Note from the Author: Again nothing to rant/talk about.... weird... REVIEW!

Milly was shaken up pretty badly, but Jack wasn't going to give up trying to get to the bottom of everything just yet. He sat by her while she slept and even when she was awake and pretending to be asleep he still sat next to her. Finally he decided he had given her enough time to recover from whatever it was that had caused her to cut her arm. Her back was turned to wards Jack but he could tell that she was still awake.

"Milly, We need to talk, alright?"

She didn't answer for awhile but eventually she said "I'm asleep leave me alone" He chuckled at her response but then the mood turned serious once more. He put his hand lightly on her shoulder and pulled her so that she was facing him.

"Why do we need to talk, I just want to sleep, besides it's not like I intended to kill me self Jack"

He examined his pistol as he replied.

"What did you intend then Luv? If Gibbs hadn't come in ye wouldn't have called for help, you'd 'ave just sat there bleeding"

She pouted and turned over again so that her back was once again facing Jack. He pulled her back again.

"I would have helped myself Jack, and my intention was to remind myself of why I was on this ship. I just needed to feel the pain again, just to motivate me once more"

He pulled her bandaged arm out from under his blankets, revealing that her wound was far more serious that she thought.

"That's not remindin' yourself Milly, That's near suicide. Why on earth would you need to remind yourself of your own dead parents?"

She slapped him.

"and yes, you did deserve that. You Jack, are a real pain in the arse, you kissed me, got me all confused then I had to remind myself of why I was here, alright? So if you don't want this to happen again, I suggest you don't go around kissing me without my consent!"

Jack suddenly felt a little guilty but then remembered that indeed she kissed him back.

"Hey, I would have stopped if you hadn't given me reason to continue, don't you try to pin your own daft self induced injuries on Jack here Luv. I don't particularly like being put in that position"

She threw a pillow at him and then got out of Jacks Bed, she was wearing one of Jacks shirts since her dress was stained in blood. He couldn't help notice that his shirt only came down to just above her pelvic region, she was wearing black underwear.

"Uhhh, Milly, This is very out of character for me to say anything but, since you're planning on leaving my cabin you should know that the shirt you're wearing doesn't exactly cover ye well..."

She opened the doors and stepped out to see that it was beginning to rain outside. She stepped farther out and stuck her hand out trying to feel the rain drops.

"Yes Jack I've noticed, doesn't exactly cover up my breasts either, but I don't particularly care"

Jack tried to turn his head around so he could see her front side but his attempts failed. She was eventually standing out in the rain with her arms above her head. The crew was watching her out of the corner of their eyes, but Mr. Gibbs was very protective of her so he warned the men not to lay a hand on her. The rain began to Fall harder on the pearl, Milly was almost soaked, and no one said a thing, Until Gibbs saw that her shirt was now completely transparent.

"Emilia, You should probably head inside now, you're emm.."

He pointed at her shirt and she looked but didn't seem to bother her.

"thanks Gibbs, but I'm fine I just want to get my hair completely wet, then I'll go back inside and dry off"

"Aye..."

She took her bandages off of her arm and revealed a maroon gash. Jack came outside after putting his hat on and just watched her in the rain. Her hair was almost soaking wet, he couldn't believe how beautiful she was, despite her unsound mental state and scarred arm. He wanted to badly to hold her in his arms, but it scared him to think like that because it was not just the thought of bedding her, but actually holding her. He had only ever been in two relationships that were serious, and that was before he became a pirate, both times he had gotten scared and ran from the two girls. Jack was never good at commitment. He walked to wards her and as he got closer she put her arms down as he got closer. She was beginning to shiver from the cold rain and so he put his hand under her chin to stop it from happening. He looked down into her eyes, she didn't say anything.

"Can I?"

She didn't answer so he began to lean it to kiss her. He was so close to her lips that he could feel her warm breath on his mouth. As he was about to press his lips against hers he felt her hands pushing him away. Milly seemed to be somewhere else in mind, she wasn't being herself.

"Jack, I haven't consented to anything yet..."

Jack didn't move away from her, he was perfectly happy out in the rain with Milly so close to him. Suddenly without even looking at Jack, Milly kissed him lightly on the corner of his mouth and then walked back inside. Jack was left standing in the rain. He called out to Milly "We'll be in Tortuga early tomorrow morning"

Milly had taken Jacks wet shirt off and climbed into bed. He noticed that she was lacking in the clothing department and couldn't help himself. Jack disrobed and tried to get into his bed with Milly, but as he was sneaking in he had a pillow throw at him. "No funny stuff Sparrow, I'm here to sleep" He laughed a little but still got in his bed. "Can I sleep with you then?" She turned her back to wards Jack.

"I snore. Good luck sleeping"

He thought the exact same thing to himself "good luck sleeping". After about an hour of trying to get to sleep Milly spoke softly to Jack.

"I want to go home... Jack I'm not like this usually, but the closer I get to the truth the farther I get away from myself. I can't do this Jack"

He put his arm on her shoulder and pulled her to wards him. His body was warm and she could feel that he sincerely wanted to comfort her, not take advantage of her so she moved closer.

"You can't just give up Luv, If you give up now you'll never find him and you'll always regret givin' up. 'sides you've got Captain Jack Sparrow helpin' ye every step of the way"

She put her hand on his chest, his heart was racing. "You don't need to worry Jack, I'll be fine" He looked down at her hand and then decided than now was the opportune moment. softly he said "I'm going to kiss you Milly" She didn't object so he touched lips with her, and soon she began to return his kiss. Milly deepened the kiss and pulled Jack closer until his chest was touching her breasts. He looked into her eyes.

"Is this what you really want, Luv?"