me and my life! sad thought it is. cant help the way i feel. just some ramblings

When I cut

I scream

The release feels good

So good

The piece of glass slices my skin

Leaving behind small beads of blood

Slowly they bubble and grow

Sliding over my pale skin

The bubble leaves a streak of blood

Once again the glass goes to my skin

This time deeper

Harder

It slices through

It takes my breath away

The glorious feeling of release takes away my breath

No more my mind pleads

But my hands have a life of their own

Deeper and deeper I cut until I can't see anymore blood

I can't see anything

I'm scared

So Scared

I can't feel the pain anymore

Inside or out

My breath escapes past chapped lips

A salty tear slowly trails down a bruised cheek

No more pain

No more hurting

No more blood

No more tears

No more breath

No more heart beats

No more life

No more me