"James is this true?"

Lily said barely above a whisper. Lily had tears running down her face, he had lied to her, he said he loved her and she believed him.

"James I am asking you a question, is what Snape said true or not?"

Lily knew the answer but just wanted to see what James said. Just to see what way he'd act or how he'd tell her, laugh, cry or die?

'I wish he would die. The liar he may not have cheated but he lied to me. I was only a bet to him."

Lily thought to her self.

"Was I only a bet that you won? Or was I just a girl you shagged? Answer James!"

Lily yelled. She was tired of being used, all her life she was used and now she just wanted to curl up and die. He was just like any other man she thought she could trust, first her father died and now this.

"Its true Lily. But listen foe a second"

James said looking at his feet.

"When we were going out I cancelled the bet because I really liked you. And I still do now. I love you Lily. Even ask Sirius he tell you I did. Lily I don't want us to end. You're the best thing that ever happened to me. And I don't want to lose you. Please forgive me. I don't want us to end. I love you. The bet means nothing to me compared to you."

James said. The look on his face pleading

"James can't you see? You've already lost me."

Lily said then walked out of the heads common room.

If our love is as strong as you stated,

Then how did we end up here?

If we were so close,

How come you're so far?

If you told me to believe you I did,

Then why did you only lie to me?

If you wanted my love, you got,

Then why give it back.

When you said you'd die without out me,

Then why are you still breathing?

If you heart is hard,

Then why is mine broken?

Because those things you said to me were all lies and those nights you use to call me and say you loved me were lies. If I knew I meant nothing to you, that I was only a bet then maybe you'd be here an inch from death. But cause of you I'm dying and there is no going back.

"I really thought you loved me James good bye…"

Authors note: this fanfic could be updated but I might leave it as a one-shot. Review and say what you think I should do. And I f you read my other story secrets that will be updated on Friday.