Nobody Knows 3
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Chaper 3- How I'm Like, What I'm Like
Draco didn't exactly know what she was crying about. He just listened to the sobs that came from her.
'You can't have feelings for her… she a Mudblood,' he thought as he went back to the room. He looked at her notebook again.
I'll love you when I see you
You're the only one I need
But now I sit and cry
And shed the blood that I bleed
I can take the hint
Maybe you don't want me
But I don't want to give up
Because I want you to love me
Distance I know it kills us both
And it sucks it is that way
But one thing I have to tell you
"I think I love you" is all I'll say
He turned the page.
Cold, Shivering, silence
The only sound around is the rain
Pouring down like the tears I shed
I have no light to guide me anywhere
I have nowhere to go
I'm just sitting in the cold pouring rain
Wet, I start to cry
Will anyone show me the way?
The way to happiness?
The way to be free?
No, I'm trapped
Trapped in a world of cruel and hate
Where's the love?
My world is dark and gray
Colorless
I'm scared and alone
No one to hold me
No one to dry my tears
No one to keep me dry
So the tears fall down
And the next page…
Cuts one and two
All because of you
Cuts three and four
Because I need more
Cuts five, six, and seven
I'm never getting to heaven
Cuts eight and nine
You will never be mine
And cut number ten
I'm starting again
On this page were several drops or faded red blood. The next page had the same effect with the blood.
I look at my hands
Blood, pain and murder
And see what I have done
Blood, pain and murder
Look at what I have done
Blood, pain and murder
And what I have said
Blood, pain and murder
No one wants me
Blood, pain and murder
And I can't have you
Blood, pain and murder
Here's what's next
Blood, pain and murder
Blood from my body
Pain from inside
Murderer of my heart
Draco pondered at this. What could have happened to her that she feels this way? This isn't the normal bookworm that everyone once knew. He knew that her parents have died, but… he definitely wasn't going to start falling for her.
'Where the fuck did I put that notebook?' Hermione thought as she dug though her book bag. Giving up she took a piece of paper and started scribbling down a new writing.
I want someone to hold me
Day and night I do
I want you to hold me
Can't you?
I want someone to be there
When I need it
I want you to be there
Just for a bit?
I want someone to need me
Now and for life
I want you to need me
Help me feel right?
I want someone to love me
And make me whole
I want you to love me…
Then she preformed a spell so that the writing appeared in her journal.
Draco watched the words magically write on a page. He didn't know what to think about this.
'Has she gone mental?' he thought as he turned the page again.
It's hard seeing him with Parkinson, or any other girl.
'Seeing who with Parkinson? She only likes being with me,' he thought as he read.
I've been used to it for the past 6 years, what's another lifetime? He'll never see me as anything other than a Mudblood. That is all I am to him, just a Mudblood.
'A Mudblood to who?'
He will never want me. But do I want him? Is this just lust? If so then I have been lusting him for a long time…
Draco gave a small laughter at the thought of Hermione 'lusting' someone… but who?
… But can it be lo-… no way. At least I don't think it is. Is it?
It was starting to bother Draco that it so far never said anything about whom she was talking about.
But then again this IS Draco Malfoy, he probably has no real feeling for anyone, just screws with everyone he sees… literally.
Hey, look a name… HIS name! Draco's mouth dropped open at her talking about him like this. She doesn't know him! She doesn't know what he feels!
'And I do NOT screw with everyone I see, otherwise I would have Granger laid long ago!' he shuddered at that thought.
I guess I can never know. He will never look upon me.
This was starting to give Draco second thoughts. Maybe she isn't as bad as she looks.
'But Merlin, she has gotten hot,' he smirked. 'Maybe I don't like the other look, maybe I was just used to it.' He thought for a moment. 'This look is hotter.'
I can never be his.
His watched beeped. 9:00 on the dot. He walked out of his room and out the portrait and was suddenly was jumped by Pansy.
"Hey, baby!" she greeted him, giving his a kiss on her neck. "Mmm, yummy."
"Let's just get this over with," he said pulling her into the common room. Pansy giggled.
Hermione peeked out of her room. Draco has to have it. That is the only explanation. It must have gotten mixed up with my notes she let him use.
She started walking to Draco's room but heard a near giggle. She turned and saw him and Parkinson together.
'Keep your cool, Mi,' she thought as she tightened her jaw and clenched her fists to stop herself from lunging at her.
"Are you going to stand there all day, Mudblood?" Parkinson asked, playing with Draco's ear.
If Hermione's glares could kill, anyone within 100 miles of her would be dead.
"Can I have those notes back, Malfoy?" she said trying not to sound threatening or pissed.
'She knows I have her notebook and she will know I have read it,' he thought.
"I'm not done with them yet," he lied hoping that she would believe him.
"Um… did you find a notebook with them?"
"No… Pansy stop," he said, holding her at arms length away because she keeps tickling his ear.
"Oh, ok…" she gave Pansy one more death glare and went back to her room.
'Where the hell did I put it?' she tore apart her bed searching for it. She threw her papers out of her bag. She cleared out her dresser and closet.
"Well, this sucks!" she said looking around her room. She made a complete mess. If she didn't know before that the floors were hard wood, she would have guessed it wasn't. "Damn," she cussed falling back on the bed. 'Please, oh please do not have him read it.'
She heard a loud scream coming from Draco's room.
'Really, go do that somewhere else,' she thought trying not to get to pissed off. Too late; she grabbed the nearest thing closest to her, a glass lamp, and chucked it hard at the wall.
CRASHThe glass flew everywhere.
The door opened and Draco stood there with his boxers on.
(A/N- -Freya drools- Wow… what a sight to imagine!)
"What happened in here?" he said looking around at her messy room.
"Get OUT!" she screamed at him pushing him out of the room and slamming the door in his face. She then fell to the ground with her back pressed against the door, tears running down her face.
I know it is short… and you all hate me… and now everyone will come attack me with loofas and shout 'loofa cannon' at me… I'm gonna hide under a rock now! But I'll take the computer with me so I can type the next chaper… DON'T SPEAR ME!
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