A/N: Ok if you don't like this chapter I'm very sorry. I think it's cool,. But then I'm biased I thought of half of it.
At the hospital wing
"What wrong Miss Lupin?" Madame Pomfrey asked. "Everything with my stupid life." Ok, I know that sounds stupid but it's true. I have a problem, I really like a boy who I've hurt and loads of other millions things floating in my brain. Prongs started to walk away. "Mr Potter." He turned around. "Perhaps you can tell me." "Umm… she just got chased, and nearly eaten, by a werewolf who happens to be her brother?" Boys. Think they know everything. "It's not that. I can't tell you." Madame Pomfrey tutted. "Well Mr Potter. You stay here while I sort something out." With that she turned and walked out of the wing. James looked positively petrified. Can't say I blame him.
"Erm… Are you ok? I mean obviously you're not but you know…" he trailed off. "No I'm not ok. I can't tell you. Even Moons doesn't know." Some people DO know but I wasn't going to tell him that. "Huh!" James mutered. "How nice you are." That really riled me. "well yeah sure you'd want your brother (even though you don't have one.) to know that you're evil. Oops." James backed off, then started to laugh! "You…evil. Very funny!" (by now he was having hysterics.) "Knew I shouldn't have said that." the first time I tell someone who didn't have to know and they laugh at me! He was still having hysterics. " Course not. I mean how stupid do you think I am?" "I think you're incredibly stupid, but you can go now. If I ever do something to you don't say I didn't warn you." James stopped laughing. "You're not saying you're serious?" "At last he catches on." well, I already told him part of it. He might as well know the whole story. It looked as though he believed me. "So why are you evil?" "A snake bit me." "A snake bit you?" "yes. A snake bit me. I don't need a parrot prongs!" "But how does that make you evil?" "Something dark, I don't know what, was controlling it. I got in the way so it bit me. It passed on evil instead of poison." "But how do you know you're evil?" I thought I heard a creak but I couldn't see anything by the door. I looked at my hands and stayed looking at them. "I…I…I killed someone. Malfoy's cousin. We lived near his cousin's house. I was playing near there. The next thing I knew I was in the house and the cousin was crushed under a bookcase. Then a boy, malfoy, came and started yelling at me. He threatened me. I promised I'd do anything. I was scared. I was six. I can't remember what he said. It was something like stealing for him. I did other stuff as well, when I 'went evil.' Stuff I'd rather forget. But he carried on blackmailing me. Then we moved. Then he realised I was here, in his house. I knew I'd be in Slytherin. I knew I'd never be good enough for any other house." Tears were threatening. They tipped over. I swallowed and carried on talking. I couldn't look at him. What kind of monster would he think I was now. "He made me… he made me… he made me spy on you guys. I didn't tell him everything, I promise. Except when I couldn't help it. I had other friends in Griffindor and they told me what you were doing when I wasn't speaking to you. I'm really sorry." the tears were falling fast. "I wouldn't go out with Sirius in case something happened to him. In case I did it." There was a sharp intake of breath. I looked up. James was there. He looked like he was going to be sick. He was staring behind me. I turned. I dreaded what I would see. It was Sirius and Syma. I was right to dread it. "You…" Sirius began. "Look mate, she was only doing it for you." That was James but I butted in. "Actually you weren't supposed to hear that AND you're not even supposed to be here." "HUH! We've just saved your life and you tell US we're not supposed to be here." "Actually I am." "Little." Sirius started. We all turned to him waiting for him to finish. "Bitch." he carried on. He wasn't finished but I stopped him. "What did you call me?" I said icily.
"Do you want me to repeat it?" Sirius asked, his words coated with sarcasm.
"You can talk, Black." I whispered
"Shut up!" Sirius almost yelled.
"What's going on in there?" Madame Pomfrey called.
"Move!" Syma whispered. Well I wasn't going to move I was in the right place! Syma and Sirius went back under the invisibility cloak.
4th January
In Divination
"Don't choke Prongs." James was coughing violently and Sirius was whacking him on the back. It was probably making it worse. "Professor Trelawney, duck!" That was said as a kind of half whisper "by Wormtail. Everybody stared at him as he disappeared under the table. Remus shook his head. Professor Trelawney glided over and picked up Sirius' cup. "Oh no, not again." Sirius groaned. "Oh my dear boy. This is not good. Not good at all. I see a window. I see a fall. I see death." "Yes professor. And what will I land on this time? A mutant hedgehog?" The class erupted into laughter. "Tuh." and with that she glided off. Remus shook his head, again. James grabbed Sirius' cup. He frowned at it. "Or you could be having turkey for lunch." "Hey." Remus said, "Give it here." He consulted his, very thick, book. "Actually, I reckon you're going to turn your cousin's hair pink today." Sirius pushed it towards Wormtail. Wormtail looked scared. "Umm… This is too complicated for me." He pushed it towards Sirius. "Well, I think it looks like a lot of brown mush." Wormtail stated. "That's because it IS a load of brown mush, Wormtail." Sirius replied. BRING! The bell went. "Hand in your homework as you exit." "Oops." Sirius said. "Don't tell me, Padfoot. You've forgotten to do it. Again!" "Um… yeah." Everybody had gone apart from Sirius and Professor Trelawney. She was not impressed. "Um… Professor Trelawney?" "Don't tell me. You've forgotten again." "WOW! How did you know?" "My dear boy it's the 5th time in 2 weeks. Hand it in tomorrow" "Ok." Professor Trelawney left. Sirius hung around collecting his stuff. He walked over to the window.