The Lies and Deception of Evans
A/N: This is the first fanfiction I've written on my own...I need to know what you think.
Disclaimer:
Okay, I totally wish I could say I was JKR and tell you that I owned these characters and all...but I can't do that. This is her playpen, I just like to play with her toys...Heh heh
Chapter One: Betrayal?
Her glistening red hair was spread out on her crisp, white pillow like bloody fingertips, stretching to consume the cleanliness in dark crimson. She let her emerald eyes flicker open. At just that instant, Lily Evan's brain switched on. And with that activation, a tidal wave of worries and concerns and guilt crushed over her. She sat up quickly, her creamy skin glistening with sweat.
What the hell had she done?
Yes, that's right. Memories flooded back to her. How could she have been such a god damn idiot? She closed her eyes, mulling over the reality. What on earth was she going to do now?
Her thoughts wandered. Wandered back to what had happened.
She had kissed James Potter. She had gone against all she had ever said and had shared one heated, passionate kiss with James Potter. Her enemy...Or maybe not...
And yet...No...Her mind retreated. Back to two nights previous. This was where the seed of her betrayal had started. She had known for a while now that Potter fancied her. Yet she had kissed Black anyhow. She hit her head and fell back into her soft pillow. She was such an idiot...
It seemed as though both men genuinely liked her...Loved her even, though she didn't let that enter her thoughts. James was cute and had an odd way of being...well, debonair was the word.
But there was something about Sirius Black that intrigued her. Something about the way he didn't dote on her. Didn't hang on her every word and action. Sure, James was handsome, cute, well-formed from Quidditch...but with Sirius, he just leaked charm. Not only that, but he was downright sexy...
Wow, that was random...
That was the first thought that entered her head. How odd. He was muscular. When he pulled her into that dark corner and swept her away with his muscular frame and passionate kisses, she had fallen head-over-heels in love with him...For that moment anyhow...
She couldn't help but think that maybe it wasn't only for a moment, though she dismissed that thought quickly.
Anyhow...He had totally swept her away. She almost wished that she had pushed him away, slapped him even. Even had she been thinking rationally, Lily wasn't sure she would have done it.
No, the rational side of her stated, you were enjoying it...
Stupid feelings...No matter how often Lily Evans tried to leave them behind, they always snuck up on her from behind. It really stunk a lot of the time. She never had any way to know when those teenage hormones would pounce on her like a panther.
Lily sat up again and swung her legs out of bed. If there was anything that she particularly liked about herself, it was the way she had matured over the past years. Now that she was seventeen, she looked much more like a woman and less like a little girl. Her hair was red-auburn and shone in the light. Her face and body had finally grown into her large, curious eyes which were now a glistening emerald color that was flecked with gold. Her skin had attained a healthy glow and was creamy and tanned and a slight sprinkle of freckles dusted across her cheeks.
She had a petite form and her hips had grown out in a feminine fashion. Her legs were becoming quite shapely and were strong from running over the summer. Her bust had grown considerably and her feet were still as petite as ever. She had, in just two years, gone from being mousy and unnoticed to being gorgeous and sought after.
Or...she would be sought after if she didn't have such a nasty temper. It wasn't like she could help it though...could she?
As she brushed her hair, her thoughts were dragged back to her current predicament. She knew she would probably end up being with James, but just having Sirius around her now could make her knees weak. He just seemed so...perfect...Perfect in a way that James simply could not attain.
Sighing, she got herself dressed. She pulled on her white shirt and pleated skirt and pulled some socks onto her feet. She slipped her feet into some Mary-Jane shoes quickly. Lily picked up her tie and sloppily tied it about her neck. She was too distracted right now to notice how badly done it was. She also pulled her robes on and sat down on her bed.
What on earth was she going to do?
A/N: So, for my first time, how is it? I need constructive criticism...Please read and review!