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A/N: Please Review and you might want some tissues for this chap. Thanks for all the reviews.
Everything U R
People always say that I don't make sense or that I am the weird ranger, but truth be told my psychic powers have always made me shy, and kind of awkward with them even though I've had them all of my life. I babble when I feel out of sorts, I'm actually extremely intelligent which just adds on to the list that makes me babble. (I once watched this TV show that was rather popular back in the early 2000s called Alias and Syd says I'm like the character Marshall.) Not to mention when it comes to talking to girls; Syd, I can talk to no problem, but that is probably because she aside from Sky are one of the first people I met when I joined SPD at the awkward age of 16. She has powers to so it was easier; we were kind of the outcasts together. She's my best friend.
love can b complicated
2 often mistranslated
1 word for all dynamics
leads 2 problematic
When Z joined our team, I kind of got all awkward again. She is hard to describe, she is beautiful and funny and smart, and dating my best friend and roommate Sky. Syd is crying in my room right now, its hard, you see she loves Sky even though she won't admit it, being psychic is a both a blessing and a curse. It's a blessing because I can sense when people are feeling happy or they need to be alone. It's a curse when they are a satellite of unspoken emotions, namely my roommate, sometime it can give me the worst migraines and a lot of the time I get way too much information. Sydney and Sky have been flirting on and off since the day the three of us got paired to be C-squad cadets when Syd was 15, I was 16 and Sky was 18; they didn't know that they were flirting but they thought that they were bickering. I notice these sort of things. When Sky started to date Z, I read his mind and he was broadcasting that he was slightly interested but he was mostly dating her because he doesn't want to lose what he has with Syd. Boy is that guy sending mixed signals. Speaking of signals, I want to know how to broadcast mine on Z's frequency.
emotions & affections
feelins in all directions
sometimes a simple action
creates satisfaction
Cruger is sending Syd and me on a highly classified undercover mission on the distant star system of Zooliku; we are going to be trying to recapture this mutant warlord who has escaped from a highly important intergalactic prison. I wonder why Commander Cruger is not sending Sky on this mission, he's way more qualified for this than we are, well maybe not more qualified but this his kind of thing. Syd likes the criminal profiling and playing good cop/bad cop. Me? I like working with Kat and Boom in the labs and creating more ranger gadgets…I am like that guy Syd says I'm like in that Alias show…I can sense that Sky is worried about the mission, he and Z are drifting apart and I don't know how to tell her…
& as long as u r mine
i will take the time 2 let u know
what i feel cuz
Syd and I are boarding the shuttle, she's nervous I can tell…she's being really skitterish. I shut the door closing Sky and his raging emotions off gaining some sanity. Being inside his head is like being inside a vortex, I get nauseous just thinking about it. It's weird, when Syd is nervous or really anxious or worried or apprehensive she tends to clam up and channel the unresponsive Sky demeanor. This is going to be and interesting mission; I hope it is over soon, because I forgot to tell Z how I feel. I'm glad Syd is piloting the shuttle because it gives me time to think and ready myself for this mission. I'm scared and nervous, I just turned 21 last week, Sky and Boom took me out to a bar where I found out that me and alcohol don't really mix. Sky should drink more often he's fun when he has a little alcohol in his system. This mission is classified as highly dangerous; Cruger has given us strict orders that we are not to come back until the mutant is contained. I don't want to die.
all i need is everything u r
complete and if u ever fall
I'll b here standing in the shadow of my heart
Right now I am sitting in a ditch next to Syd, we are wearing army fatigue bdu's and black tops with bullet proof vests on top, assault weapons are sitting in our laps. She has her long curly blonde hair back in a French braid, I need to shave, we both have dirt and dust caked on our skin. Today is Syd's 21st birthday, I give her a small smile and mouth the words happy birthday to her, and she gives me a small smile back and takes a sip of water from her canteen. She inches up and peeks over the top of the ditch before quickly ducking down as the dirt starts to fly around us. I needed some action she says as we trade gunfire with whoever is shooting at us.
Later that day as the sun beats down on us, I look over at Syd, and I notice that her eyes are puffy from crying. I ask her what's wrong and she says that it's nothing except that she's just missing Z and Sky and how they'd be celebrating her and Jack's birthday and how she'd be milking it for all of it's worth. That night while she is sleeping I creep next to her and wake her up, she looks at me sleepily and I present her with a small chocolate brownie that I bartered for in the market place. Her eyes light up and she sits up with a small squeal wrapping her arms around me and giving me a hug. Happy Birthday Syd, I tell her. Oh thank you, Bridge she says taking the brownie and splitting it in half and gives me one-half. This has made my day, she tells me.
cherish is lost 2 chatter
mind games over matter
im not looking for suggestions
more answers with question
I talk with Z via satellite vid-phone, as I give her our report she seems distracted. What's wrong I ask her, she sighs and tells me that she and Sky are drifting apart and she misses us. I try not to smile as I hear this, that's really mean of me. I tell her that this mission is hard on Sky because his best friends are over here in possible danger. At my last words Z's eyes grow large, I tell her never mind; she then changes the subject and tells me I look funny with facial hair. I stroke my beard and say it gets itchy. As we wrap up our conversation, I get up the nerve to tell her that I love her, you too she mutters and end the connection. Well that went well. Syd comes over and ask how things are back home, I tell her that Z and Sky are drifting apart. Oh, she says and starts to play with her hair, anything else? It's all good, I say. She nods and walks away.
i speak in hugs & kisses
cuz true love never misses
i will lead or follow
2 b with u tomorrow
I hear a noise and sit up abruptly. Syd! I whisper, she looks at me and put a finger to her lips, she's wearing night vision goggles and carrying her weapon. I get up and grab my gear and follow her, there is a shout and then darkness.
I wake up in what I think is a hospital or jungle med tent. I have no memory of getting here, oh god where's Syd. I try to sit up but the room spins and someone tells me to lie back down, I'm not arguing. When I open my eyes again, some one oddly familiar is sitting by my side. Officer Carson, they say you're finally awake. What happened? Where am I? I ask. You are on KO-35, you and your party were ambushed in the desert by a ruthless mutant there were many casualties. Where is Syd, Officer Sydney Drew? Officer Drew is recovering from multiple knife and gun wounds. Is she okay? She is currently receiving a blood transfusion. Can I see her? I'll check on that; you are SPD aren't you? Yes, we are. I'm Karone, call me if you need anything.
Syd looks horrible, she's got two black eyes, a bandage is on her forehead, and bandages cover her arms, legs, and torso. According to Karone, she says that Syd is on morphine to help her with the pain and she'll be drifting in and out of consciousness. I just realized that she today is her birthday she is 22. I sit in the chair next to her bed and sigh this is not good. Karone is the sister of the red astro ranger Andros and the former evil Sorceress Astronima and the galaxy pink in Kendrix's missing years. She says that rangers can identify each other just by looking they can feel the power, the connection.
all i need is everything u r
complete and if u ever fall
ill b standing in the shadow of my heart
Syd and I spentthree months living with Karone and her family as Syd recovered, everything that was bandaged is now slightly puckered scars. Syd's demeanor has changed. She misses Sky and his unconditional love. I miss Z, and our life at SPD. I finally shaved and I could barely recognize myself. I contacted Cruger via the Vid-phone at Karone's house. I think that they thought the vid-phone connection had ended but I heard the words that Cruger and Sky exchanged. I knock on the door of the bathroom and the door pushes open to reveal Syd sitting in a bathtub up to her neck in bubbles she rocked back and forth crying softly. Hey, I say softly. She sniffles and looks up with tears streaming down her face. I grab one of the huge fluffy towels and walk over to the tub, leaning down I wrap the towel around her and pull her out of the tub and hold her as she cries. I miss him she sobs, I love him so much, and I just want to go home. I know I tell her hugging her tight and rubbing her back.
The following year breezed by and me managed to recapture the mutant. We stop back on KO-35 on our flight back home, to say goodbye to Karone and her family and their generosity. Syd has told me that she no longer wants to be SPD, and I know this is all because of these past three years. It has slowly killed her spirit. She's 23 and I'm 24.
there's nothing u could ever say boy
2 make me wanna walk away
and as long as u r mine
i will remind myself that this love is real
Docking and leaving the shuttle has to be one of the best feelings in the world, the feeling of coming home. Sky sprints down the runway and scoops Syd into his arms, I know from talking to Z that he has been hospitalized at least twice during this year due to anxiety and sleep deprivation ever since he heard of the attack and what had happened to Sydney and it shows. I look at Z and we have an unspoken conversation I open my arms and she accepts. Her psych speaks to me and I now know she feels the same. I hug her tightly.
all i need is everything u r
complete and if u ever fall
ill b standing in the shadow of my heart
A/N: Please Review! The song is "Everything U R" by Lindsay Pagano.