Kirsten comes home around midnight, Sandy offered to drive her home since it's already late but she insist that she'll be okay. Though the truth is she did want Sandy to drive her home, spend as much time with him as she could, but she wanted to think, think about her life and where she wanted it to go, stay with Jimmy or go to Paris with Sandy. She was surprised that she was able to make it back home safely when her head was clearly not focusing on her driving. Upon entering her house, she heard that the T.V was still on. Walking in the living room, she noticed Ryan sleeping on the couch.
"Sweetie" she whispered and shaking him gently "sweetie wake up."
Ryan looked at her for a moment before registering who she was "what time is it?"
"Its…It's late, what are you doing? You know you can't watch T.V. this late?" still kneeling in front of the couch with Ryan still lying on the couch.
"I was waiting up for you."
"why?"
"I was worried, you were with Taryn and you know how that woman drinks."
"well you shouldn't be, I can take care of myself."
"still, I was worried."
She nodded and help her son get up and together they walk up the stairs.
"where's your dad?"
"he's sleeping in one of the guest bedrooms."
"oh…"
they've reached Ryan's room and he turns around to face her before going inside.
"goodnight mom" he hugs her and gave her a kiss on the cheek, then went inside his room. Kirsten was left standing on the hallway, she finally comes to a decision.
Sandy was at the airport waiting if Kirsten will show up or not. He was already getting nervous, there was only 15 minutes left before he have to board the plane. He noticed some of the passengers were already lining up to board, he concluded that she wasn't going to show up. He was just about to grab his bag when he heard someone calling his name, turning around he saw that it was Kirsten. When she got to him she was panting.
"I thought you already left." She said still trying to catch her breath, running in heels was such a bad idea.
"I was just about to the plane's already boarding and I thought you weren't going to show up, well come on let's go." grabing Kirsten's hand. "where's your bag?"
"I'm not going."
"but…you're here . I thought that if you came here, that means your going to go with me?"
"I can't" hating herself for doing this to him. "I can't do this to Ryan, it's not fair to him. I'm sorry"
"then why did you came here? Just to see what my reaction will be?" before dropping her hands and grabbing his luggage instead.
"no! I just…" she knew this was a bad idea, but she just can't let him go like that. "I came to say goodbye to you. I want you to know why I'm doing this." She explained and holding his hand.
Sandy heard over the speakers that the passengers should already be boarding. "I..I have to go." Then he kissed her for the last time, "It was nice meeting you Kirsten."
She just smiled at him and let her tears fall freely, she doesn't care anymore what other people will say when they see her. She let's go of his hand and watched Sandy walk away from her, she was waiting if he was going to turn around but he didn't, he just continued walking until she can't see him anymore.
Sandy was thankful that he's on business class and doesn't have to sit with somebody. He kept replaying everything that just happened. He was so happy when he saw her headed towards him. He thought she was going to go with him. When he went to board the plane, he wanted to turn around and see her for the last time, but he didn't. He figured it will just make things harder for the two of them. He understood her decision though, she has a son and she loves him, he'll probably do the same thing if it involves Seth. He just wish that Jimmy would realize just how luck he is and take good care of her.
Okay some you…well maybe all of you will probably want to scream at me right now but you gotta understand that she can't just leave her son. Please still leave reviews and tell me what you think.