The Lies and Deception of Evans

A/N: Wow...A total of...what...two different people (excusing myself of course) have replied. I'm hurt...

Disclaimer: I like cheese...I own a block of cheese. Unfortunately, I don't own these characters. THE CHEESE WILL HAVE TO SUSTAIN ME!

-ahem- Excuse me...

Hmm...I feel like talking...

Or typing rather.

I'm taking up a lot of room aren't I?

I'm rambling again aren't I?

I'm such an idiot.

I apologize.

I started the last...-counts-

Yup, the last five sentences.

Started them with the word 'I'...

ON WITH THE STORY!

ANNOUNCING: CHAPTER FIVE!

Chapter Five: Rebellion of the Brain

Another A/N: That's a funny title for this chapter. Kinda long, yeah, but I like it! Why did I have to say that? Whatever...I'm confusing myself.

Anyhow, ENJOY!

James...It was all his fault.

Lily was already labeled as 'Potter's girl'... She couldn't very well choose anyone else. Especially someone so close to he boy.

He assumed that, after that one kiss, they were together.

She didn't want that though.

Couldn't he tell?

Throughout the entire time they had been talking, she had been distant. And then Sirius' shirt had lifted a fraction.

God, first the torture of having him in the same room...now this?

She mentally scolded herself.

Why on earth was this happening to her? It just wasn't fair!

But then, she knew that. What had her parents been telling her since she was five?

"Life isn't fair my Lilybilly..." her father had told her countless times...

Yeah, but her father had actually loved her.

Mrs. Evans was much, much closer to Petunia...who was normal...

Whatever.

Petunia was more of a freak than Lily was.

In her opinion at least.

"You can't have what you want Lily-Anna" her mother would say sternly when Petunia got to buy something and Lily got nothing...

Yeah, not fair my butt... she thought.

Why had her father died when she was fourteen? She was forced to go home to her mother, who didn't love her. Dumb cancer...

Lily sighed and shook those thoughts from her head.

She had to concentrate on the problem at hand.

Sighing, she straightened herself and turned around, just in time to see Remus and Peter leave for breakfast, talking in whispers about something or other.

Boys were so stupid sometimes.

She was so stupid sometimes.

Lily Anna Evans shook her head. What with all the rebellious thoughts all a sudden?

Oh, who knew?

By this time most everyone had left the common room, leaving Lily alone. A sharp pain in her stomach reminded her of her immense hunger. She had missed dinner last night...Stupid emotions...Why did they have to creep up on her like this?

Yeah, why?

Wait a moment! How could she be arguing with herself? It wasn't possible.

Or was it?

SHUT UP! She scolded the various other voices in her head.

They disappeared instantly.

Good!

This last voice, she decidedly pounded into oblivion.

There...

GAH! She couldn't tell the difference between her voice and the others!

Maybe she was going crazy.

It was then that Lily Anna Evans stumbled into the Great Hall.

She had been walking this entire time.

Shaking her head to clear it, even though the effect was minimum, she walked over to the Gryffindor table.

Then, against all better judgment, she sat next to Sirius...though you had to give her some credit. Remus and Peter were sitting next to James. So she sat across from him.

And, coincidentally, next to Sirius.

Whom she loved.

Wait? Where did the word 'love' come from?

Whatever.

The boys greeted her warmly.

James and Sirius especially so.

God, she was screwed.

No! Don't think that!

"Hi guys..." she muttered in false cheeriness.

"Hey..." they responded in unison...Well, almost.

Nothing's perfect.

Except Sirius.

She quickly pushed that thought from her mind.

Lily observed their positions.

Peter was hungrily stuffing food down his throat, occasionally looking up at her.

At her chest!

Gross...

Remus was staring off into the distance, one elbow on the table. His fork was hanging limply in his hand and he was sort of...stirring his food around.

Was he okay?

He always got like that around this time though...

Around full-moon.

Wait, did that mean anything?

No, probably not.

James, she noted, had both elbows on the table and was eating slowly.

Yeah, one bite every three minutes.

Not only that, he was staring at her.

Longingly.

Uh...

Okay then.

Sirius, however, was eating heartily. That guy sure had an appetite...Both elbows were, as manners dictated, off the table. Though only one hand was in his lap. The other was on the bench.

Three of his fingers were gently touching her leg.

She felt the color rise in her cheeks.

Lily covered it up by digging into her delicious breakfast.

"Mmmm..." she said with a sigh of enjoyment.

She loved food...She didn't think she could live without it.

Well duh... her mind reminded her.

She shut out her thoughts and continued eating. Though, she didn't really notice the taste of the food. All of her attention was centered on the three fingers on her thigh.

Except for now Sirius' hand was resting on top of her leg.

And her insides were melting like chocolate over a fire.

She squirmed uncomfortably.

'Oh my god...oh my god...ohmigodohmigodohmigod!' her head was practically screaming at her.

She tore her attention away as she finished her meal.

"Uh...I'm gonna go and uh...do...some...uh...homework..." she said nervously as she stood up.

She sure was acting like a dumbass...

Her entire face was flushed by this time, so she turned and ran out of the Great Hall.

If she was lucky, she would find some homework left undone.

No, she had done all of it yesterday.

Fine.

She would work on extra credit.

She had an 'A' in Potions and she desperately wanted an 'O'...

A perfect opportunity to fix her grade.

Or rather, make excuses to not be around Potter and Black.

A/N: Okay, its not the best, but it'll do. It's a bit longer than the other chapters I noticed...