Omg... six months plus... my bad. No seriously I'm really sorry about this, I'm going to try and get at least three or four chapters minimum up over my summer holiday.Usual disclaimers applicable and thank you to all the people who reviewed me.

This chapter is umm... unplanned as i kinda lost the notebook around Christmas holiday (late December at any rate), i want opinions on the pov for the next chapter!

Kitten pov

i sat there zoned out for hell knows how long, i was vaguely aware of the others trying to get a responce out of me to no avail.

... She was here, spying on me, how had i not noticed?

She told Wolfie...

... He'd want to check on me..

...bursting in like he always did, thinking he could still make it better like when we were little..

well I was little, RoseKat was small but i was the youngest. Wolfie would pick me up if I'd hurt my knee or something stupid like that.

"Baby tiger what have you done now?" a scolding worried voice, I'd hide it, bravery to me then was being able not to cry, to not admit anything was wrong, he'd coax it out of me and I'd show him. Then hang my head embarrassed

" Cub? Baby tiger? Dam it kitten look at me" I'd look up eyes red and watering

"what's wrong? Everyone needs help sometimes, true strength is to know when you need help and to have people you can get it off." i can see my four year old self tilting my head looking surprised at the unusual wisdom coming from my older friend and him rubbing the back of his head embarrassed

"aww heck Kitten you know what i mean, you really need help come find me. I don't care how old we are or where we are just get me ok"

"kay"

"ok now let's get to the pool before Ice fox skins us" he used to moan about her but when years later she turned twelve he was the one who gave her a birthday kiss, a firey red blush across his cheeks.

Wolfie Pov

I shut the door of the bathroom and locked it, it was the only room in the house that there was any form of privacy, the others were out but i couldn't risk it. I had read the message, it had come earlier that day: Kitten relapsd thnk ov eleven bout that bad. I.F.

I now let myself cry, it had sunk in, this was bad only one of the guards was there and it wasn't me. He wouldn't want to see me, he hadn't spoken directly to me for over a year i wished then more than ever that we were all back in China back when we were all friends i wondered if RoseKat knew. It was probable that she didn't, the girl's hadn't seen eye to eye since RoseKat had almost accidentally given Kitten away to one of his old captains. What ever happened to trust, I used to think I'd die before hideing something from the three guards... Kitten is avoiding us all, the girls aren't talking and ice fox avoids me... there was no guarantee of a welcome in Japan but i still had to go.

three guard me.

I guard three.

protection to the end.