Okay this is a song-fic to Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

It was fall of 2015 and Lorelai was sitting on her couch crying to herself.

Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

It had been seven years to the day since her father had died, and she still felt some what responsible for it.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,

She never forgave herself for not having a better relationship with her father, and she only relized how much she wanted him to more involved in her life when he was gone.

Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

On this day every year, she just sat and tried to remember. His face. His stature. Everything about him.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Every day she wished she could turn back time, and just be there for her dad while he was sick.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

She wished she could make up all the lost years with her father, she knew she couldn't, but she didn't have a father anymore…not even when he was alive, not a proper one anyway.