A/N: Hi. I forgot to say this makes more sense if you also read Blacks at heart by Salrianna.. http/ wrote them at the same time, together. So you know.

Syma dumped her pudding on Malfoy's head. Why? Because he said Sirius would be dead by now. I told her she shouldn't have done it. I mean, he is Slytherin after all. To which she retorted that Sirius would already be dead.

Remus has been unusually quiet lately. Although now I think about I have been too. Syma feels sorry for James. Says its because he just lost his best friends. Its true that there haven't been as many pranks lately. We still haven't told James that Syma doesn't think he's coming back.

Ok… I admit it. I'd give ANYTHING to get Sirius back. As a friend. Obviously.

16th November

HE CAME BACK! He appeared at lunch at the top of the Slytherin table. Does that mean he's given up being Griffindor? No, I don't even he'd do that. He appeared with his feet in Malfoy's trifle. I think I was hyperventilating at this point. Ok he climbed out of Malfoy's trifle. He started to walk to Griffindor shaking off custard. That was when I did something rash. I ran over and hugged the idiot. What made it even weirder was, he hugged back.

Practically all the girls went silent. Then Moon, James and Syma reached us. Lily Evans (I think) started clapping. I let go of Sirius feeling very confused. He looked as though he was going to say something but then Moons and James grabbed him. Syma too. When she let go of him Moons and James put Sirius on their shoulders and carried him back to the Griffindor table. Syma looked at me knowingly. I shrugged and feeling confused and snubbed I walked back to my lunch.

17th November

Today was interesting. Something VERY weird happened. Sirius stopped me after charms. I actually talked to him without getting annoyed. What's extremely weird is what we talked about. "Um…" he said. "Very good use of vocabulary." I replied. "Hey! I'm not a door!" I smiled. He started to talk again. "Well…um…I was kind of wondering… if um…you'd like to…er… go out with me?" I laughed. "Does that mean yes?" he asked hopefully. "Of course."

I can't believe I said it. I said yes to Sirius Black.

OH MY GOSH! Like HOW many girls are going to hate me? OH MY GOSH! What's Syma going to say?

2 hours later

Ok. I told her. She laughed! Typical her! So now I'm not talking to her.

3oth November

We've been 'going out' for 13 days and already Sirius is really, really annoying me. He ignores me in front of his classmates because I'm 1st year. He hardly ever listens to me, he's more interested in ramming his tongue down my throat. Basically, I'm thinking of dumping him. He has 2 days to improve. Two days. That's it! I've tried to tell him but like I said he doesn't listen to me. Not my fault. There's a Christmas dance this year. That's weird. I wonder who I'll be going with.

1st December

Ok… Syma's gone a bit loopy. I'm not sure whether its 'cos of me +Sirius or James asking her to go to the ball. Personally I think he only asked her because Lily said no. She's going with Amos Diggory.

No-one has asked me yet. Do I care? No. Sirius is kind of improving but I'm still thinking of dumping him unless he dumps me first. Obviously.

Later

Ok. Me and Sirius had a HUGE argument. I'm not going to say what we argued about but lets just say I don't think we're going out anymore. I went and sat by the lake. I wonder if someone will ask me to the ball?

5 mins later

Loads of girls are flirting with him already. Do I care? No. I should never have gone out with him in the first place. Ok. He keeps looking over at me. I'm trying to beam a telepathic message to him. 'It is over. Leave me alone. I am studying.' I wonder if he got it.

20th December

I can't believe it! I'm such an idiot. Why oh why did I yes? Ok I was blackmailed but that's not the point. I am going to the ball with Lucius Malfoy. Ok no-one else has asked me but … Syma's going with Potter. She said that it was just because they were going to poison Nightshade's pumpkin juice but I'm like yeah. Whatever! I wonder if Sirius knows? I haven't seen him for AGES. Not that I'm bothered.

25th December

I feel like I'm going to be sick. My dress is cool but person I'm going with isn't. You see, the dress I'm wearing, you have to wear trousers underneath. Yes! It is also red. Syma is annoyed. Her dress is a dress.

We had to OPEN THE DANCE! Pass the sick bucket! I was like eww! Eww! Other people PLEASE start dancing so I can escape… HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! If I was in a musical I would be singing 'I need a hero.' I seriously need someone to rescue me! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP!

He was GOING TO KISS ME! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! HELP! Then somebody hit him. I couldn't see who it was. "SIRIUS BLACK!" Ok. I know who it is now. He started to walk to one of the offices. Syma ran after him. So did I. Ok. So he was following Nightshade, Malfoy and Mcgonagall and me and Syma followed at a distance. We hid behind the statue of the witch with a hump.

Syma used a listening charm. She told me what was happening. Uh-oh.