Kirsten was nervous about going to dinner with Sandy, she was already dressed and ready to go. She thought she looks okay but what about Sandy? Will he like it? Her thoughts were interrupted by the knocking on her bedroom door. She thought it was Ryan, so without asking who it was, she just opened the door, it was Jimmy.

"Hey" jimmy smiled sheepishly at her.

"what are you…how did you get out?" still not letting Jimmy in.

"I talked to our lawyer, he got me out on bail. All I have to do is pay back everything that I owe to my clients." Still smiling at her, oblivious at her discomfort.

"and how are you planning to do that?"

"I'll sell all my assets and Ryan beg Caleb to help me, which I know I won't hear the end of it from your father, but if it means getting to be with you guys, I'll take it"

"you had Ryan helping you now!"

"but I didn't ask him too, he did it himself. He just told me went he went to see me in jail. Look I know what I did was wrong, but I did it for us."

"no! jimmy you did it for you!" she hissed at him. "look I don't want to do this now okay" and went to grab her purse.

"you going out?" coming into the bedroom.

"yes" checking her appearance one more time before heading out the door.

"where? With who?" questioned Jimmy while following her downstairs. But Kirsten wasn't answering any of his questions. When they reached the front door, Kirsten turns around to face him, "don't wait up!" and with that she left and got inside her car and drove off. Leaving Jimmy standing outside.

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She spotted Sandy and made her way towards him. He was sited outside the balcony overlooking the beach. There wasn't many people that night, she noted. Which she was thankful for, she doesn't want to bump into anyone she knew, especially a Newpsie.

Sandy saw her coming through the door and stands up to greet her. She looks so beautiful, some of the men in the room turned their head towards her, but Kirsten didn't even pay any attention to them but instead looks directly at Sandy and approach him.

"you look very beautiful" complimented Sandy before pulling out a chair for her.

"thank you" feeling herself blush.

Sandy and Kirsten had a great time having dinner together. Kirsten just felt so comfortable around him and him with her, that they don't need to fill every minute talking and just enjoy the silence. Unlike her dinner with Jimmy where he always like to talk and when they don't it feels awkward. Her phone rings and motions to Sandy that she'll take it outside.

"hello"

"Mom, it's Ryan."

"what is it sweetie?"

"I was wondering till what time is your dinner with Taryn going to last."

"why? Is everything okay?"

"yeah everything's fine. It's just that, dad is already home. Isn't that great?"

"um…yeah, it is."

"well you two can now talk."

"we will sweetie, but Taryn is having some problems and she needs me to be with her right now" she explains gently to her son, as if she was talking to a five year old.

"oh…okay, I'm sorry. I just want you guys to make up as soon as possible so…" his voice drifted off.

"we'll talk when I get home okay."

"okay, have a good time mom and tell Taryn I said hi."

"okay, bye sweetie, I love you" she shuts her phone and went back inside.

After dinner Kirsten and Sandy decided to go down the beach and take a walk. Sandy saw Kirsten and shiver and drape his jacket around her.

"thanks" she smiled, then puts her head on his shoulder and Sandy holds her hand.

They continued walking in silence, just enjoying each other's company. It was Sandy who broke the silence, " I have to go to Paris tomorrow for some business, you wanna come with me? I was only supposed to stay there for two days, but if you come with me we can make it a week."

"I would love that…but" she stops walking and Sandy turns to face her "I can't."

"well then we'll just stay for…four days?" he smiled.

"what are we doing Sandy? This isn't right."

"but it feels right" he said and hold both of her hands. "Kirsten, what's really bothering you?"

"we have to stop this." She whispered then bowed her head. She doesn't want Sandy to see her crying. "I can't do this anymore, you deserve someone better."

Loosing his hold on her hands, he lifted her chin, "no I don't because I already have her, and she's standing right here in front of me."

"I'm still married Sandy."

"then divorce him, Kirsten…please, I love you, I don't want to lose you."

" I can't."

"But you don't love him."

"but I love my son" she said, her voice breaking, "I'm willing to do anything for him, even if it cost me my happiness."

"But Kirsten…"

"What? What do you want me to do?" she was already shouting at him now.

"I can't tell you what to do." He whispered.

Her voice softer now, "Sandy…I love you too, but I also love Ryan, I'm so sorry."

"please Kirsten, just think about this. You've said it yourself, all your life you always do what is expected of you, it's time that you do something for yourself…please I can't lose you."

"I can't lose you too" before moving closer to him and burying her face on his chest. Sandy hugs her tightly against him, "please just tell me what to do, please." She pleads with him.

"I won't tell you what to do. Listen my flight is tomorrow night at 9. I'll wait for you at the airport, if you show up that means that your going to come with me and if you don't… then that means you'll be staying with jimmy and I promise to leave you and your family alone. But I want you know that no matter what happens, I still love you."

"I love you too."

So what do you think? tell me what you think Kirsten should do, cause I still have no idea how this is going to end, I don't even know what's going to happen next.