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Then Mrs. Haww started to speak again. "Miriallia he is, from now on your fiancé."
"Ok...WHAT!" Miriallia yelled in disbelief.
Miriallia
Mrs. Haww made Mike leave the room for a while
Miriallia's POV
What on Earth is happening? This can't be happening I have a boyfriend! What is mom doing! This has to be a dream...please Lord let this be a dream!
"You're joking right? Right?" I asked with a pleading voice. "Mir, you have to understand that when the peace between coordinators and naturals break, you can't stay with Dearka anymore! He's a soldier," mom tried to explain.
"You aren't even sure if that'll happen! Maybe it won't! Everyone's trying their best to sustain the peace and your saying it won't last!" Miriallia yelled at last.
"Mir! Mike here is a natural just like us and he is a very nice boy. I want you to please spend the rest of the day with him so you two can get to know each other better. Ok?" mom requested with a stern look.
More like an order. No no no no no no! I don't want to go out with...with HIM!
Suddenly dad climbed down the stairs. "Mir! Stop it! You're acting childish! We just want you to be safe, we don't want you having heartbreaks again," dad explained.
"If it wasn't for Dearka then I wouldn't have gotten over Tolle!" I yelled at both of them.
When I asked them last time about Dearka they approved of him and now this? I don't care what they say I will not go out with Mike!
"I hate you! Both of you!" I yelled at them both. I know I'll regret saying that later but now I don't really care.
I ran up to my room before my parents, who want to keep me "safe", could see the tears that were forming. I locked the door and cried and cried. I even wrote in my diary.
Dear Diary,
Today started out really well because Dearka was there and now that I'm home my parents are being heartless! Since I was a little child I would believe that home is the only place that'll never give me problems but I guess I'm wrong. I have a HUGE problem right now and it's so troubling that I'm crying, pathetic huh? I can't tell Dearka, he would panic and maybe get angry. I can't tell him that my parents found me a fiancé and wants me to just dump him now can I? I can't tell him the reason; he might feel bad about being a coordinator. I know he won't blame me or maybe he will? I just don't know anymore! The only thing I know is that he loves me and well I love him too. He was a playboy but when he said that he'll change he did and you must admit that that's hard to do. I sometimes feel unworthy of him; he treats me so nice, just like a princess and I can't believe I have to tell him that I have a fiancé! I don't know what to do! My tears won't stop flowing and my head hurts because of too much thinking! I just want to die this second and end all my problems! But I don't think that'll happen. Life sometimes is just so unfair! I have to go now I have a headache. Bye! -Milly♥
End of POV
Miriallia cried herself to sleep. Downstairs you could hear Mr. and Mrs. Haww apologizing to Mike for Mir's actions and of course being the nice boy her parents know, Mike says that it's ok and he doesn't mind at all and then continues to say that it must be a hard time for her. He then went home.
A few minutes after he left the phone rang...Mrs. Haww picked it up
"Hello?" asked Mrs. Haww
"Hi! This is Dearka. Is Milly there?" Dearka asked.
"I'm sorry to inform you that Mir will not receive any calls from you anymore. Goodbye," Mrs. Haww said quickly and hangs up.
"Huh?" Dearka said to himself while looking at the phone. He just shook his head and decided to just call again later.
"This is for her own good," Mrs. Haww said to her husband. Mr. Haww just hugged his wife, he felt a little guilty for doing this.
Ring...Ring..."Hello?" Milly asked sleepily.
"Milly it's me Dearka, were you sleeping? Did I wake you up? If I did I'm sorry," Dearka said sincerely.
"Nah, it's ok. So why'd you call?" Milly asked.
"I just called a while ago and your mother said that you didn't want to receive my calls anymore. Is that true?" Dearka asked with a hint of hurt in his voice.
"No that's not true." answered Milly. "Great! So why did your mother say that?" Dearka asked a little cheerful this time.
"She must've thought you were someone else...aren't you suppose to go to work? I don't want to make you late," MIlly said hastily.
"Yeah, you're right. Bye!" replied Dearka. "Bye!" Milly replied back.
After hanging up..."I'm sorry I lied to you Dearka but I don't have the heart to tell you," Miriallia whispered to herself.
(Next Day)
"Mir! Breakfast!" yelled Mrs. Haww while pouring orange juice in the cups.
In Miriallia's room Mir moaned and rubbed her eyes. She let out a big yawn and looked at the digital clock on her wall, 09:00 am it read. She went into the bathroom and started to brush her teeth. Man did I have a weird dream last night...Why did I ever think that my parents would arrange a marriage for me. Once she finished she went down.
"Mornin' mom! Mornin' Dad!" Miriallia said cheerfully. "My aren't we perky today," commented her dad.
"Can't a girl be happy?" she asked playfully.
"Well I would have thought that after yesterday you wouldn't talk to us," replied her mom.
"Why what happened yesterday? Yum! My fav! Mom's special omelet!" Miriallia said happily.
Her parents looked at each other confused. "Well you know...about Mike," her dad replied uneasily, he still felt guilty for letting her daughter do this.
"You mean that wasn't a dream!" Miriallia said a little too loud.
Her mom sighed and thought of a way to explain this to her. "I'm afraid not Mir, but before you say anything why don't you try to get to know Mike first," her mom said.
Miriallia paled and almost made her plate fall on the floor. She looked like she saw a ghost. "NO WAY!" she yelled while running to her room she didn't even eat her food and she was starving.
Her mom raced after her. "Mir! Wait! Let's have an agreement, if you really don't like him then I'll think about it again just get to know him first ok?" her mom said through the door.
"Like you'll change your mind!" she yelled from inside.
"Mir! You will go out with him later and that is final!" her mom yelled with a firm voice.
Miriallia didn't answer back nor did she say anything after her mom said that. She knew that when her mom talked like that, that her mom was serious and nothing can change her mind. At that moment the phone rang but she decided to just let the answering machine do the work because she was in no mood to chat.
"Hi there! This is Miriallia but I'm not here at the moment so why don't you just leave a message and your contact details after the beep so that I can call you back ...BEEP... Miriallia this is Dearka would you call me back later? It's important, seems like I have to go back to PLANT for a while," said the answering machine.
Just when I'm having a problem he goes away. What am I to do? Just better call him and tell him the truth...yeah I'll tell him.
Miriallia started dialing Dearka's number. RING...RING...RING...
Miriallia's POV
"Milly is that you?" asked Dearka
"Yeah it's me. So why do you have to go back?" I ask
"There seems to be a problem but I'm not sure what it is...I'm leaving tomorrow and I think I may be gone for a week or two but at least I get to see my parents right? So you can stop bugging me about it...But really is it ok? Cause if it isn't then I'm sure I can talk to Yzak about sending someone else," he answered.
So sweet!
"It's ok," I told him.
"Are you sure? Is there something wrong? You don't seem to be as happy as often," said Dearka.
He's so sweet! He even knows when I'm sad! And it's through the telephone!
"How can I be happy when you're going away?" I tell him and he chuckled
"You're right. Sooo why don't we spend today together then, after all I am leaving tomorrow," he suggested.
"Su..." I almost forgot! I have to go out with Mike! Curse him and my parents for letting me do this to Dearka! I can't tell Dearka now...he might not continue his plan of seeing his family...What do I do? What do I do!...Oh! I know!
"Um...Mir you still there?" he asked.
"Oh! Sorry I guess I spaced out for a minute. Sorry Dearka but my parents want me to spend the afternoon together with them so why don't we just spend the morning together?" I asked. Please let him say yes. I really want to see him before he goes away...Before I meet Mike and fall into hell.
"That's too bad, I can't go out now coz I have tons of paperwork that needs to be submitted by noon. We can see each other tomorrow right?" asked Dearka hopefully.
"Of course!" I told him. "That's great! Since that's settled I have to go back working again so see you tomorrow k?" he asked.
"Yeah, see you. Bye!"
"Bye!" he replied and hanged up.
I should start getting ready for the "date". Augh! Whenever I think about it as a date I start to shudder! How will I control myself when his near then? I am beginning to hate my life!
END POV
Later
Miriallia tried her best to smile when she saw Mike but it seemed like she forgot how to, she just frowned. When her mother saw this she nudged Miriallia a little too hard and Miriallia incredibly remembered how to smile.
"Hello Miriallia, I'm Mike," greeted the nice boy.
"Hi! I want to say sorry for yelling the other day, you see I was stressed," replied Miriallia through greeted teeth but still smiling. O how she would have loved to yell at him right now for not letting her see Dearka today.
After a few minutes of awkward silence that nobody wanted...well not for Mir, she liked him better when he shuts his mouth.
"You two better behave, ok?" Mrs. Haww said suddenly while looking straight at Mir.
Mir just rolled her eyes and said "Of course we will, mother."
"Good, now run along so that you'll have lots of time to get to know each other," replied Mr. Haww while giving her daughter an encouraging smile.
After short goodbyes, Mike led Mir to his car and he started to drive.
"I was thinking about going to the movies but if you don't want to go there, then we can go somewhere else," Mike said.
"Oh anywhere's fine," Mir answered nonchalantly.
"Ok, then the movies it is." Mike said uncertainly.
Whatever thought Mir.
The drive was very silent and Mir wanted it that way.
They arrived at the cinema and when the were buying tickets Mike had placed his arm around Miriallia's waist and she was just about to swat away his arm she saw from the corner of her eyes silver hair just like Yzak's but when she looked again he was gone. Maybe it was just my imagination. And she proceeded to swat away Mike's arm.
The nerve! He must think I like him...Augh! Gross!
They went in and watched the movie (insert movie title you want them to watch). Mir was bored to death and very annoyed, even if the movie was really nice, she'd rather be in the desert dieing of thirst. She also found out while watching the movie that Mike had hands like an octopus. She was really getting angry now.
It was still really early but Mir had already asked Mike to drive her home and he just nodded. When they were at her doorstep Mir suddenly said something different instead of no, yes, whatever, any. She said "Thanks, the day was ok." It was lie but she was just trying to be polite and you might never know when your parents are eavesdropping.
"Um...yeah your welcome...I had fun," replied Mike while giving her a wink. She tried not to cringe, he was just about to lean and kiss Mir on the cheek when...
"Um...um...I'm very tired so bye!" she said very quickly and went inside her house and shut the door on his face.
May he have a broken nose tomorrow. Mir prayed. What a pervert!
She then heard some noise outside so Mir placed her ear on the door.
"Leave my girlfriend alone!" she heard Dearka yell. She didn't see him so she didn't know what he was doing.
"I...I'm sorry I didn't know she was your girlfriend. Honest!" replied Mike and before Dearka could say anything else he drove off.
What a coward! I'm glad Dearka came
Mir was waiting for Dearka to knock or ring the bell but he didn't. Out of curiosity she opened the door and found no one outside.
Huh!
Inside Miriallia's room
Mir saw her answering machine blink so she pressed the button and sat down on her bed.
"You have 5 new messages." said the machine.
1st message "We need to talk," came Dearka's voice
2nd message "You could have just told me if you were tired being with me!" came Dearka's voice again but a little louder.
3rd message "I'm not good enough am I!"
What on Earth is he talking about?
4th message "Yzak saw you with another man..." Mir didn't hear the last part anymore
Yzak was really there! I wasn't imagining. He must've told Dearka. Oh my God what if he thought I was enjoying myself! No! This can't be happening!
Miriallia's eyes were now holding tears but she didn't want to cry.
I'll call him
After dialing his number someone picked up.
"Hello? Is Dearka home?" Mir asked hopefully.
"He just left for the flight to PLANT. Who is this?" asked the person.
"Already? But I thought it was tomorrow?"
"He had some problems here so decided to leave early. Who is this?"
"Miriallia"
"Oh! It's you! So what were you going to say? Were you trying to apologize! Well too late he left! I hope he dumps you for what you did. He deserves better!" yelled the person on the other line.
"Yzak!" yelled Miriallia but he had already hung up. She tried calling again but he didn't answer. She also tried calling Dearka on his cell but he also didn't answer.
End Of Chapter
Hi! Author here. Sorry if it was boring or just plain ugly. Like I said I am one BAD writer (but I like writing) so constructive criticisms are greatly appreciated.
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