Anyway this is a Valentines Poem by Albel about Nel so enjoy
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Talking Backwards
by Albel Nox
She looks at me I'm talking backwards
Am I think I least at
She smiles and me and pays it forward
But I can live with that
Might as well confess to her
Things could be better done
Time is flashing in a blur
I think I'm on the run
I am talking in a loop a in talking am I
So maybe I should tell her but I know I will cry
Red and black and white are mixed in two or one?
Twisting twisting fast and broken in the heart shaped sun
Scratching up the wall I built
Smashing every brick down
Out my barren plain of river silt
To the warm valley's red gown
So close to hate so near to desire
Something that I do not know
Half is icy water the other half fire
But where in the world did she go?
I am talking in a loop a in talking am I
Just to hear the two-blade cherub's sweet sigh
I etch in her the runes that I read of her
Sweat is come saliva gone never felt so unsure
Sleeping castles waking lovers
Come to greet this red girl
What she got on me Why does she hover
Over top of my world
Blood is everywhere blood is everywhere
But only serves to remind
Seems she's going home why is she goin' there
Why is she so blind
I am talking in a loop a in talking am I
I can't think straight cannot talk to fly
Damn you stupid voice speak for once in life
Don't make me go get my five foot knife
Oh you heart shaped sun Oh you heart shaped sun
Come and worship to me
Don't speak backwards now I already done
That can you not see
Please just give me words
Any ones will do
Great few or many herds
From her to me to you
No that's backwards
I am talking in a loop a in talking am I
Wonder if she would see if I wrote it on the sky
O wait I forgot I suck at writing I am only a four
I try any way at you just have such an allure
I'm not thinking straight in curve
I falling again apart
Don't think that I could ever serve
To say what I kill in this heart
Backwards speaking now foot to head
Pretty good pretty dumb me
What's my enemy? You my enemy dead
No wait I'm my enemy
I am talking in a loop a in talking am I
Wonder if our to threads they could tie
Like these stupid tales growing from my head
Think I said all that can be said
I'm talking in reverse
This seems so perverse
I am breaking up
Can't we be making up
Take it up around
This will run aground
Heart shaped sun on me
Heart shaped pageantry
Day of love is gone
And I'm the only one
Still with out soul
Mate to fill the hole
Oh well I guess
I could settle for less
No not less then you
I am going through
Head is such pain
Everything is a refrain
Everything is a refrain
Around my neck a chain
Tether me to you
But what can tether's do?
Heart shaped sun on me
I guess we don't have to breed
Speaking in reverse
No I'm not perverse
Please say "wicked one
Won't you call me hun"
No you can't say that
You would not say that
I wouldn't want you to
To up front for you
Back door better now
Back lighting how
Heat son in my eye
Backwards talking I
Come one ruby red
I know you want me dead
Sun light in your eyes
In your heart shaped cry
You will bring me down
Bring me to the ground
I'm speaking in reverse
I'm speaking in reverse
I'm speaking in reverse
I'm thinking in reverse