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AN: Hey happy New Year. Sorry for the spelling mistakes I can't get on to my beta.
"Where the fuck is she? She isn't any where in the castle she isn't in our room and she is defiantly not in hogsmade, God I stuffed up."
James said running his hand threw his hair it was a week after Lily found out about the bet, and ever since that night she has vanished. James was tearing up on the inside, he had lost the only girl he had ever loved. And now she was missing and its all his fault.
"Have you asked all her friends and people like that?"
James asked looking at Sirius and Remus who where sitting on his bed.
The y nodded their heads.
"Hang on what about that guy she use to hang out with that I thought she was cheating on me with, what's his name John, John? No Jane no Jason that's it Jason, yea. What about him?"
James said pointing at Remus and Sirius. They went to nod their heads but then shock them. James ran out of the room. He needed to see Lily he needed Lily. James ran down the boys' dormitories stairs and crashed into someone.
"Jason!"
James said in shock.
"Have you seen or heard Lily?"
James asked panicky he was on the verge of a breakdown. Jason stared at him for a while then walked straight passed, James needed some cool air and forgot all about Jason. He walked by the lake seeing couples walk passed him hand in hand staring lovey dovey at each other whispering sweet nothings. James was about to start crying when a first grader walked up to him and handed out a scrunched up piece of paper not parchment but paper. James looked at it for a second then too the first grader walked away with out saying a word. James slowly opened the piece of paper, where a long note was written.
Dear Mr. PotterI do believe I have something or someone that is very dear to your heart. Now read carefully Mr. Potter for this note will tell you where and how to get your dear beloved flower back. Now if you mention to the dark lord that you had a helper find your flower I will kill her and everyone close to you, read I this will tell you where to go to find your next clue.
Hope is like a feather
It perches in the soul
And sing a tune
With out no words
And never stops at all
Emily Dickson
This Mr. Potter will be the start of letters if you do not know where the next one is then you will never see your flower again. Well you might but she won't be alive, and then you will be left heart broken and useless. Just think you will never be able to get Lily back, you will never be able to place that ring on her finger that is sitting on the bottom in your trunk. You will never see the kids you were going to have grow up. You would never live to see anther sun shiny day causes without your beautiful flower you are nothing.
Good bye Mr. Potter. Until next letter if you know where to look.
James re read the letter over and over again. James knew that poem but where from, he walked around the lake just thinking that poem he sat done on the big rock beside the lake just think of all the times Lily and him just use to sit here saying nothing just loving each others presence. Then James remembered.
Flash back
"James stop"
Lily screamed as James pinned her down and tickled her. James rolled off her and lay beside her and hugged her. They smiled as they watched the sun set.
"Hope is like a feather,
That perches in the soul,
That sings a tune,
With out no words,
That never stops all"
Lily whispered. Resting her head on James' chest
"What was that?"
James asked. Wonder where Lily got all this poetry from.
"Its Emily Dickson, she is one of my favorite poets."
Lily said snuggling into James.
"I like it its nice, so young lady what are your hopes?"
James asked.
"I hope… that we live happily ever after this world full of war. When people can just walk down the streets without being terrified that their gonna be killed. That kids can grow up and have both parents. That there is no need for good and evil cause there won't be a good and bad. That's what I hope for, what do you hope for?"
Lily asked slightly dozing off.
"I hope we'll be together."
James said. Lily looked up at him and kissed him not lustfully but lovingly.
End of flash back
James smiled at the memory if he could go back to that night he would ask Lily to marry him there and then. James thought about what hat had meant. It was Lily's favorite poem. Then Lily's favorite place to read poetry is…
AN: Cliffy! Yay Happy New Year. I hope u like.