. A faithful and beautiful wife. A wife, who smoked constantly, screamed at me, kicked me out of bed so I won't be late and burned toast. Yes. A perfect wife.

I heard my brother call for me. I glanced at the grave once more and willed the tears not to spill. I lost.

"Yukina!" I turned and started jogging towards the gang. Sad faces all around. Shizuru would hit every single one and scold them. I chuckled.

"Coming Hiei!"

End

I think this came out rather well don't you think?

The first in the Valentines Day Special Thingy

You think I should branch this out as another story? I think I might.

What do you think?

LaterzDudette