I never noticed her at all or was it that I didn't care. I don't know. She always loved me and I knew it yet I always brought up Serenity. It

was pure evil to do such a thing but I didn't care in fact I never cared. I assumed she would always be there. She always had a soft look in

her eyes whenever she saw me but of course I always ruined it, I constantly told her my plans of making Serenity my queen. She grew to

hate Serenity with a passion. I realize now I deeply hurt her. I do hope she will forgive me although I would not blame her if she didn't. I

realize I do love her and it was only lust I felt for Serenity. Serenity was like a red rose. I remember how I just used Emerald for her body.

I knew she thought it meant something but at the time to me it was nothing but a good lay. I was cold hearted to her always yelling at her. I

had caused her a great deal of pain. I remember the time when she got pregnant. I think that was the worst I have ever done to her.

Flashback

"Diamond, Diamond, guess what?" said Emerald her eyes shining with happiness. "What is it? I said somewhat curious. It must

be good I thought she smiles like this very rarely. "I'm pregnant!" she said jumping up and down. She grabbed me and kissed

me. I just looked at her in shock. "What's wrong!" she said. "You stupid bitch!" I said as I slapped her across her face. "She

grabbed her cheek and moved away from me quickly. I chased after her my eyes filled with rage and hate. I caught up with her

and pushed her to the floor. I then straddled her. "Diamond, what did I!" she cried. "You're pregnant, you stupid hoe." I said

evilly. I then punched her hard. Her mouth filled with blood. She cried and cried as I hit her. She managed to get out of my grasp.

She ran and ran as I chased after her. She was about to run down the steps when I pushed her hard.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" she screamed as she went down. She hit her head at the end of the banister and

tumbled on the floor. I went slowly down the steps smirking. She was on her face and there was a puddle of blood nearby. I

pulled her long green hair upwards to me and said "This is what you get when you get yourself pregnant. You should have told

me your period was near my dear." "I dddid but you said to shut up." She said softly her voice filled with fear. I pulled harder

causing her to let out a small scream. "You're calling me a liar." I said tightly. I then kicked her hard in the stomach five times

causing her to cry out. Blood went every where. She lay there crying and crying. "My baby, my baby." I pulled her up too me and

punched her hard in the face and breast. "Now you know better." I said smiling as I walked off. I called the maid to clean the

place. After that incident Emerald became quiet and she flinched when I touched her. She always had a questioning look in her

eyes as if too ask me why did you kill my baby. It was a cruel thing to do I realize. She lost some of her trust in me but at the time I didn't care.

End of Flashback

I was cruel to her many times and I still was. Not once did I say sorry. I guess I felt that she was my punching bag and that I didn't need too say sorry to her.

Flash Back

I was angry. I had been so close to having Serenity as my bride but it was snatched away from me. "Grrrrrrrr." I said growling.

"What's wrong Diamond?" said Emerald. "I was close to having Serenity again." I said exasperated. "Diamond! Why won't you

give up? I love you. Why can't we be together." She said rubbing my back. I turned around and slapped her. "I DON'T LOVE

YOU NOR DO I CARE ABOUT YOU! WHEN WILL YOU REALIZE THAT I LOVE SERENITY!" " I LOVE YOU. I'M HERE. I

KNOW MORE ABOUT YOU THEN SHE DOES. I ACTUALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU. WHEN WILL YOU GIVE ME A

CHANCE!" she said looking at me her eyes pleading. I then punched her hard in the face. I grabbed her by her hair and pushed

her hard on the floor. I punched her over and over ignoring her plies. I stood over her and spit on her face and started kicking

her. I kicked her hard in the head, groin and stomach. I pulled down her dress and pummeled her already beaten body. I took her

breast between my teeth and bit her hard. I took off my pants and raped her. She bleed because of the force I used on her and

because I had kicked her there earlier. She cried and cried begging me to stop. I flipped her over and continued the abuse. I

slammed her face in the floor twice. When I was done I got dressed. I looked at the damage I caused. There was blood

everywhere and her body was covered in blood. It looked horrible and painful. I picked her up and put my cloak over her naked body.

End of Flash back
I needed to tell Emerald I loved her. I definitely wouldn't be surprised if she got upset.

I knocked on her door and went in. She looked scared and she started playing with her fingers. "Yyyes Diamond." She said her voice

laced with fear and nervousness. I walked up to her and said "I love you Emerald. I realize what I felt for Serenity was only lust. I am so

sorry for my behavior toward you." "You love me." She said pointing to herself shocked. "Yes." I said. With that I captured her ruby lips

in a kiss. She looked at me and said "I love you too. And I forgive you." I kissed her sweet lips once again and embraced her.

R&R