Lament of a lovelorn bounty hunter

By vivi scarlett-sedai

Green eyes stare into brown
Is she scared? A little
His gaze is so intense
"I'm not going out there to die"
He says, "I'm gonna see if I'm alive"

She's scared, she knows
That he is wrong
She wants to stop him
But she's not sure how

She wants to say, don't follow her,
There are no real angels
How do you know SHE'S real?
Wants to say, I'm scared for you
And Please don't leave me
You're all I have

But the words are trapped inside
And he leaves
Not to see her tears
Never to see her cry for him
And the most important things go unsaid

She never said, I love you all
And, This is my home
Never confessed what makes a lonely place
Where she belongs
A father, a sister
And a green-haired young man

And the sweet lost girl
With the wide emerald eyes and violet hair
Is lost once more
Retreating onto safer ground
In a masquerade
To pretend she doesn't care

Hoping he'll come back,
Even if he brings Her
Even if he isn't hers
Even if he never was
This enigmatic man with the strange hazel eyes

Even if he brings back a beautiful, perfect angel
That a mere human cannot hope to compete with
And she'll fall back into her role as his joking rival
The Kid's big sister,
The woman he can't understand

She'll be happy with that
If she must
To argue with him
>If she can't say she loves him
To get into fights
If she can't hold him close
To steal his cigarettes
If she can't confess her love

Just so long as he comes home safe tonight
And doesn't see her cry
She doesn't care what he thinks of her
So long as he's alright

So please, if there's anyone out there in the light,
Bring my love home safe tonight