Authors note: So sorry it took me ages to update. But my life got in the way, yes shocker I do have one. I just read

James ran inside and up the stairs heading towards the owlery (sp?) When he got to the owlery he was disappointed to find it empty. No one was around, not even an owl. James let a lone tear swiftly run down his face. He remembered how he use to come up here with Lily and look at the view and read poetry with her.

Flash back

"Here listen to this." Lily said running her hand threw James' hair.

"Ok listening." James said paining his full attention.

"You'll never know how much I love you,

Never know how much I care.

You've stolen my heart and thrown away the key,

I only wish you'd tell me where.

My devotion to you is so strong,

My love for you is deep.

It's been like this for so long,

I can only wish you were mine to keep.

You give me fever,

When you look at me,

Fever when you talk.

Fever if you'd kiss me...

Fever from the way you walk.

You're the only one I dream of;

I'm head over heels in love with you,

But the question upon my lips is:

Are you in love with me too? Like?" Lily asked looking down at James.

"Hmmm, well it's different. Who wrote it?" James asked looking up at Lily.

"Guess." Lily said teasingly.

"Sherlock homes?" James answered.

"That's a book, try another." Lily laughed.

"Shakespeare." James said again.

"No not even close." Lily smiled.

"I give up tell me who wrote it?" James said looking up at Lily.

"I did." Lily said looking at James for approval.

"Well in that case yes I do." James smirked.

"What are you on about?" Lily asked looking at James.

"I do love you." James said looking in Lily's emerald eyes. Lily smiled.

"I love you too." She bent down and placed a long kiss on James' lips. James didn't expect the kiss but recovered from shock quickly and deepened the kiss.

End of flash back.

Out of no where the first year came out of her hiding spot, which James was sure he saw her walk threw a wall. James mentally shook his head.

She walked up to him and smiled.

"Wow you've grown since the last time I saw you, but you were only three so I wouldn't be surprised if you don't remember me." She smiled weakly.

"Ya know I could get in a lot of trouble for this but here is the next clue, you better be thank me after this I practically put my neck out for you. This clue came from your flower. Good luck." She was wearing a Gryffindor robes with read and gold (or yellow) ribbons in her hair. James saw the ribbons and shuddered trying to forget that day but the memories still hunted him.

Flash back.

"Don't I look absolutely stunning papa?" Klarissa said posing like model on a magazine

"Beautiful" Harold Potter said looking at his daughter. She had just got her new robes and she was already garneted a spot in Gryffindor. Well its not like she had a choice really. Ever Potter got into Gryffindor.

"What do you think Jamsie?" Klarissa said asking three year old James.

"Mama said I looked like a princess but I insisted that I was a goddess, Princess are so stuck up (AN: I can't believe I just wrote that line. I mean my name means Princess. Remember only non fiction.) Ah ah Jamsie don't touch the ribbons they took me for ages to put in. Here take this one." Klarissa said taking off the ribbon around her wrist and giving it to James. In the back round the door bell rung Klarissa looked at her parents then yelled.

"I'll get it." She ran all the way from the back garden to the front door little James waddling behind her.

End of flash back.

When James came back from lala land (AN: I was so tired I went off in lala land in maths, opps now I've got homework… bugga.)

The girl was gone. James fell to the ground sobbing, tearing flowing down his cheeks. How could he have forgotten Klarissa? It was his entire fault, he was the reason the two girls he ever loved are gone. He needed to save Lily before she to met the same fate as Klarissa. He unraveled the piece of paper.

Dear James,

If you get this I need to tell you that I still love you. Please help me. I can't write me exact position but I will give you clues.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't
supposed ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember
how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time
is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love

I lost you.

The birds are no longer calling,

The stars no longer shining,

But death is forever falling,

A signature forever signing

It's cold and wet. You promised to take me here after we graduated.

Tell me why I lost you.

Tell me why you lied.

Tell me you loved me…

Or at least tried.

I told you that this poem reminded me of my grandparents. Go to where they died. His name is on a wall; his best friend was unknown and he the only one who knows.

Missing you till hell freezes over and the devil learns to skate.

From your darling,

Lily.

James remembered but how the hell was he meant to go over seas? It was the middle of school?